Jun 06, 2024 12:34:08 PM Me



hahaha Commander Crunch

Jun 06, 2024 12:34:17 PM Me


Whole life is a lie hahahaha

Jun 07, 2024 10:08:16 PM Me


I think every one of you would enjoy watching this. It’s actually what serious journalism is a give-and-take between two opposing views consistently respectable pulling some jokes along the way and discovering they actually have some things in common. John Stewart, interviews Ken Buck, former member of the House of Representatives and a former prosecutor and conservative GOP

Jun 07, 2024 10:09:58 PM Me


A member of the house during the Trump era, but is no longer in it

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It’s about a half an hour and I think it’s totally worth it. I wouldn’t suggest you blow in 30 minutes of your life on it otherwise. And Dad, I’ll send you some good why-files links.

Jun 07, 2024 10:09:58 PM Me


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Had a really cool old Timey Chevrolet in front of me. They had a old car meet up in front of Westridge Market this morning. There were about 40 old cars in absolute mint condition.

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Jun 10, 2024 4:48:30 PM Me


Applied to this today. Of the well over 1000 roles I’ve read, this one is most closely aligned with me. Truly “dream level” to be working on something from the ground up to take on the big boys in that sector (Miro, Zoom).

Jun 10, 2024 4:48:31 PM Me


Jun 10, 2024 4:49:51 PM Me


So in my wheelhouse it’s ridiculous. Plus they’re looking for a Type 9 Peacemaker (Enneagram Type) and and INFJ Personality type. Check and Check 😊 They said they get back in 3-5 days. Cross your fingers.

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Jun 10, 2024 7:41:33 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211


Fantastic, got my fingers crossed& rosary beads out 😍 Mom

Jun 10, 2024 7:58:04 PM Me


Have put out apps to some things I match well with.

Jun 10, 2024 7:58:22 PM Me


Hope being home is nice

Jun 11, 2024 11:16:48 AM Me


This is me. How do people with ADHD think? A good example is…when I am reading a book, or most anything for that matter, I will have read the page, but after I get to the bottom of that page I will realize that I was thinking about something else and didn’t really read the page even though I was reading. So, I read it again. I read a few sentences and by the time I get to the bottom of the page…same fucking thing. I read it again…concentrating this time. I get distracted by the fact that I am concentrating…and, by this point I have actually read, and absorbed maybe half of the page. This is no exaggeration. In fact, this would be considered a watered down version of actual events.

Jun 11, 2024 11:17:26 AM Me


I’ve done this since I can remember first learning to read. I read the words, but was thinking about something entirely different.

Jun 11, 2024 11:25:43 AM Me


OCD worrying ALOT about ONE thing. ADD worrying ALOT about ALL the things, and how they work, and how the things work that make those work, and if you’re not careful the branches of the tree never end. ADD is my mind. LOOK! a squirrel!! I like french fries. I think I left the TV on….wonder what my dog is doing right now, are my hands clean, dont forget to water the plants later….help?

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Brings it all back

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A poppy allby itself

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Oh wow 🤩

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You’ll never guess who walked into Starbucks…

Jun 12, 2024 4:54:52 PM Me


That’s Chuck Testa!!

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Jun 12, 2024 4:55:03 PM Me


Legend

Jun 12, 2024 4:55:21 PM Me


His voice was a dead giveaway

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Jun 13, 2024 10:17:31 AM Me


Got my first interview request IN MONTHS this morning.

Jun 13, 2024 10:17:33 AM Me


Thank you for your interest in employment at Hilton Corporate. After reviewing your qualifications we would like to speak with you regarding the Lead User Experience Designer position.

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Jun 13, 2024 10:17:55 AM Me


First interview will be next week.

Jun 13, 2024 10:25:34 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 19 seconds) +15182388114


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Jun 13, 2024 10:26:58 AM Me


Right

Jun 13, 2024 10:27:59 AM Me


I was writing my update for my Job Search Group meeting this morning and wrote the line item that I still had not received one interview request. Thing is, while happy, my excitement is tempered.

Jun 13, 2024 10:29:44 AM Me


People I’m with in my group have had some interviews, some to last round, and didnt get it. Being there to support them… it’s hard to see someone get so close and not get it. These ppl are all roughly my age, all pros, and all feeling the same thing as me. Been looking for 8mos+ for all 5 of us, and there are hundreds in all the online groups.

Jun 13, 2024 10:38:44 AM Me


Was just replying to Hilton. It struck me, they will have a solid benefits package being a global corporation. Need to do some research about how they treat their people. I already found the guy I’m emailing on LinkedIn and reading his profile. He’s been at Hilton 2 years and is Head of Corporate Recruiting. So, I’m talking to a decision maker, not a gatekeeper it would seem. My suspicion is that he’ll interview me for 30 minutes. If he feels good about my interview, I’ll likely have another round with design people, ones I would work with and most likely have to do an online presentation of my portfolio and walk them through a project of mine.

Jun 13, 2024 10:39:46 AM Me


There might be one more round after that if they have finalists and can’t make up their mind.

Jun 13, 2024 10:40:04 AM Me


OK, back to work looking. Definitely dont have all my eggs in one basket.

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Jun 13, 2024 10:58:33 AM Me


Email sent to Hilton. I’ll keep you posted once I know when interview is happening.

Jun 13, 2024 10:58:45 AM Me


Wonder if employees get free hotel rooms?

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Jun 13, 2024 10:58:56 AM Me


Around the world.

Jun 13, 2024 10:59:12 AM Me


I’ll need some in London, Manchester, and Liverpool 😊

Jun 13, 2024 10:59:31 AM Me


Once I am able—EPL IRL

Jun 13, 2024 11:00:29 AM Me


Maybe get in the wall at Borrusia Dortmund and do this…

Jun 13, 2024 11:00:31 AM Me


Jun 13, 2024 11:01:30 AM Me


I get tingles when I watch that

Jun 13, 2024 11:01:49 AM Me


I’d march with those dudes. Hahaha

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Jun 13, 2024 11:02:20 AM Me


Only thing comparable is Boca Juniors

Jun 13, 2024 11:03:09 AM Me


Can imagine 10,000+ vikings coming at you over the hill singing that. RUN!!!!!

Jun 13, 2024 12:32:19 PM Me


Interview tomorrow morning at 11 am Eastern

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Awesome! good luck 🙏🏻

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Jun 13, 2024 5:32:10 PM Me


Doing research for tomorrow morning now

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This is the customized resume I sent to Hilton. I had it archived as I do all the custom ones I send out. Have the cover letter attached to if you’re curious. Its scheduled for a half an hour, so I should be wrapped up tomorrow at 11:30 am eastern. I sent that application in late May, 22 to be exact. I think they got the pile, went thru and picked out qualified people who matched, and then maybe pared it down already by previewing to the design people. In other words. They’ve seen my stuff and said, we want to talk to him. So I’ll know tomorrow. Feeling grateful most of all. The opportunity to have an interview with a global corporation to work in corporate doesn’t come along often. Getting chocked up typing this. All day today I kept having these moments where I’d remember I got the ask, and how long its taken to get here, and what I’ve endured thus far, by choice, but like I said, I want to get back on my feet my way.

Jun 13, 2024 8:46:45 PM Me


If this is my time it will happen. I am not worried. That is something I noticed today when thinking of the opportunity. In the past I would be sweating bullets and thinking about every possible question and doing bananas research online. Instead, all day I felt gratitude and grounded confidence when thinking about tomorrow morning. I’m feeling ready to have a great conversation tomorrow and answer all of Patrick’s questions with brevity and to the best of my ability. I’ll also be “mentally looking” for opportunities to elaborate and go deep with project stories from the past when the time is right. I’ve learned that when people ask me questions about this work I can talk all day long, and I can answer all day long. So I keep my answers to the point and ask if they’d like me to elaborate.

Jun 13, 2024 11:08:39 PM Me


Good episode Dad, new one

Jun 13, 2024 11:08:46 PM Me


Jun 14, 2024 9:34:37 AM Me


Just done with my interview.

Jun 14, 2024 9:35:02 AM Me


I think it went well. There was some issues with vid/audio, but that happens.

Jun 14, 2024 9:35:31 AM Me


I should hear back by late Monday whether they want to move forward with my candidacy.

Jun 14, 2024 9:35:44 AM Me


Hopeful, but tempered of course.

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🙏🏻👍🏼

Jun 14, 2024 9:51:18 AM Me


Back to job hunting…

Jun 14, 2024 9:52:42 AM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211


Still praying 🙏 🥰

Jun 14, 2024 9:53:36 AM Me


Found out that over 400 people applied for what I just interviewed for

Jun 14, 2024 9:54:02 AM Me


Half of those are likely totally qualified.

Jun 14, 2024 9:54:29 AM Me


To stand out in this market is the nut one needs to crack.

Jun 14, 2024 9:54:49 AM Me


I refer to it as… Standing out in the Sea of Sameness

Jun 14, 2024 10:20:37 AM Me


Also, heard back from a startup called “Butter” (that’s right baby, like budda!) My app is in and this is a top choice for me. Exactly the type of role I’m looking for.

Jun 14, 2024 10:20:38 AM Me


Jun 14, 2024 10:21:00 AM Me


I’ll know next week if they want to interview me, or on a waiting list.

Jun 14, 2024 10:21:47 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211


Oh fingers crossed 🤞

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Jun 14, 2024 10:29:33 AM Me


Butter is exactly the type of role I’m after. Not sure I could make it any better honestly.

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Hahaha Too true

Jun 15, 2024 8:02:50 AM Me


Headed to Sally’s service this morning

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Good , say a prayer for us 🙏 Mom

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Hey! Check out this awesome quote on Insight Timer, the world's largest free library of wellbeing content. https://insig.ht/a/key_live_chyxR8sQGM9AEuhYZBE4PbngtvaSUG1K?%24randomized_bundle_token=647505409389044708&channel=messages&feature=quote&source=ios&data=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

Jun 15, 2024 12:37:46 PM Me


Sallie service was very nice and well attended. They interred her ashes in the foyer of the church. They have a spaces in the wall for parishioners who choose to can have their ashes at the church.

Jun 15, 2024 12:39:28 PM Me


I’ll share that that was pretty intense to attend. I saw many people from the past and this was the first time I had seen them since Elizabeth and I aren’t together and it was strange at moments. There was a weirdness to it. I can’t quite describe. Although Elizabeth standing alone crying as things are said about her mom with no one next to her to comfort her was rather striking

Jun 15, 2024 12:39:46 PM Me


I’m pretty damn sure I wasn’t the only one who noticed that. Her choice

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Elizabeth read a remembrance she wrote for her mom. It was beautifully written and rendered, Sallie is happy. She was there, I could feel her presence around all of us. It’s not often that all her family is together. Adam, Greg, cousin Dylan, Aidan came up. It was nice to see everyone.

Jun 15, 2024 1:30:13 PM Me


I’ll see if I can get a copy of what she wrote and a copy of the picture she had somebody take of everyone. Her brothers, their significant others all the boys Dylan his wife his daughter is pretty cool. It’s what I mean when every significant person in Sallie’s life was there, including Mrs. Denny

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Mrs Denny ?

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George and Barbi Denny we’re very close friends with Nat and Sallie and would vacation together with the kids. That’s how Liz knows their daughters. so she, Mrs. Denny, has known Sallie for at least 50 years if not more George was a Los Angeles attorney and represented tax winter, one of the Manson murderers
Edited 14 seconds laterGeorge and Barbi Denny we’re very close friends with Nat and Sallie and would vacation together with the kids. That’s how Liz knows their daughters. so she, Mrs. Denny, has known Sallie for at least 50 years if not more George was a Los Angeles attorney and represented Tex Winter, one of the Manson murderers

Jun 15, 2024 1:37:49 PM Me


Not sure if that guy’s last name was Winter, but his first name was Tex

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Happy Father’s Day 🍺

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Than you you also

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You too

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Heard back from Hilton. I knew they were moving at light speed. Thanks for meeting, but no thanks. They have finalists after Fridays work it seems. Onward…

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File for the appropriate moment.

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93 years old

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Jun 19, 2024 12:16:22 PM Me


Today would have been my 25th wedding anniversary. oh well.

Jun 19, 2024 12:43:21 PM (Read by you after 34 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211


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Jun 19, 2024 1:18:16 PM Me


I sent her a text this morning reminding her I didnt forget.

Jun 19, 2024 1:20:43 PM Me


I feel this…

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Only you can try to fix it 🙂‍↕️

Jun 19, 2024 1:26:06 PM Me


I’m well aware of that.

Jun 19, 2024 1:26:43 PM Me


Ever heard of Maslow’s Pyramid?? —

Jun 19, 2024 1:26:46 PM Me


There are five levels in Maslow's pyramid. The bottom two levels are physiological needs and safety needs which, together, make up basic needs. Next are social and esteem needs—also referred to as psychological needs. Self-actualization needs are at the top level of Maslow's pyramid.

Jun 19, 2024 1:27:45 PM Me


Jun 19, 2024 1:27:53 PM Me


I’m missing one at the bottom—shelter

Jun 19, 2024 1:28:12 PM Me


Two at Safety needs — employment, health

Jun 19, 2024 1:29:13 PM Me


Health as in me unwinding my brain and body from the multi-year stress I’ve been living with. I’m going to need time to get that back. Need to get a job and a place first. Then I can work on getting my light back on.

Jun 19, 2024 1:30:08 PM Me


Living without something at the bottom is no bueno. Trust me.

Jun 19, 2024 1:30:27 PM Me


Especially for more than a year — messes with your mind ALOT

Jun 19, 2024 1:31:38 PM Me


Never mind unemployed and a divorce. Truly being a nomad with no consistent place to stay is a feeling I cannot describe. Ok, done.

Jun 19, 2024 9:59:51 PM Me


The best shopping trip of my homeless journey. Saved more than I spent

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Well minus tax 😂

Jun 19, 2024 11:21:38 PM Me


Full moon sound bath

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I love her music

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. "Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know." - Hemingway

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Jun 20, 2024 8:42:29 PM Me


Just done with DoorDash Ing for today I worked 12 hours 7:30 AM to 7:30 PM plus was jobhunting online in between and I’m about to go do another hour or two of work right now

Jun 20, 2024 8:42:52 PM Me


I’ve done 3, 12+ hour days in a row

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😳 wow

Jun 21, 2024 12:36:41 PM Me


The other day I got 5 or 6 in one day. Thing is, it really doesn’t mean anything. I’ve seen zero correlation to seeing those numbers and anything “happening” in my life. I think I would notice given my situation if things even became the slightest bit better.

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8 miles left means you have 4% of your battery left. This is the closest to running out that I’ve gotten since that ungodly stretch of freeway in Utah

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I’m officially the webmaster and board  member for Ventura County Darts

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At the end of the year party

Jun 22, 2024 5:02:42 PM Me


That’s the barn photos

Jun 22, 2024 5:02:48 PM Me


I’m there now

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Google map link

Jun 22, 2024 5:08:19 PM Me


My team came in second place out of six teams this season

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2 place is 1st loser 🎉

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First time this year Just now

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Oh wow , we have had that all week😓

Jun 23, 2024 6:00:47 PM Me


Here’s a modern rap song with a sampled voice lyric from John Lennon himself. And besides, it’s a cool song, perfect for summertime nights in front of the fire.

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Da Chief & Me

Jun 23, 2024 8:24:29 PM Me



I’m on McNell. It’s the same road Monica Ros is on, but I’m further towards boccalis and someone chopped down their trees so you have this incredible view with dramatic lighting on the mountains. It’s really nice.

Jun 23, 2024 8:37:01 PM Me



Since I am going to spend my summer training, Darragh, my plan is to do two weekend trips one to the top of the chief at 5200 feet and the other one is Topa Topa at 6300 feet. I want to stand on top of both of them. I’ve been on top of the chief but not the Topa Topas

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And ?

Jun 23, 2024 8:47:06 PM Me


And I’m going to get a job

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Is Darragh on the soccer team at Lewis & Clark

Jun 23, 2024 8:54:47 PM Me


He is not. But we have a master plan, every collegiate team has an open tryout. This is for the guys that for whatever reason didn’t come to the school through soccer scouting. Darragh did it academically, which I got to say I’m pretty proud of. He’s very confident in his ability to walk on that field and get noticed. One of his soccer superpowers is he’s like a Dutch player total football. You can put Darragh in any position and he can play it really well. He’s fast with quick feet reads the game extremely well knows when to be physical, and has a rocket shot

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As coaches would say, he has a very high soccer IQ. His physical athletic talents are a whole Nother thing from his ability to read and see the game and break down another team. If you get enough guys that can do that and get them on the same page. It’s a beautiful thing to see.

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Oh ok that’s sounds like a plan then 😍

Jun 23, 2024 8:57:27 PM Me


I’m confident he could make the first team as a freshman. Will he see the field, no idea but he would be on the roster in training with all the upperclassman. Which for darragh is actually easy because he’s played against Declan and kids bigger than him his whole soccer career. Now he’s the same size as everybody so he really does have an advantage.the

Jun 23, 2024 8:57:50 PM Me


I have no doubt if he makes the team by the end of the season there’s a good chance he could start

Jun 23, 2024 8:58:04 PM Me


He’s the kind of player that can change a game

Jun 23, 2024 8:58:32 PM Me


Very unselfish willing to give up the ball to someone with a better shot

Jun 23, 2024 8:58:56 PM Me


Total team player

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Jun 23, 2024 8:59:45 PM Me


Preaching to the choir over here!! Can I get an amen !!!🙏

Jun 23, 2024 9:00:30 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


🙏& halaloua

Jun 24, 2024 12:01:32 PM Me



650 sq ft.

Jun 24, 2024 12:02:13 PM Me


Darrell that’s more expensive than your mortgage in Longmont was.

Jun 24, 2024 12:02:59 PM (Read by you after 25 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211


Woah 🤯

Jun 24, 2024 12:04:22 PM (Read by you after 23 minutes, 39 seconds) +15182388114


That’s why people are leaving Cali too expensive

Jun 24, 2024 2:22:31 PM Me


Just applied to a remote gig at Microsoft, fully remote, working with Legal department designing supporting items for the legal teams.

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Jun 24, 2024 2:36:45 PM Me


This is what I mean when I say Capitalism only cares about profits, not people.

Jun 24, 2024 2:36:46 PM Me


Jun 24, 2024 10:10:09 PM Me


Jun 24, 2024 10:10:19 PM Me


Hypnotizing

Jun 24, 2024 10:48:09 PM Me


Hahaha

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I just learned there is an “I” in team 🤣🤣🤣 


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Jun 25, 2024 9:45:05 AM Me


All these years coaching and never saw that. So brilliant

Jun 25, 2024 9:46:51 AM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211


🤣

Jun 25, 2024 8:35:32 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 9 minutes) +15182388114


If I faced timed sorry I butt dialed you 🤣

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All these years coaching and never saw that. So brilliant
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Jun 25, 2024 10:18:34 AM Me


Uncle Steve would love that

Jun 25, 2024 10:07:30 PM Me





Some before and after pics of the beard Done with the beard through summer I’ll grow one in the winter. I typically have a full beard in a month.

Jun 25, 2024 10:08:16 PM Me



This picture is for my casting call. The new HBO and Netflix series “de Mayor, quarter century ruler“ starts filming this fall. Think of it as Soprano’s meets Clerk’s.

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Jun 26, 2024 7:17:39 AM +15185908211


Good morning 😌 , love the no beard look 👀 👍

Jun 26, 2024 2:08:21 PM Me


Thx

Jun 26, 2024 8:13:15 PM Me


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Gluten free chips ahoy !!

Jun 26, 2024 11:19:14 PM Me


A friend of mine who I recently reconnected with heard of my situation and had a great idea. Not only the idea, but she paid the annual membership so I can start using it asap.

Jun 26, 2024 11:19:18 PM Me


Jun 26, 2024 11:20:04 PM Me


Already submitted docs for background checks, and will likely send links to you so you can write a reference for me.

Jun 26, 2024 11:21:24 PM Me


Can believe I didnt think of housesitting/petsitting before. So many people with $$$$$ around here travel, have pets, and live ON THE BEACH, and in Santa Barbara, and by Oprah. So, who knows where I might get to stay. Anyhow, I’m an animal person so this is something I’ll LOVE to do.

Jun 27, 2024 10:24:47 AM Me


HI

Jun 27, 2024 10:25:38 AM Me


FYI, I am Direct Messaging with the Chief Experience Officer at Quicken. Yes, that Quicken. They’re hiring a designer. 3 days a week in LA. Lead Product Designer for Quicken Loans (Comp: $145K-193K +10% bonus target)

Jun 27, 2024 10:25:47 AM Me


Cross your fingers. I would do this

Jun 27, 2024 10:26:03 AM Me


I’d be top designer for Quicken Loans

Jun 27, 2024 10:26:14 AM Me


Pray

Jun 27, 2024 10:31:56 AM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 25 seconds) +15182388114


🙏🏻

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10% not sure if that’s a signing bonus or end of year bonus

Jun 27, 2024 11:25:22 AM Me


Here’s the listing if you’re interested in reading. This is precisely my kind of job if you wonder what all I do. This is a damn good description. Lots of hand holding, solving hard technical problems, then designing so they work and a kindergartener could use it and not get stuck. Not as easy as it sounds. I’m REALLY good at it — mapping it, the flow, the gothca’s, you name it. Please lord baby Jesus and the sweet mother of Abraham Lincoln please let this lead SOMEWHERE, haha.

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Jun 27, 2024 7:57:41 PM +15185908211


I am on it ❤️ Mom

Jun 27, 2024 8:15:40 PM Me


I’ve lost track of how many times Trump has lied straight up in this debate just right in the face of facts

Jun 27, 2024 8:15:58 PM Me


no specifics just a bunch of hot wind and hyperbole

Jun 27, 2024 8:16:12 PM +15182388114


Not watching Addison graduated tonight

Jun 27, 2024 8:16:38 PM +15182388114


Jun 27, 2024 8:19:01 PM +15185908211


You mean the other AHole

Jun 27, 2024 8:19:40 PM Me


I’m watching a fact checker rip Trump a new whole

Jun 27, 2024 8:19:47 PM Me


Facts

Jun 27, 2024 8:19:53 PM Me


Truth

Jun 27, 2024 8:19:56 PM +15185908211


And don’t answer me back I am praying on roaster for job

Jun 27, 2024 8:19:59 PM Me


Remember that?

Jun 27, 2024 8:20:21 PM +15185908211


Kk❤️

Jun 27, 2024 8:20:29 PM +15182388114


🤣 you’re smoking hunters crack

Jun 27, 2024 8:20:41 PM Me


Why does he never answer the question?

Jun 27, 2024 8:21:04 PM Me


Always rambling off on his ADD fueled rants

Jun 27, 2024 8:21:27 PM Me


I could give a crap about Joe Biden what I don’t want Is that fascist in office

Jun 27, 2024 8:21:27 PM +15185908211


😳

Jun 27, 2024 8:21:45 PM Me


I don’t care if they had a tree up against Donald Trump. I would vote for the tree.

Jun 27, 2024 8:22:04 PM Me


He is a racist and a fascist and if you can’t see that you need to do some homework

Jun 27, 2024 8:22:13 PM Me


Not to mention a convicted felon

Jun 27, 2024 8:22:17 PM Me


Boo boo

Jun 27, 2024 8:22:23 PM +15182388114


🤣

Jun 27, 2024 8:22:36 PM +15185908211


🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Jun 27, 2024 8:22:39 PM +15182388114


I guess I am too

Jun 27, 2024 8:22:48 PM Me


Jun 27, 2024 8:23:38 PM +15185908211


Nighty nite😍

Jun 27, 2024 8:23:41 PM Me



🤣🤣🤣

Jun 27, 2024 8:23:53 PM Me


Treason is to come

Jun 27, 2024 8:24:28 PM +15182388114


2nd term is to come

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Jun 27, 2024 8:25:39 PM Me


Abortion is going to get all the libs out to vote

Jun 27, 2024 8:25:45 PM Me


Game over

Jun 27, 2024 8:25:59 PM Me


No polls would see it

Jun 27, 2024 8:26:13 PM Me


Camera person man camera TV

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What a genius

Jun 27, 2024 8:26:41 PM Me


He’s truly a disgrace

Jun 27, 2024 8:27:00 PM Me


Disgusting person IMO ZERO class

Jun 27, 2024 8:27:21 PM Me


But he has the best words

Jun 27, 2024 8:27:42 PM Me


His shtick is a clown 🤡 show

Jun 27, 2024 8:28:01 PM Me


Why else is his face orange

Jun 27, 2024 8:31:05 PM +15185908211


Biden , Snidly Whiplash. 🤣

Jun 27, 2024 8:33:32 PM Me


I just hate that politics has turned into sports. It’s all about the other guy is bad. This just permeates and goes on forever. Solve the problems and stop the bullshit, but that will never happen because of the Supreme Court and the Dobbs decision which allowed unfettered money to go into our political system and people don’t have to say that money is coming from. That was a Republican majority Supreme Court that passed that and now it’s a free-for-all China has got money in our politics. Thanks GOP Facts.

Jun 27, 2024 8:34:25 PM Me


Dark money, the industrial military complex and the shadow government is the root of all problems

Jun 27, 2024 8:40:11 PM +15185908211


Tks Dena , who’s going to pay for all the illegals you & me & they are getting everything for free how does that grab you?

Jun 27, 2024 8:41:17 PM +15185908211


Free free & you pay for it nice , your Mother

Jun 27, 2024 8:41:58 PM Me


I would like my Social Security and if Trump gets in office that’s gone his next round of tax cuts will liquidate it. Then it’s torch and pitchfork time.

Jun 27, 2024 8:42:54 PM Me


Honestly, I don’t like Joe Biden at all. I wish the boomers would retire and let people who can put an entire coherent sentence together run the show. Neither of these guys should be president right now ones a Fallon and one should be sitting on the porch in a rocking chair Someone my age or 10 years older than me 55 to 65 isn’t running is beyond me

Jun 27, 2024 8:43:05 PM Me


I’m sick of the old people running the store

Jun 27, 2024 8:43:18 PM Me


My whole life has been like that it’s time to sign off boomers

Jun 27, 2024 8:43:26 PM Me


RETIRE ALREADY

Jun 27, 2024 8:44:20 PM +15185908211


It’s already getting liquidated in all the illegals , free free & you will pay for it , they live better than you all free Tks Biden

Jun 27, 2024 8:44:49 PM Me


Mom Trump’s last round of tax cuts put us in the worst shape the nations ever been in. You need to go look at real numbers.

Jun 27, 2024 8:47:26 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Tks to Biden

Jun 27, 2024 8:44:27 PM Me


Russ you probably agree. If there was someone 55 to 65 Young vital good ideas They would kick the shit out of these guys

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Yes

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Mom Trump’s last round of tax cuts put us in the worst shape the nations ever been in. You need to go look at real numbers.
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Jun 27, 2024 8:45:30 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Not

Jun 27, 2024 8:46:13 PM Me


You can say not until you’re red in the face. It doesn’t change the truth.

Jun 27, 2024 8:45:52 PM Me


Seriously and what’s gonna happen? The millennials are gonna wanna run the show when the boomers step aside. Great, the participation trophy generation

Jun 27, 2024 8:46:06 PM +15185908211


& Biden made it worst

Jun 27, 2024 8:46:13 PM Me


You can say not until you’re red in the face. It doesn’t change the truth.
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Jun 27, 2024 8:46:32 PM Me


I’ll simply put it this way the truth you believe makes it impossible for you to see anything else

Jun 27, 2024 8:47:18 PM Me


If anyone has an open mind, it’s me. I change my opinion and perspective constantly because things change. I am definitely not stuck in my way.

Jun 27, 2024 8:47:26 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Tks to Biden
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Jun 27, 2024 8:51:13 PM (Read by you after 23 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211


Me either I can listen to both sides & give my opinion, I am very open minded , & also make up my own mind😍 Lv Mom nite nite

Jun 27, 2024 8:53:02 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211


I am rubbing my roaster beads now for your jobs

Jun 27, 2024 9:16:59 PM Me



Took This photo of the chief at Sunset and rotated it 90° put it in silver tone, and then some adjustments to contrast to help him. Do you see it?

Jun 27, 2024 9:40:08 PM Me


Other than Quicken I applied to Amazon and Microsoft

Jun 27, 2024 9:40:22 PM Me


And a bunch of smaller companies.

Jun 28, 2024 8:46:45 AM Me


Nice. They haven't a clue. Elitist asshats. Supreme Court allows punishment for homeless sleeping

Jun 28, 2024 8:46:51 AM Me


Jun 28, 2024 10:04:53 AM Me


I’ve achieved Howard Beale level today.

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I love that. Yell it out the windows!!!

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Jun 28, 2024 4:36:20 PM Me



One day I will be the chosen one.

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Jun 28, 2024 9:19:47 PM Me


Elon just shot another rocket into the air while the sun was setting

Jun 28, 2024 9:20:37 PM Me


I wish I had it recorded on video, I was driving down the main street of Ojai and everyone was out from the shops looking up in the sky as if the aliens were arriving. For a minute, I thought either Elon is launching a rocket or the aliens have arrived.

Jun 28, 2024 9:21:00 PM Me


You know, looking in the sky with their mouth wide-open like oh my God

Jun 28, 2024 9:23:00 PM Me


By the way, I’m gonna share the daily show with Jon Stewart covering last night debate. He made so much fun of Biden and his senior moments. You should watch it. I laughed my ass off. So worth the 15 minutes

Jun 28, 2024 9:23:07 PM Me


Jun 29, 2024 4:50:03 PM Me



Haven’t seen an old Honda Civic like that since Aunt Sandy and uncle Steve’s

Jun 29, 2024 7:48:52 PM Me


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Like 3.40 here

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Jun 29, 2024 10:28:15 PM Me


From 🇬🇧 The Supreme Court is bought by DARK MONEY

Jun 29, 2024 10:31:21 PM Me


It’s a bunch of bullshit that I can get arrested through no fault of my own. What can I do if I don’t have a job and I don’t have a house where do I go? If there’s no services available, where I can stay for free, where do I go? Small communities have to wrestle with this idea. You probably don’t deal with it that much in Waterford but let me tell you if Waterford was out here you’d easily have 100 or more homeless people in your town , parked on streets with their campers And you have a ton of tax people bitching about the homeless people parking on the street I guarantee

Jun 30, 2024 11:31:37 AM Me



And boy do I know that!

Jun 30, 2024 2:43:36 PM Me



This is what things feel like right now. Everything around me moving, I’m hustling like a MoFo And I’m still in the same spot.

Jun 30, 2024 5:03:32 PM Me



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Hahaha

Jul 01, 2024 9:08:56 AM Me


I’m a Top Dasher from crushing it in June. Got an email this morning. Guess a pat on the back is better than nothing.

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😌👍

Jul 01, 2024 10:17:32 AM Me


Put it on my resume 🤣🤣🤣

Jul 01, 2024 10:18:03 AM +15185908211


😆

Jul 01, 2024 10:23:20 AM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 44 seconds) +15182388114


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Jul 01, 2024 11:11:21 AM Me


Got this for Darragh today

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2024 New Student Orientation will be from Wednesday, August 28 until Monday, September 2.

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hahahaha

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Jul 01, 2024 12:49:20 PM (Read by you after 25 seconds) +15182388114


What’s the reward?

Jul 01, 2024 12:49:59 PM Me


Dash anytime. No schedule

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Jul 01, 2024 12:50:26 PM Me


And when slow, they give me orders first

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Jul 01, 2024 12:50:47 PM Me


Those 2 will help me a lot

Jul 01, 2024 12:51:02 PM +15182388114


👍🏼

Jul 01, 2024 12:51:12 PM Me


Having to carve up every day into 1,2,3 hour chunks

Jul 01, 2024 12:51:20 PM Me


Tiring

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Jul 02, 2024 9:29:49 AM Me


Calif. bill would take steps to ensure AI models won't cause catastrophic events

Jul 02, 2024 12:38:26 PM Me


Jul 02, 2024 12:39:10 PM Me


California heat wave updates: Yosemite Valley poised to get as hot as 109

Jul 02, 2024 12:39:53 PM (Read by you after 56 minutes, 54 seconds) +15182388114


Yeah you get like $700 first time then only like $50 each time after that, the suck your blood out and put it back into you no thanks keep your money

Jul 02, 2024 3:05:42 PM Me


Ouch

Jul 04, 2024 11:49:03 AM Me


Happy 4th

Jul 04, 2024 11:49:53 AM Me


Working over here today. No days off until I land something.

Jul 04, 2024 1:12:20 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 42 seconds) +15182388114


🇺🇸👍🏼

Jul 04, 2024 3:02:19 PM Me



Hey Dad, I have a pretty good report card 😊 I’m almost at 400 deliveries  🤯

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Good going

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Worked from 7:15am-2pm, 2:30-5pm. Taking break then a few more hours

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Jul 05, 2024 8:45:07 PM Me



Just hit this. 59 needed for me to win. You HAVE to go out on a double. Trip 3s = 9 Red bit = 25 x 2 w00t!

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Jul 05, 2024 8:47:09 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211


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Jul 05, 2024 8:52:41 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211


Daniel P stopped by today & said he tried to touch base with you , he said to say hi, he understands your situation , been there, touch base with him he said he would like that 😍. Mom

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Jul 05, 2024 8:59:26 PM Me


Ok

Jul 05, 2024 9:00:00 PM Me


Yes I did get his message but have been hustling and trying to get my mobile app side project done to get the final check. I will reply to him tonight.

Jul 05, 2024 9:00:50 PM +15185908211


😊☝️

Jul 05, 2024 9:01:01 PM Me


It’s been on my to do list which is quite lengthy as you can imagine, today it was around 25 items and I got four done But large 4

Jul 05, 2024 9:02:37 PM Me


Today so far I’ve spent more than four hours scratch that six hours building a prototype. What that means is creating a piece of art that’s interactive that behaves like a mobile application to give you the feel for it but it’s not really a mobile application. It’s cheaper to test things out this way then to have a developer code it and then have tochange it.

Jul 05, 2024 9:03:25 PM Me


So I’ve been kind of done a rabbit hole the past few days building the street. I am nearly done and just for as I like to say “shit and giggle“ I’ll send a link to you. These are the same links that I sent to my client With a full explanation of what he’s looking at

Jul 05, 2024 9:03:52 PM Me


Stay tuned

Jul 05, 2024 9:04:50 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Ok take your time no hurry Lv Mom

Jul 05, 2024 9:06:08 PM Me


Also I'm now in full control of https://vcda.org I've been “under the hood” looking at how the code is written. I’ll send updates on that too

Jul 05, 2024 9:06:29 PM Me


Going to redesign it

Jul 05, 2024 9:06:59 PM Me


Soup to nuts 🥜

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Jul 06, 2024 8:56:18 PM Me



Looking north at Sunset tonight towards Santa Barbara it’s easy to see the smoke from the wildfire. That’s just north of us. We’re not in any danger, but we do get affected by the smoke. This photo is from in town by my storage space.

Jul 06, 2024 8:56:21 PM Me


Jul 06, 2024 8:58:51 PM Me


Made me think of this blast from the past. Great tune by The Fixx

Jul 06, 2024 8:58:55 PM Me


Jul 06, 2024 8:59:20 PM Me


Red skies at night, oh oh, whoa o ooooo

Jul 06, 2024 9:00:22 PM Me


They also did One thing, one thing leads to another… And Saved by Zero

Jul 06, 2024 9:00:49 PM Me


Any 80s music trivia contest I would absolutely crush it

Jul 06, 2024 9:21:55 PM Me


Joshua from the Minimalists was in OJAI Starbucks today with his very attractive lady friend. Was going to bug him for a selfie but I had too much stuff with me 🤣🤣🤣

Jul 06, 2024 9:22:05 PM Me


Jul 06, 2024 9:22:26 PM Me


Made a sticker from a picture

Jul 06, 2024 9:23:25 PM +15182388114


Don’t know him?

Jul 06, 2024 9:24:27 PM Me


It’s on Netflix

Jul 06, 2024 9:25:31 PM Me


Good series Russ. Good series to watch and think about the basement Less is more Less is Now

Jul 06, 2024 9:25:41 PM Me


Jul 06, 2024 9:26:07 PM Me


I’m going hardcore when moving stuff from storage

Jul 06, 2024 9:29:32 PM Me


My goal now is a fully electric Mercedes Benz Sprinter, Ram ProMaster, or Ford Transit conversion van. My whole house on wheels. Bath, bed, kitchen, and more.

Jul 06, 2024 9:30:03 PM Me


Everything I have on wheels Art 🖼️ not includes
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Jul 06, 2024 9:32:23 PM Me


I can design my build, have it made and delivered for about $200k

Jul 06, 2024 9:32:42 PM Me


House on wheels powered by the sun.

Jul 06, 2024 9:32:50 PM Me


Boo Yah!

Jul 06, 2024 9:33:05 PM Me


Utah no problemo homie

Jul 06, 2024 9:33:47 PM Me


Domestic who has better reputation Fords or Dodges???

Jul 06, 2024 9:34:22 PM Me


I can get a ford or dodge serviced anywhere

Jul 06, 2024 9:34:37 PM Me


Ok 🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗

Jul 07, 2024 2:11:46 PM Me


Today sux. Monthly dart tournament today, the only connection to people I have, is a no can go, no can do. Can’t afford the $10 entry fee. Literally the only thing I do that even approaches the word enjoy. It’s like the universe is making things harder when I’ve worked 10+ hour days for 3 weeks straight no days off. I’m why I can’t have anything nice or fun. Perfectly sums it up.

Jul 07, 2024 2:34:40 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 46 seconds) +15184516476


Hi it’s Russell what time are the darts

Jul 07, 2024 2:43:20 PM Me


Starts in about 15 to 20 minutes. I just got done charging my car and I’m still in Ojai. Too late to go. I’ll miss the start. I’m just going to work more. Nothing else to do

Jul 09, 2024 11:21:19 AM Me


Jul 09, 2024 11:21:19 AM Me


This fire is up north in Santa Barbara County and is apparently threatening Michael Jackson’s ranch. You can see smoke Hayes in the distance here so the smoke is traveling down to us

Jul 09, 2024 11:21:32 AM Me


We are in no way threatened by this at all

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Longest walk in a while 9ft of elevation gain

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What does that mean ?

Jul 10, 2024 9:08:33 PM Me


How much climbing

Jul 10, 2024 9:08:41 PM Me


9ft is dead flat

Jul 10, 2024 9:08:48 PM Me


Is sea level

Jul 10, 2024 9:09:25 PM Me


Click the link and you’ll see where I walked along the coast tonight. Brain 🧠 needed that

Jul 10, 2024 9:09:26 PM +15185908211


Waiting for A Pot comming in for Addys grad party wish you were here

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Beam me up Scotty!

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I wish I could , miss you very much , my baby Boy, Lv you very much 😍❤️

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Apt is still open, till you get yourself on your feet ❤️

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I’m crying 😢 pl I Lv you more than you know Lv Mom, come home . 🥰🙏

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We will help you ❤️

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I know

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❤️

Jul 11, 2024 7:44:17 AM Me



Nice! Now the crazy people who shootup grocery stores can now reload in store

Jul 11, 2024 9:37:43 AM Me


I thought this was funny. If you’re in tech, this is true.

Jul 11, 2024 9:37:44 AM Me


Jul 11, 2024 9:48:01 AM Me


This made me cry this morning. I read it and was hit with a wave of emotion 50 feet tall.

Jul 11, 2024 9:48:04 AM Me


FinalForms Position: Lead Product UI/UX Designer Hello Joseph: You applied for the Lead Product UI/UX Designer position and we would like to schedule a zoom screen to discuss your qualifications.

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Jul 11, 2024 9:49:24 AM Me


I had 3 responses today from applications. The first two were rejections. Then this, which I thought was a rejection. I almost numbingly thought it was another and clicked past it. Had to read it 3/4 times.

Jul 11, 2024 9:50:03 AM Me


Its Remote. Company is Based in Boulder Colorado.

Jul 11, 2024 9:50:15 AM Me


Here’s the job description:

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Jul 11, 2024 9:50:46 AM Me


They’re in EdTech and I have that experience with Hatch, and at Thacher.

Jul 11, 2024 9:50:55 AM Me


Lots of it.

Jul 11, 2024 9:51:07 AM Me


I know that’s why they pinged me

Jul 11, 2024 9:51:51 AM Me


I have the qualifications covered 10x That’s what I do.

Jul 11, 2024 10:07:40 AM (Read by you after 38 minutes, 8 seconds) +13038752587


Box of rain ☔️ Followed by three little birds 🐦

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Every-lil-thing gonna be alright 👍 🤞

Jul 11, 2024 1:36:55 PM Me


Interview with Joseph Mahoney When Mon Jul 15, 2024 12:30pm – 1pm (PDT)

Jul 11, 2024 1:37:02 PM Me


Scheduled it for Monday.

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The company I’m interviewing with. This is their website:

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Great take

Jul 12, 2024 9:12:50 AM Me


At Starbucks in Pierpont area in Ventura. Big car crash out by Seaward. Lady who was in one of the cars walked across parking lot towards Starbucks and as I stood there she started talking with me. I listened and just provided an ear while she was obviously shooken up by it all. She said she was in a very bad accident as a kid, and got triggered. Popo, Firetruck, Ambulance arrived and they’re all over it right now. Anyhow, what a start to the morning here.

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😬😮

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Hope everyone is ok

Jul 12, 2024 10:18:04 AM Me


Yeah, no one hurt, just the cars

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I feel this. Beautiful song

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Jul 13, 2024 3:34:46 PM Me


Oh no 😟

Jul 13, 2024 4:38:37 PM +15182388114


See about Trump

Jul 13, 2024 4:59:58 PM Me


My bet. Staged to look real. Done by his own team. He wants spotlight back, and more strategic and important he wants empathy from people. Look at him, raising his fist finally in the air. If it was real, you wouldn’t be doing that shit you’d be running for fucking cover for your life. Remember Trump got a deferment for Vietnam, dude. The guy avoided serving at a time when the draft was a real thing. Watch the Ronald Reagan video from 1980 if you want to see a president get shot, Ronald Reagan was waving at a crowd. He wasn’t raising his fist in the air.

Jul 13, 2024 5:01:06 PM +15182388114


I knew any lefty would say that 🤣

Jul 13, 2024 5:01:28 PM Me


Of course that’s just my unvarnished five minute take from looking at some images and scanning a few things who knows. I believe less and less of what I see in media outlet at least domestically. Honestly prefer getting my American political news from places like the BBC and the guardian in the UK, but even then you know globally there is medium manipulation going on via the CIA MIsix KGB, etc.

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Give it 24 hours until that’s on a gold coin being sold via email and TV commercial

Merica! 🇺🇸

Jul 13, 2024 5:02:13 PM Me


I’m not left friend. I am Center. It’s just that you and the Fox people are so far off a cliff on the right you don’t know that your teetering into fascism. It’s plain and simple to people that aren’t inside the cult of Trump.

Jul 13, 2024 5:02:29 PM +15182388114


I don’t watch fox

Jul 13, 2024 5:04:44 PM Me


That’s fair, I’m not throwing you in the fox bucket. I just know that a majority of those absorbed in that world primarily having the fox entertainment channel is their top news source. If you objectively look at it, people may think it’s News, but it’s truly opinion people are spouting off what they think or “people are saying” really what people? No one ever stops people in their fucking tracks and says no no no no we’re not going any further in this interview until you tell me what people are saying who who are those people? John Stewart is the only guy that even comes close to pulling that off

Jul 13, 2024 5:02:54 PM Me


Give it 24 hours until that’s on a gold coin being sold via email and TV commercial
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Jul 13, 2024 5:03:05 PM Me


That’s his George Washington moment

Jul 13, 2024 5:03:09 PM +15182388114


I’ll get at shirt

Jul 13, 2024 5:04:44 PM Me


That’s fair, I’m not throwing you in the fox bucket. I just know that a majority of those absorbed in that world primarily having the fox entertainment channel is their top news source. If you objectively look at it, people may think it’s News, but it’s truly opinion people are spouting off what they think or “people are saying” really what people? No one ever stops people in their fucking tracks and says no no no no we’re not going any further in this interview until you tell me what people are saying who who are those people? John Stewart is the only guy that even comes close to pulling that off
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Jul 13, 2024 5:06:41 PM Me


They throw an opinion up, a personal opinion and varnish it as if large segments of the American population believe whatever BS they’re selling. All the news channels do it the left and the right they’re awful at it. It’s quite disgusting honestly because politics has turned into some sort of a sport rather than a serious Thing that affects our lives in huge ways and we, the people have been distracted and allowed corporations in big money to weasel their way into government in Waze the founders couldn’t even dreamed

Jul 13, 2024 5:07:49 PM Me


If you were to magically bring alive, every person that signed the declaration of independence and could give them a tour of the United States and its current form they would lose their minds They would definitely tell us we are doing it wrong

Jul 13, 2024 5:08:37 PM Me


First question they would ask, what is this corporations are people too shenanigan boondoggle?!?

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Not watching the domestic news or listening to the media. However I am curious what part of Antifa was involved? Had to be them, who else? Amirite?

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All I’ve seen is 20 yr old Male shooter. Not much more yet.

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He’s from the area of the Mahoney valley in PA

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I’m sorry it’s the Mahoning valley

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🤣🤣

Jul 14, 2024 8:55:55 AM Me


Donald Van Gogh

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Love it

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😊

Jul 14, 2024 6:53:18 PM Me


Everyone making things up. And I just read that many Americans tolerate political violence and some want it

Jul 14, 2024 6:54:24 PM Me


Maybe all the people with guns can go out and all shoot each other Take care of many on the low end of the IQ bell curve

Jul 14, 2024 6:54:44 PM Me


Antifa vs Murica

Jul 15, 2024 10:38:43 AM Me


Good morning and good afternoon. A heads up today is my interview with final forms and that is happening at 3:30 PM Eastern. It’s my first interview with the HR person probably not to in-depth more a screen to make sure I know what I’m talking about I am going to be pleasant and brief in my answers so they can ask as much as they want, I made a mistake in the interview of talking too much. So send whatever good Mojo or Karma can. I need all the help I can get to get back on track and into a good gig

Jul 15, 2024 10:39:39 AM (Read by you after 37 seconds) +15182388114


🤟🏻🙏🏻

Jul 15, 2024 10:40:38 AM Me


I’ll send you an update after it’s complete and just give you my take on how I felt it all went

Jul 15, 2024 10:42:00 AM Me


One thing that is interesting about this particular role is they want whomever they hire to onboard for a month. That means working in person and they have an office in Boulder, Colorado, which I believe is a half an hour or less Trisha Don and Aunt Pat, Darrell you can correct me if I’m completely out in Leftfield

Jul 15, 2024 10:42:31 AM +15185908211


Got my rosary’s out, & Aunt Pot is with me so you will have good carma comming your way

Jul 15, 2024 10:42:51 AM Me


Excellent, I’m doing as much positive mindset manifestation as I can

Jul 15, 2024 10:43:24 AM +15185908211


👍🥰

Jul 15, 2024 10:43:54 AM Me


On the surface and objectively, I match up with what there after. I think it’s really gonna come down to culture, their overall company personality, and whether I fit in there

Jul 15, 2024 11:09:12 AM Me


Wrote up notes of things this company doesn’t know about me that are VERY relevant to this role. They create software for schools — schools are their thing. And the 2 founders are also big time into coaching. Here’s my list: ## School Work - **Dir of Communitaciton 1999-2005** - 2 web redesigns - managing departments, players, and needs - **I Know the inner workings of schools** - Worked for and with Schools on design problems - Know roles and responsibilities of departments - Engange and manage comms, and personalities, and expectations - Yearbook Advisor for 5 years - Taught students Adobe Creative Suite, Publication Design, and how to plan the work over time to hit their deadlines. I encouraged students to capture the feeling and times they are living in the book. - My stretch as Yearbook Advisor created, to this day, the most interestingly designed and engaging yearbooks in the schools 130+ year history — They stand out on the shelf from everything else. - **Three boys through public and private schooling** - Parental Experience on the outside of schools (the user) - Volunteered to help all their teachers with my tech skills however I could - Raised money to buy a badly needed new laptop for sons pre-school classroom ## Soccer Coach - **Head Coach, Ventura Soccer Club Boys Team, Coast Soccer League, Southern California 2013 — 2018** - First season, Second place in the league. - 70% winning percentage - **Won league in 2017** - 11-1-0 - 68 goals for, 9 goals against - Obtained my US Soccer Class C Coaching License certifying I can coach kids through high school age. - **Assistance Coach, The Thacher School, Varsity Boys Soccer 2018 — Present** - League Champs — 3 x - Runner-Up — 3 x - **California, Southern Section, Runners Up, Boys Soccer 2018 State Soccer Final**

Jul 15, 2024 11:47:09 AM Me


Wow Forgot this one and heard this morning and came right back

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Jul 15, 2024 2:01:31 PM Me


So interview went ok. Had ALOT of wifi technical issues at the start. I didnt freak out, kept my cool and ultimately we ended up talking on the phone which was fine. I was able to mention all the things I had written down and I know their schedule of the process. They would be looking to bring this person on mid August with 2-4 weeks of onboarding in Boulder. I did mention Aunt Pat, Tree and Don being in Longmont as well and that I know the area.

Jul 15, 2024 2:02:07 PM Me


I think today is the first day of interviews I went early, because I didnt want to be the last one. We’ll see how that strategy plays out.

Jul 15, 2024 2:02:25 PM +15182388114


🙏🏻

Jul 15, 2024 2:02:26 PM Me


I’ll know by the end of the week if I’m in the next round

Jul 15, 2024 2:03:11 PM Me


Next round they want to see your take on a design problem, and if that’s good, one last interview for the finalists with the CTO and Lead Engineer

Jul 15, 2024 2:03:26 PM +15182388114


👍🏼

Jul 15, 2024 2:03:56 PM Me


So next week would be the design problem, Last interviews the First week of August and then the decision. Start mid Aug.

Jul 15, 2024 2:04:44 PM Me


I have so much overlap with their needs and my experience and background I would be very surprised if they didnt at least ask me to do the design problem

Jul 15, 2024 2:05:00 PM Me


I know I can smack that out the park

Jul 15, 2024 2:08:06 PM Me


Ok, been at it non stop since 6:30am. Need to take a break, but I’ll be back at it in about an hour.

Jul 15, 2024 2:11:21 PM (Read by you after 42 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211


Yea😊

Jul 15, 2024 4:19:41 PM Me



Twice as much. 50 cents more

Jul 15, 2024 7:21:02 PM Me




Just drove by me At surfers point

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I feel this and live this big-time

Jul 16, 2024 3:26:33 PM Me


Where I'm dog and house-sitting for a week.

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Jul 16, 2024 3:29:07 PM Me



Sleeping on a bed for a week Magical

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Threw my back out this morning

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Wonderful 😞. Relax in a bed for a week 😌

Jul 16, 2024 4:32:13 PM Me


Just got this.

Jul 16, 2024 4:32:20 PM Me


Thank you for applying to the role with Dropbox on our Braintrust platform. I would like to move forward with submitting your profile to Dropbox. Part of the process is creating an ID for the team at Dropbox to reference you as a candidate. That ID is comprised of your birth date (month and day) and last 4 digits of your SSN. Could you please share that information so I can create that ID for application to the role?

Jul 16, 2024 4:32:26 PM Me


Already sent.

Jul 16, 2024 4:32:28 PM Me


Stoked.

Jul 16, 2024 4:33:18 PM Me


I have 2 active leads. First time in this search. 14.5 months. So grateful.

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Oh yes 🙌

Jul 16, 2024 4:34:28 PM Me


Im crying in public I’m that moved, wow

Jul 16, 2024 4:34:57 PM Me


If it were to happen, I

Jul 16, 2024 4:35:14 PM Me


I’m not sure I would believe it 😊

Jul 16, 2024 4:35:16 PM +15185908211


I hear you 🥰

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Believe it 😊

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Be careful who you share your personal information with

Jul 16, 2024 5:09:37 PM Me


Second one is Dropbox

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Feel this All of it

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Attachment does not exist!

Attachment does not exist!

or

Attachment does not exist!

. It’s 830 and I am going to go park the car for the night.

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Hi, I’m letting you know I’ll be without my car Friday forward. My car insurance will be canceled for non payment. It’s 255.22, and I don’t have enough to pay before midnight. I have $106. I won’t be able to DoorDash without insurance so I’m stuck as of midnight Unsure what’s going to happen as my phone is also about to be turned off as I’m past due on that as well. I tried. I’m done.

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I’m such a good worker

Jul 18, 2024 8:47:33 PM Me


highest single delivery was $25 to deliver groceries

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3.85 0n low end

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usuallly 5-10

Jul 18, 2024 8:49:43 PM Me


btw i have my instagram feed on berchman

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Jul 18, 2024 8:50:07 PM Me


mom click

Jul 18, 2024 8:51:25 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211


Pretty cool 😎

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Liked the pic

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Lvd the surfers

Jul 19, 2024 11:07:06 AM Me


thanks!

Jul 19, 2024 11:07:28 AM Me


I post all my good pics on instagram and I have my website pull the images down when I post them

Jul 19, 2024 11:07:44 AM Me


You can go all the way back 10 years

Jul 19, 2024 11:08:02 AM Me


not kids or anything, mostly abstract art or nature

Jul 19, 2024 11:09:16 AM Me


This was a very clear analysis of where the shooter was located in relation to trump, etc. on the day of the shooting:

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Jul 19, 2024 11:15:19 AM Me


Lets just say he hit him solid. Would have made the Zapruder film look like a cartoon, no disrespect to President Kennedy, but there were hi-definiton cameras from around the world on him from every angle. I dont have to type it out, you can imagine what the imagery would have been. Ironically it may have brought the country together — how weird a hypothetical is that, but I could see the lefties getting all humanist and everyone wanting to bury their hatchets. Not trying to start anything, rather pointing out that, despite this event and the talk after, political violence is still VERY real in this country and I fear for November. Hypothetical, Trump is factually and truthfully beaten in the election but REFUSES to accept the results and as I recall he said, “there will be a bloodbath” I hopt not, but I fear there will be. His supporters will be so pissed off and will NOT accept the results because he wont accept them. And everyone has lots of guns, not a good recipe if you ask me.

Jul 19, 2024 11:15:34 AM Me


just to backup the claim of the quotation:

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Jul 19, 2024 11:16:45 AM Me


I truly believe that hypothetical has very good odds of becoming a plausible reality. Right things fall in line, and its here.

Jul 19, 2024 11:17:09 AM Me


I wonder what January 2025 will look like?

Jul 19, 2024 11:21:17 AM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 51 seconds) +15184516476


Like Madonna saying she was going to blow up the White House on Trumps Inauguration Day in January Seventeen

Jul 19, 2024 11:33:23 AM Me


didnt hear that one

Jul 19, 2024 11:35:52 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15184516476


The left went after Trump right from the get go

Jul 19, 2024 11:45:24 AM Me


Because he’s a vile human being and only cares about himself. If you cannot see his ego I have an optometrist I can recommend. 😊 I’ll name one true thing about him — he is a mysoginist. There are receipts o’plenty. That alone is enough for women to despise him. Like I text back to Uncle Don who berates me like I’m a commie, I don’t care about joe biden or trump. ‘we the people’ aren’t in control and havent been since Kennedy The ‘DARK’ state, not deep, is in control. Black Ops budgets that are undisclosed Foreign money in our politics Money in our politics period. All corruption. Sadly the US is not #1 as we’ve all been brainwashed to believe: Best Countries Overall (US News+world report): Switzerland. #1 Canada. #2 Sweden. #3 Australia. #4 United States. #5 Only because we’re #1 in weapons at the MOMENT. That we have sway. that will go away at some point too. anyhow, back to working on finding work.

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He promoted more woman to positions that women never held before

Jul 19, 2024 1:33:10 PM Me


Is there a source of fact for that? Trying to find source

Jul 19, 2024 1:33:53 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 21 seconds) +15184516476


Look up Trump and hiring women

Jul 19, 2024 1:34:38 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 36 seconds) +15184516476


You can also find Madonna speech on line

Jul 19, 2024 1:42:22 PM Me


k

Jul 19, 2024 1:48:39 PM Me


Total non-sequitor This is true. I know this because I’m challenged with connection. Aside from family, no close connections at all. Sure, there are lots of people I may talk or interact with, but I dont have a close connection with them, or anyone. There isnt one person I would consider a “close friend” honestly. I know why, and I haven’t been able to get past it. I’m working on it, however there are no guarantees in this existence.

Jul 19, 2024 1:48:42 PM Me


Jul 19, 2024 1:49:43 PM Me


feeling very binary these days, either things will or they wont. no inbetween

Jul 19, 2024 2:51:52 PM Me


amazing remote opportunity. I just applied

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Jul 19, 2024 2:53:14 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15184516476


What happened to the other two jobs

Jul 19, 2024 2:53:28 PM Me


still waiting to hear back

Jul 19, 2024 2:53:38 PM Me


followed up on 3 today

Jul 19, 2024 2:53:49 PM Me


and got 2 rejections

Jul 19, 2024 2:54:59 PM Me


some you never hear from. next time a good writer on linkedin writes about the current creative job market I’ll share it with you. There are people much better with words that explain it much much better.

Jul 19, 2024 2:55:18 PM Me


mucho better 🤣

Jul 19, 2024 6:48:27 PM Me


I met with the people I’m housesitting for tonight and met their dog. They have a really nice house and I’ll be one block from the sand.

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Nice

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I’ll be there tomorrow night

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What kind of dog?

Jul 19, 2024 7:05:03 PM Me


Stoked. They they have a set up I would kill for. They have a two bedroom house one bedroom is turned into an office. They both have desks with double monitors then the master bedroom main living room a kitchen bathroom, patio garage and front yard sitting area that’s fenced in.

Jul 19, 2024 7:05:24 PM Me


When I’m there tomorrow, I’ll do a little walk-through video and show you the place

Jul 19, 2024 7:07:18 PM Me


Ellie, is about 70 pounds solid sweetness. She’s a mix, but part border collie I think. She’s smart and affectionate I got lots of love from her, licks and pawing my hand to say “don’t stop the pet”

Jul 19, 2024 7:08:31 PM Me


I got her into zombie mode, eyes half mast drooling with a good pet. Arm pits and chest she could barely keep eyes 👀 open

Jul 19, 2024 7:08:51 PM Me


That’s when the 👅 started

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I’ll send pics of her tomorrow She’s solid and strong, all bark no bite

Jul 19, 2024 7:10:07 PM Me


Big enough to intimidate you but has a sweet face and beautiful eyes

Jul 19, 2024 7:11:27 PM Me


Gentle giant, but only once she knows you.

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word.

Jul 19, 2024 7:24:54 PM Me


Shyness = Fear

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I Omg what the hell are you on , your Mother, 😱, Good Night

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Ocean 🌊 Air and View. Foggy weather

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hahaha

Jul 20, 2024 4:02:43 PM Me


The “Beef 🥩 it’s what’s for dinner” crowd would love that. Any big-time griller

Jul 20, 2024 4:03:11 PM Me


They’d wear a T with that

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Change the font Create an Attenborough voice over add , a documentary style video Target meat eaters, paleo etc

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Jul 20, 2024 6:10:50 PM Me


just had therapy session online. was excellent

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Jul 20, 2024 6:12:07 PM Me


Going to get all my gear together and head down to Ventura and wait for the call to come over. Stoked. They have washer/dryer 😊

Jul 20, 2024 6:59:09 PM Me


I just got a text from my hosts who said they should be on the road in 30 minutes which is perfect because I just arrived at storage and I’m going to load up some laundry and offload some of the bedding that’s been in my car forever. In fact, I can’t remember the last time the betting was not in the back of the car.🤣🤣

Jul 20, 2024 7:06:36 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211


👍 😊 enjoy

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Jul 21, 2024 1:28:08 AM Me


Get these guys at canal fest

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Jul 21, 2024 8:17:29 PM Me



i’ve been busy filling out and printing out all the forms necessary to file. I have to write a summary paragraph still and some other documentation. Namely my receipts for storage space in Ojai. I’m going to submit receipts and ask the court to have her reimburse me for all my storage costs and pay storage going forward because it is her request to move me out of that house and I did it because , she was gonna pop a cork so you know what? now it’s time to pay up

Jul 21, 2024 8:18:16 PM Me


I’ll also be very frank transparent with you. This is quite surreal. I got to say there is a out of body quality to doing this. You’re there doing the paperwork you realize what you’re doing but there’s still this distance like you’re watching a TV show or yeah it just is weird or when you’re floating above your body after you die. 🤣🤣🤣

Jul 21, 2024 8:19:14 PM Me


I have not shed a tear and I’ve sat and paused over this and I am mentally so past this. It’s ridiculous. I should’ve done this paperwork along time ago, but depression gets in the way of things sometimes. In fact, it was trying its damnedest to sweep in on me this morning, and there was a habitual wanting to fall in the hole, but I stopped

Jul 21, 2024 8:21:25 PM Me


I also wanna say thank you to each and everyone of you on this text thread. There are four of you. As Fernando would say, “Darlings I think you know who you are.” Thank you for all that you have done and continue to do for me on my behalf. I am extremely grateful and aware of it and want to acknowledge your contribution so there you go. 😊

Jul 21, 2024 8:22:50 PM Me


Elie and I are about to go on a sunset walk down to this cool little narrow point in the marina that I have never been to but I’ve been near it for years and years taking the boys to the park down here. Marina Park is on the north side of the Ventura Harbor Marina and I know you guys had gone there with us. I’m not sure if we went to the Greek restaurant with you or not or they break the plates anyway, headed out on a walk. Hope you’re well. Especially your dad.

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Jul 21, 2024 8:24:10 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Fantastic 🥰 Lv Mom

Jul 21, 2024 8:27:28 PM +15185908211


Aunt Pot & I are so proud that your moving on & getting this done & praying for you 😍🥰❤️🙏👍

Jul 21, 2024 8:28:15 PM +15184516476


Ditto

Jul 21, 2024 8:28:41 PM Me


thanks, I spoke to my therapist yesterday and she is also writing up a document for me to submit to the court to explain just how disabling all the shit I’ve got going on is. That’s huge because that combined with all my pharmacy receipts are pretty damn compelling.

Jul 21, 2024 8:29:08 PM Me


as people say sometimes “I have the receipts

Jul 21, 2024 8:31:09 PM +15185908211


Cool & goodnight

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Jul 21, 2024 8:33:51 PM Me


this is where Ellie the dog and I are walking to right now

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Wow 😮

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Jul 22, 2024 2:58:41 PM (Read by you after 34 minutes, 59 seconds) +15182388114


Dam💪🏻

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Holy crap, I better get started

Jul 22, 2024 3:33:55 PM Me


This was cool

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Jul 22, 2024 10:23:49 PM Me


Some amazing inventions that were supressed. I actually remember the guy who made a car run on water and steam was the run off. He’s in this. He died ‘mysteriously’

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Jul 23, 2024 5:48:09 PM Me




Sunset last night and a photo from this morning someone is building a beachfront house right on the corner and the one side is round

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Jul 23, 2024 5:49:09 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211


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3 more documents to print. I need to calculate some numbers, etc. and they go on those three forms. Then I’m ready to walk in to the self-help center and they’ll review my stuff so I don’t get rejected when I walk up to the county clerks desk.  😁

Jul 23, 2024 5:54:08 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 34 seconds) +15184516476


Do you have a lawyer

Jul 23, 2024 5:59:13 PM Me


No, I would if I had money. Maybe I could present it to a lawyer and say if you can get her or I’d rather have the court make her pay your fees on my behalf then it’s game on. It’s plausible, but not likely.

Jul 23, 2024 6:00:03 PM +15184516476


Legal aid society

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Jul 23, 2024 6:00:42 PM Me


I can look them up out here

Jul 24, 2024 7:39:16 PM Me


This is both hilarious and amazing. You must watch this if you can access it.

Jul 24, 2024 7:39:20 PM Me


Jul 24, 2024 7:39:34 PM Me


Robot dog meets real dog and real dog doesn’t know it’s coming

Jul 25, 2024 1:57:37 PM Me


Received a “thanks but no thanks” rejection from FinalForms Bummed they were the best matchup with my background and experience

Jul 25, 2024 1:58:20 PM +15182388114


On no. Have you still been dashing as your pet sitting?

Jul 25, 2024 1:58:23 PM Me


And a whole bunch of other reject emails.

Jul 25, 2024 1:58:52 PM Me


I’m DoorDashing right now to pay my phone bill tomorrow

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Jul 25, 2024 2:32:03 PM Me


Thx for these. I’ll look this afternoon

Jul 25, 2024 2:32:15 PM Me


I just got done DoorDash Ing for lunch

Jul 25, 2024 2:33:11 PM Me


Get to spend the rest of the day with my face in the computer 😟

Jul 25, 2024 2:26:55 PM Me


It really sucks delivering food all day because it smells incredible in your car, but I don’t have the money to afford it

Jul 25, 2024 2:32:03 PM Me


Thx for these. I’ll look this afternoon
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Jul 25, 2024 2:32:15 PM Me


I just got done DoorDash Ing for lunch
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Jul 25, 2024 2:33:11 PM Me


Get to spend the rest of the day with my face in the computer 😟
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Jul 25, 2024 8:47:03 PM Me



On my walk just now

Jul 25, 2024 9:07:54 PM Me




House is for sale One away from the front

Jul 25, 2024 9:37:07 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 34 minutes, 31 seconds) +15184516476


How much

Jul 25, 2024 11:12:03 PM Me


thinking of retiring?

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Jul 26, 2024 11:19:24 AM Me


Russ, you can look up the beach house in Ventura. Its Devon Lane.

Jul 26, 2024 11:20:08 AM Me


Had a recruiter reach out this morning about a full time 5 month contract role. I’m interested. 5 months is better than no months. I’ll keep you posted.

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Jul 26, 2024 11:24:10 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 1 minute, 30 seconds) +15185908211


👍

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Jul 26, 2024 8:06:24 PM Me


all done staying at the house with Ellie. It was very good to sleep on a bed and recharge batteries a tiny bit. Still feeling worn down. Anyhow, I had a CEO reach out this afternoon on LinkedIN for a connection request. He runs a company I am working with to try and find a job. No idea why he connected. Guess I’ll find out soon.

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Jul 27, 2024 7:51:00 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 28 seconds) +15185908211


Cool

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Jul 27, 2024 9:13:00 AM Me


People like me aren’t included in unemployment data. Because we’re 1099, not W2. So the 4.1% unemployment in the US doesn’t know I exist. Unless one files for unemployment benefits, you are not a statistic, you are invisible. 1099’s cant get unemployment despite paying taxes like everyone else. I ❤️ capitalism

Jul 27, 2024 9:13:57 AM Me


And think, there are MILLIONS of me out there, not just my industry, but 1099’s in other industries who are unemployed dont count either. Unemployment rate is a misleading number.

Jul 27, 2024 9:14:14 AM Me


Grossly undercounted

Jul 27, 2024 11:37:51 AM Me


Got another. This is a perfect example. I get 1-5 of these per day 🙁 - Hi Bert, Thank you so much for taking the time to apply to our Director of Design role. While your experience is impressive, it's not quite the best fit for the team at this time. We know there are a lot of great companies out there, and we appreciate that you considered ours! On behalf of the team at CircleCI, I wish you continued success in your career and the best of luck in your search for your next opportunity. Best, Matt

Jul 27, 2024 12:33:50 PM Me


Just to let you know, I’ve been working hours so far this morning all my paperwork filled out. I’m having to download statements for everything

Jul 27, 2024 1:35:41 PM Me


I was interrupted by DoorDash been going for an hour now. It’s slow today

Jul 28, 2024 6:05:45 PM Me


Amazon AI Designer Full time In Santa Barbara:

Jul 28, 2024 6:05:48 PM Me


Jul 28, 2024 6:06:04 PM Me


yes i’m applying. this is in my wheelhouse

Jul 28, 2024 6:33:34 PM Me



“Warm Tips” 🤣🤣🤣

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Jul 29, 2024 6:59:26 PM Me


Wow. Just about to packup here at Starbucks. Its 6pm PST. I sat down here at 8:30am.

Jul 29, 2024 7:00:07 PM Me


A full day of divorce paperwork and adulting to solve my prescription issues (BIG thank you M+D for the help on my meds!)

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Jul 29, 2024 7:01:18 PM Me


Heading to surfers point, enjoy a PBJ and go for a walk. Need to air out my head after being in this divorce paperwork space. Kinda like hanging out around bad JuJu all day—need to get away.

Jul 29, 2024 7:02:08 PM Me


Stoked to be way more than 50% done with it. I may be able to file before the end of the week. Then I visit the sherrifs office to have it served!

Jul 29, 2024 7:04:36 PM (Read by you after 13 hours, 55 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211


Great 😊, need to put it behind you & get on with your life 😍❤️ Lv Mom

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Jul 29, 2024 7:52:27 PM +15185908211


Look like my eyes 👀

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Jul 29, 2024 10:16:51 PM Me


Hahaha

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Jul 30, 2024 9:41:29 AM Me


This is REAL. I see these people every day in Ventura. A whole street of their cars lined up with windows blocked out at night—clear giveaway.

Jul 30, 2024 9:41:36 AM Me


Jul 30, 2024 9:43:20 AM Me


This capitalism thing doesnt work for everyone. Capitalism cares about PROFITS not PEOPLE and it NEVER will unless its legislated. 👆 👆 👆 👆 👆 FACT👆 👆 👆 👆 👆

Jul 30, 2024 5:25:12 PM Me


Take a look at the latest version of the prototype: Click the Logo bottom left called Last-Known. IT will animate to login. Click login Then go to hamburger menu. Have Fun!!

Jul 30, 2024 5:25:14 PM Me


Jul 30, 2024 5:25:18 PM Me


Also,

Jul 30, 2024 5:25:36 PM Me


I have ALL documentation wtih the exception of photos of the car. I can do that tomorrow.

Jul 30, 2024 5:26:37 PM Me


Once I have everyones feedback I’m going to see if Jørge can scan it over for me. I know he doesnt do divorce but hes likely to see things none of us are seeing (things u dont know that u dont know)

Jul 30, 2024 5:26:53 PM Me


k, going to go relax been at it 8.5 hours today.

Jul 30, 2024 5:27:03 PM Me


ALot of work to get the prototype dialed in.

Jul 30, 2024 5:27:16 PM Me


I have darts tonight. Maybe I can shoot well.

Jul 30, 2024 5:27:33 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 34 minutes, 17 seconds) +15182388114


What is the above site I clicked on?

Jul 30, 2024 9:02:21 PM Me


It’s my prototype Being served up by Figma It’s safe

Jul 30, 2024 9:03:16 PM Me


What you’re looking at is a design of what would be a mobile app that would run on your phone. The mobile apps purpose is to quickly capture photos and audio of any kind of Incident at a moments notice

Jul 30, 2024 9:03:41 PM Me


It has two modes, one is acquire, where you capture the images and audio. The other mode is called monitor

Jul 30, 2024 9:04:53 PM Me


Monitor when activated will allow you to take four photos one per second. It will record 30 seconds of audio and it will track your location or the location of your phone for two minutes. It will then zip all those files together and upload them to a server immediately then while I monitor mode, it will automatically begin tracking your location for two minutes then it will upload the file and that will keep going Until you stop it or your phone runs out of battery it will keep tracking you

Jul 30, 2024 9:05:02 PM Me


It’s a personal safety application

Jul 30, 2024 9:05:23 PM Me


For people weirded out about walking into sketchy areas

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Jul 31, 2024 4:12:13 PM Me


40 years to the DAY!! Great show 👍😁

Jul 31, 2024 4:15:40 PM Me


50 years 🤦

Jul 31, 2024 4:16:24 PM Me


Half a damn century

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Aug 01, 2024 9:52:16 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 33 seconds) +15185908211


Yes so positive 😁

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Aug 01, 2024 10:05:06 AM (Read by you after 27 minutes, 3 seconds) +15185908211


?

Aug 01, 2024 10:32:34 AM Me


A patch for those in the low phone charge club

Aug 01, 2024 10:32:51 AM Me


I'm a proud member 🤣🤣🤣

Aug 01, 2024 10:33:10 AM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211


🤣🤣

Aug 01, 2024 2:44:06 PM Me


Have spent all of today doing a final inventory of everything I need. I have everything digitally, but not all printed out. That’s later this afternoon.

Aug 01, 2024 3:12:29 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 44 seconds) +15185908211


Excellent 😃

Aug 01, 2024 3:14:48 PM Me


Hoping to get an appt tomorrow morning at the self help center to have them review my docs with me.

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Aug 01, 2024 5:24:34 PM Me


Homey ain’t playing…

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Welcome to Wyoming-The Cowgirl State.

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Aug 01, 2024 5:31:20 PM Me


haha

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Lv it

Aug 02, 2024 10:12:17 PM Me



💯

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Aug 02, 2024 10:39:46 PM Me


I watched this whole half an hour thing. It’s pretty well done and it talks about all the times in history people tried to shoot the president and of course they go over every detail of the most recent one with a lot of really good analysis and information that I never heard before

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🤣🤣🤣

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Found my meditation spot

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Aug 03, 2024 9:15:29 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211


Beautiful

Aug 04, 2024 9:46:22 AM Me


just applied to Albertsons supermarket to work grocery or stocking overnight. they advertised the jobs yesterday. first application that asked me when was last day you worked.

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Aug 04, 2024 9:47:03 AM Me


oh and good morning. Been up since 5:30am over here. cant sleep. \

Aug 04, 2024 9:50:38 AM Me


This is good. Just read it.

Aug 04, 2024 9:50:40 AM Me


The Mississippi River paradox There’s no water in that river that was there ten years ago. The boundaries have shifted in that time as well, there’s no riverbank that’s exactly where it was. And the silt and the fish have all moved too. So, what’s “the Mississippi River”? It’s a label, a placeholder, and a marker–when the Mississippi does something we don’t expect it to do, we comment on it. People are like this as well. What if you could only be known for the best (or the worst) thing you ever did? You’re not that person now, and it’s likely you’ll never be that person again. But that’s the label we gave you. When we talk about the organization or the brand or that neighbor down the street, we act as these are immutable objects, basic unchanging elements or static facts. But like rivers, people change. When the label stops being useful, we should change it. The problem with holding a grudge is that it makes your hands too full to do anything useful.
Edited 9 seconds laterThe Mississippi River paradox — There’s no water in that river that was there ten years ago. The boundaries have shifted in that time as well, there’s no riverbank that’s exactly where it was. And the silt and the fish have all moved too. So, what’s “the Mississippi River”? It’s a label, a placeholder, and a marker–when the Mississippi does something we don’t expect it to do, we comment on it. People are like this as well. What if you could only be known for the best (or the worst) thing you ever did? You’re not that person now, and it’s likely you’ll never be that person again. But that’s the label we gave you. When we talk about the organization or the brand or that neighbor down the street, we act as these are immutable objects, basic unchanging elements or static facts. But like rivers, people change. When the label stops being useful, we should change it. The problem with holding a grudge is that it makes your hands too full to do anything useful.

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Aug 04, 2024 9:52:30 AM Me


This makes me think of a saying from a Buddhist teacher of mine…. “The “truth” you hold on to makes it impossible to see anything new.”

Aug 04, 2024 10:00:36 AM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211


So true😊 and good afternoon here

Aug 04, 2024 10:15:06 AM Me



Example of the numbers. Posted for only 30 mins and has 72 applicants.

Aug 04, 2024 10:15:46 AM Me


interviews I’ve had both said they were handling over 400 applications for one role

Aug 04, 2024 10:16:19 AM Me


Anyone in tech knows this, and sees it.

Aug 04, 2024 10:17:53 AM Me


They’re a huge contraction and reevaluation happening. Companies are ready to hire people for new AI initiatives... HOWEVER, the Fed keeps messing with interest rates. Until the rate drops to make capital cheaper to access, the hiring desert is here. That’s my 100,000 foot view of the situation.

Aug 04, 2024 10:18:16 AM Me


Its true for designers and well as developers (programmers)]

Aug 04, 2024 10:18:34 AM Me


If you are in the software biz, its ouch time

Aug 04, 2024 12:24:34 PM Me


Hi, I found some broken links on my website and just went through and fixed them. Could you kindly click through my website to see if you find anything broken taking you to a 404 page?

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Aug 04, 2024 12:24:50 PM Me


wont tell you what I fixed. just see if you find anything

Aug 04, 2024 1:02:25 PM Me


ideal role for me and just applied.

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Aug 04, 2024 1:05:17 PM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211


Go for it 👍

Aug 04, 2024 4:09:49 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 48 minutes, 2 seconds) +15182388114


Every link worked for me I tried them all

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Everything worked for me too

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Aug 05, 2024 2:51:04 PM Me


Sadly, I somehow lost this $20 bill. I think it fell out when I pulled something out of my pocket. 20 bucks is actually a lot of money for me right now, which is one thing. But then psychologically I win something and then it’s taken away from me like I somehow don’t deserve it. I mean, I’ve got enough things. I’m climbing uphill against last thing I need to do is lose 20 bucks.

Aug 04, 2024 6:06:43 PM Me


14 teams $11 entry Came in 2nd We splits $40 I had a 7 hit, then a clutch 5 hit right after in cricket. 2 triple 15s + 1 more = 7 1 triple 17 + 2 more 17’s = 5 “Quality darts” is what the brits would say. In fact Tim Lucas who's from the UK 🇬🇧 and was one of my opponents (he’s #2 player in Ventura COUNTY) He gave me big kudos both in game and afterwards. I hit 2 big doubles to win two 501 games. I'm crying sitting here writing this cry 😭 So happy. Things haven’t been in my favor for a while, so something like this hits me hard emotionally

Aug 04, 2024 6:07:38 PM Me


My life is largely 💩 , but I can throw a dart 🎯 (sometimes 🙂)

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🤟🏻🎉

Aug 04, 2024 6:15:31 PM Me


Only $9, but worth way more than that psychologically I wasn’t having a particularly good day today, my teammate is good and fortunately he was on when I wasn’t. My 7 and 5 hit were in the Final, last game. So there’s the talking in your head. Probably 12 people sitting around, quiet, watching and you can feel the presence/eyes watching you. I’m to the point where I can block everything behind me out. Then it’s like throwing a bowling ball, or swinging a golf ball — it’s all about consistency of technique. Which you all know

Aug 04, 2024 6:16:13 PM Me


Anyhow, off to DoorDash while it’s dinner time

Aug 04, 2024 6:19:31 PM Me


Been been awake since 530 so I’m pretty tired right now. I discovered there was a big issue on my website this morning and it stressed me out big time. That’s why I asked you all earlier to click through so I appreciate that a lot if you did it on your desktop or laptop, I’d be curious if you take a look at the homepage on your phone and tell me if anything looks wrong. It will jump right out at you if it is. Thanks! Https://BertMahoney.com Just tap

Aug 04, 2024 6:20:28 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


I did it on my phone earlier when I clicked all links.

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Thx!!!

Aug 04, 2024 6:23:30 PM (Read by you after 52 minutes, 25 seconds) +15184516476


I just did it too

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Aug 05, 2024 10:31:04 AM Me


Hahahaha

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Check my meditation progress on Insight Timer

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Aug 05, 2024 1:29:42 PM Me



Sweet Baby Jesus!!!

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Aug 05, 2024 1:31:03 PM Me


Dad stay tuned. He has his interview tomorrow. You’ll really be able to borrow money from him soon! 🤣🤣🤣 Text him now and say, “hey when you get that first check, think about your Abuelo!”

Aug 05, 2024 1:31:19 PM Me


Just $10

Aug 05, 2024 1:31:22 PM Me


hahah

Aug 05, 2024 2:51:04 PM Me


Sadly, I somehow lost this $20 bill. I think it fell out when I pulled something out of my pocket. 20 bucks is actually a lot of money for me right now, which is one thing. But then psychologically I win something and then it’s taken away from me like I somehow don’t deserve it. I mean, I’ve got enough things. I’m climbing uphill against last thing I need to do is lose 20 bucks.
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Aug 05, 2024 2:53:53 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211


😞 look for it

Aug 05, 2024 3:09:47 PM Me


Don’t you think I would’ve done that? I took apart my car looking for it.

Aug 05, 2024 3:10:43 PM Me


Every pocket every article of anything I unfolded shook out, looked through all my books. Everything I looked everywhere and yeah, it just went somewhere made somebody happy.

Aug 05, 2024 3:11:08 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211


🤪

Aug 05, 2024 3:12:22 PM Me


It’s roughly an hour and a half to two hours to make 20 bucks on DoorDash

Aug 05, 2024 3:12:42 PM Me


It’s all variable. There’s nothing for certain.

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Yikes 😬

Aug 05, 2024 3:13:09 PM Me


Yeah

Aug 05, 2024 3:17:35 PM Me


Good episode dad

Aug 05, 2024 3:17:38 PM Me


Aug 05, 2024 3:17:57 PM Me


Council on Foreign Relations

Aug 05, 2024 3:19:07 PM Me


Trilateral Commission

Aug 05, 2024 3:19:15 PM Me


All of it

Aug 05, 2024 3:19:40 PM Me


And it’s only part one

Aug 05, 2024 3:19:52 PM Me


It was so much information. I’m going to watch it again.

Aug 05, 2024 8:03:44 PM Me


Hi there, I just wanted to let you all know I found out that Darragh leaves for Portland on the 22nd of this month. He leaves very early, which makes me think he has an early flight. If you were thinking of doing anything for him for school or reaching out before he heads out to school, you now know the date

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Sunset and surf 🏄 rats Timelapse video

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This definitely falls in the Batshit crazy column

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OMG!!!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Aug 06, 2024 9:55:13 AM Me


that’s just too good—thanks Josh’s Mom

Aug 06, 2024 9:57:09 AM Me


Just saw this. We know have the “Oscars of Cannabis” 🤣 To the suprise of organizers the largest demographic showing up to the event WERE SENIORS 🤣🤣🤣 (Mom did you sneak out to the fair?)
Edited 17 seconds laterJust saw this. We now have the “Oscars of Cannabis” 🤣 To the suprise of organizers the largest demographic showing up to the event WERE SENIORS 🤣🤣🤣 (Mom did you sneak out to the fair?)

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Aug 06, 2024 11:01:34 AM (Read by you after 58 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211


😎 yea

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Just arrived to warmup. Premier League darts tonight

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Aug 06, 2024 5:55:46 PM +15185908211


👍 good darts 🎯

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Top 4 pt holders sit while “the jungle” happens and there are 4 coming out of the jungle to play for points. 8 players Only top 4 get points Winner gets 4 Second 3 Third 2 4th - 1pt We play every Tuesday night starting at 6:30. And we’ve been doing it all summer so there’s real competition now to get out of the jungle and into the points. I don’t have any points but I’ve made it out of the jungle twice and then lost to one of the top four players in the whole county. Believe me no one’s given out points for participation or just trying

Aug 06, 2024 5:58:11 PM Me


And this is all no handicap straight up Darts

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Aug 06, 2024 5:59:58 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 54 seconds) +15185908211


Oh wow hit all bullseyes 🎯 😁🥰

Aug 06, 2024 9:02:51 PM Me


Lost first round. 3-0

Aug 06, 2024 9:03:36 PM Me


Just didnt go my way. Im used to that, have alot of practice 😉

Aug 06, 2024 10:11:20 PM Me


Just had a good earthquake out here

Aug 06, 2024 10:29:14 PM Me



Felt it here. Was like rolling water

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Super simple

Aug 07, 2024 12:00:52 AM Me


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This was awesome

Aug 07, 2024 3:02:38 PM Me


Just another day in my life:

Aug 07, 2024 3:02:47 PM Me


“The client for the job you applied to, Product Design-Formswift (W2), has declined to move forward with your application. While this likely isn’t the news you were hoping for, it’s important to not get discouraged”

Aug 07, 2024 3:02:52 PM Me


Love that last sentence

Aug 07, 2024 3:03:28 PM Me


And a second rejection right behind it:

Aug 07, 2024 3:03:29 PM Me


The client for the job you applied to, Product Designer IV (W2), has declined to move forward with your application.

Aug 07, 2024 3:46:25 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 33 seconds) +15185908211


Oh come on 😬 jack

Aug 07, 2024 3:46:35 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 23 seconds) +15185908211


Jack

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Jesus h Krist

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Aug 07, 2024 6:52:45 PM Me


A bird, likely sea gull, just shit thru my car window while I’m sitting here in the car. I mean how much more literal shit do I have to deal with???

Aug 07, 2024 6:53:37 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 26 seconds) +15182388114


That’s good luck!

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That’s means good luck when a bird shits on you. Too funny😆🤣😆🤣

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🤣🤣🤣

Aug 08, 2024 10:33:46 AM Me



I FINALLY got an appointment with one of the local self-help centers. 9:30am next Thursday in person in Oxnard. Taken a LONG time of logging in every day for about a month now to get this appointment. I nearly 💩 my pants when I saw one appointment slot available.

Aug 08, 2024 10:34:06 AM +15182388114


Nice

Aug 08, 2024 10:34:20 AM Me


This is good news. Now I can make my appointment with the court clerk a week after that to submit papers and get a case number.

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Aug 08, 2024 10:34:58 AM Me


Hal Lay F*cking Loo Yah!!!

Aug 08, 2024 10:35:19 AM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211


👍

Aug 08, 2024 10:53:27 AM Me


I have an appointment the following day at 3pm to file with the Court Clerk,

Aug 08, 2024 10:53:46 AM Me


Not till 3pm so if I need to make adjustments from the meeting the day before I have time to do it.

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Aug 08, 2024 10:54:02 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


✅✅😁

Aug 08, 2024 10:54:09 AM Me


So, one week from tomorrow, GOD wiling and the creeks dont rise and its file time

Aug 08, 2024 10:54:35 AM +15185908211


🤣😆

Aug 08, 2024 10:55:09 AM Me


I’m going to have the Ventura County Sheriff serve the papers. I dont have money to pay someone so Liz will get a visit from the Sherrif and hand her the papers. If I could only witness that moment….

Aug 08, 2024 10:55:35 AM Me


Imagine it will change the trajectory of her day

Aug 08, 2024 10:55:37 AM +15182388114


Ask them if you can get a copy of the body camera footage

Aug 08, 2024 11:28:51 AM Me


interesting idea

Aug 08, 2024 11:29:07 AM Me


just applied to a job with HP, Hewlett-Packard

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Aug 08, 2024 3:37:16 PM Me



🤣🤣🤣

Aug 08, 2024 5:49:23 PM Me


Bert, Thanks for your interest in the Senior UX & UI Designer position at MacroFactor in North Carolina, United States. Unfortunately, we will not be moving forward with your application but we appreciate your time and interest in MacroFactor. Regards, MacroFactor

Aug 08, 2024 5:51:59 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 54 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211


Tks a lot 😑

Aug 08, 2024 10:47:12 PM Me


Right!?! Just wanting to show you that I’m applying but nobody seems to want to talk to me

Aug 08, 2024 10:49:17 PM Me


Some people in my field that have written some great articles that are on LinkedIn perhaps I will share them with you it will give you some context as to the bigger picture and what’s going on. I am a single example of tens of thousands of people in my field looking for work. All you need to do is look at the layoffs from the past two years at Google Amazon Microsoft Meta/Facebook and they all together have let go thousands of people that do what I do

Aug 08, 2024 10:50:26 PM Me


The Fed not adjusting the interest rate causes businesses not to borrow money and invest in new ideas and higher new people. Simultaneously many businesses are also waiting for the election to be over and see who is going to be president the next four years. So hypothetical is we may not see good hiring possibly until next year.

Aug 08, 2024 10:50:54 PM Me


Keeping it real

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Aug 11, 2024 11:16:07 AM Me


This is a must watch. Profound perspective on life and humanity. Powerful.

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Yes. I know this to be true for the human experience.

Aug 11, 2024 1:22:28 PM Me


Fire inspectors

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My horoscope.

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Four boards all to myself gonna practice for about 30 minutes, or one beer and then go work on my stuff

Aug 11, 2024 8:45:08 PM Me


K, i started well feeling good, then my one beer kicked in and i slowly slid into being just off enough on my throws. Was able to hit double 18 for a 36 out early and we basically went downhill from there. All good I’m happy because I got to shoot for 45 minutes and had all four boards to myself. A group of five or six people walked in while I was throwing and they had their drinks and I could tell they were out with their friends for a night of drinking and fun and I am playing the bot so I’m looking at the score and what the hell is going on with my game and I’m focused on all that

Aug 11, 2024 8:47:21 PM Me


However when you’re standing at the line and focusing quietly on what you’re aiming for it’s impossible not to hear words or things around you. When I’m in dart league or the Sunday tournaments it’s really easy for me to block out music and I think the voices I am familiar with. I was not familiar with these voices so I heard their conversations saying “hey let’s play some darts” “Yeah, lets shoot!” And i continued my focus on practice and noticed not only did the beer have an effect but they were distracting to me in a way that was not frustrating was more an interesting observation and something I need to work on and resolve

Aug 11, 2024 8:47:57 PM Me


It would be like Robyn Williams in Mrs. Doubtfire mode saying hello dear in the background. You wouldn’t be startled but there is no way you would not hear that and have some part of your attention taken away

Aug 11, 2024 8:48:17 PM Me


What I’ll call Rando distractions

Aug 11, 2024 8:49:24 PM Me


Anyhow. I kept playing the bot and they sat and we’re talking and I think watching me throw. I don’t know I averted eye contact with them and didn’t engage with them in anyway shape or form. I was not energetically in the mood to super exchange with them. I suspect it would’ve turned into an evening of me teaching people Darts and if you’re not one of my Homies I’m not gonna spend an hour or two teaching you the game and the little tricks I know

Aug 11, 2024 8:51:37 PM Me


So yeah, I just left packed up my darts but they didn’t say anything to me, and they were sitting at all three tables by the Darts. And I had my dirt case wide-open with all my darts on the table and one of the dudes was sitting next to my Darts. He did not say a word to me, and actually I found that weird. However I didn’t engage and I just kept moving on with my day and walked out of the place

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Wow

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🤣🤣🤣

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Aug 12, 2024 9:19:08 AM Me


This was the first thing I saw this morning, microwave man 🤣

Aug 12, 2024 9:19:16 AM Me


On point too

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Aug 12, 2024 10:25:53 AM Me


I want a microwave like that. Perfect Halloween costume. Just change whats cooking inside with your head every year. Could be a fun tradition

Aug 12, 2024 10:26:12 AM Me


Russ… 🤣🤣

Aug 12, 2024 10:26:25 AM Me


you gotta get one of those little motorcycles too

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And maybe a cape

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Aug 12, 2024 8:23:12 PM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211


Beautiful 😍

Aug 13, 2024 12:10:16 PM Me


I signed up for this today. Volunteer my skills to help. usdigitalresponse.org

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Aug 13, 2024 4:37:27 PM Me


It’s the last night of summer Darts league and my goal tonight is to make it to the quarterfinals the final eight, and depending on who I face I’d like to end up in the final four tonight top would be the stars aligning perfectly for me and you know not to say that that doesn’t happen but it’s plausible but not likely

Aug 13, 2024 4:38:40 PM Me


Darrell and I plan to get on the phone this week and talk about me possibly going to Colorado and staying for a bit

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Lost in first round. One Very good game but the rest I was too inconsistent to win

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Good morning (barely) This was the first I saw this morning and I really felt it. Definitely not there but I’m not in a mental cave anymore

Aug 14, 2024 10:25:43 AM Me


one of the buddhist teachers I follow sends a daily email with something to refelect on. I’ve been getting these for over a year and I find them to help me reframe things. Here’s today.

Aug 14, 2024 10:25:54 AM Me


“So much time is spent seeking the holy moment, only to find out it was happening all along.”

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Aug 14, 2024 10:26:10 AM Me


all about presence

Aug 14, 2024 10:26:44 AM (Read by you after 32 seconds) +15185908211


So very true

Aug 14, 2024 10:54:36 AM Me



Tomorrow morning we review. I'll be working on docs this afternoon. Let me know if I have any emotions in my writing I asked AI to help and since I'm soaking in it, its challenging to see the forest from deep in the trees 🍃 LMK

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Ellie is very happy to see me again. Its nice to be here and next 2 days being able to decompress after submitting paperwork, then to sheriffs office to have them served. Ill have Ellie, the house to myself and the beach. It was fantastic last time. And I’m here for even longer this time. Here till the 25th

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Aug 14, 2024 3:24:09 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211


Fantastic 👍

Aug 14, 2024 3:27:03 PM Me


I should be able to do this get through this process it and get on the other side if there is any triggers or things I’m not seeing yet that may not show up until all this is past me

Aug 14, 2024 3:28:04 PM Me


I saw on my app today was day 25 in a row of meditating at least once a day many days and some days even three times. So I’m beginning to feel the benefits of that on top of the medication and it reinforces the meditation habit.

Aug 14, 2024 3:28:07 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Na relief, 😅

Aug 14, 2024 3:29:12 PM Me


I’m also checking out transcendental meditation. If you remember the Beatles got all wrapped up with the Maharishi in particular George Harrison. Well the Maharishi taught them transcendental meditation. I’ve been doing some research online and there is a lot of very positive feedback on the practice. I’m on day two of trying so They say you need to give it a month and I can get 10 days in here

Aug 14, 2024 3:30:21 PM +15185908211


Ok😑

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Unexpected and grateful 😊

Aug 14, 2024 3:46:50 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211


Very nice, of them😊

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And I practically live there at least in Ojai all the baristas know me on a first name basis. Some of them come sit and talk with me when they’re on their break

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Aug 15, 2024 9:01:20 AM Me


Home Depot Rejection: Dear Bert, Thank you for applying for the Senior User Experience Designer - Remote , Req120901 position with The Home Depot. After careful consideration, we will not be moving you forward in the process for this position. If you have applied for other roles, you will receive a separate email regarding that position(s) when an update is available.

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Aug 15, 2024 9:30:27 AM Me


I know it sucks but I wanna show you that I am applying and getting rejected

Aug 15, 2024 9:30:59 AM Me


I’m actually submitting a dozen random rejection emails with my divorce paperwork as proof of my efforts to find work

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Aug 15, 2024 11:14:55 AM Me


All my ducks are in a row. The woman at self-help was amazing and I have a slip of paper that will allow me to walk into the court clerk right now and file my paperwork. I don’t have to wait until tomorrow to file. I’m headed there right now. Then I can walk downstairs and have the sheriff serve the papers. So in about an hour I may be done with this step

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Aug 15, 2024 11:16:06 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


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I’m parked, and I’m shaking.

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Good luck you got this 👊🏻

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We are with you 👍

Aug 15, 2024 11:25:54 AM Me


Just had a cry and still a little shaky gonna meditate for a bit

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Ok, relax 🧘

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Oh crap 💩, come on 😬🤯😤

Aug 15, 2024 11:50:32 AM Me


Hard to focus. Need to doordash but feeling scrambled

Aug 15, 2024 12:22:15 PM Me


Filing right now

Aug 15, 2024 12:58:31 PM Me



Done. Filed And submitted to Sheriff for serving the papers.

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One stress relieved 🤟🏻

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Aug 15, 2024 7:40:26 PM Me


That looks like one of the guys from oasis

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Aug 15, 2024 7:40:58 PM Me


You always see the cameras pan up to them at the end of a Manchester city game

Aug 15, 2024 7:41:22 PM Me


It’s funny because you can see them act playing out their ego it’s total theater they’re not themselves it’s a fucking act

Aug 15, 2024 7:41:38 PM Me


Sod it

Aug 15, 2024 7:42:23 PM Me



Out in downtown Ventura having a beer

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Happy Anniversary mom snd dad!

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Tks 😊

Aug 16, 2024 8:42:49 AM Me


Wow, 56 years. Mom wins a prize!

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🤣🤣🤣

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Tks 🥰

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Happy Anniversary!

Aug 16, 2024 8:47:52 AM Me


Weirdly Realizing in this moment I’ll never catch that number.

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Happy Anniversary Aunt Mike & Uncle Bert 🎉🍾

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Thank you everybody

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Hi, Thought you’d be interested to know I logged into the Sheriffs portal to see the status of service. Says “in progress” which means its happening today. They don’t sit on summons. I know she’ll get it today, either in person, or someone will sign for her and hand it to her for sure. I wonder if I’ll hear from her?

Aug 16, 2024 11:02:49 AM +15185908211


Ok

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I do know anyone over 18 can sign for it, so Declan may end up signing—I hope not. I hope they go to the main front desk. M+D you know where that is upstairs where Mulligans office used to be. Sara who sits at front desk would sign and it would go in Lizs mailbox

Aug 16, 2024 11:03:07 AM Me


I’ll keep you posted and when I know, I’ll let you know

Aug 16, 2024 11:03:31 AM +15185908211


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The 30-Day clock starts ticking when she’s officially served. She has 30 days to respond — she’ll either agree to what I have in my filing, or she’ll contest it in some way. She agree’s, things move fast. She objects, we go to court spring of next year in Feb for a hearing.

Aug 16, 2024 11:06:02 AM +15185908211


??

Aug 16, 2024 11:07:09 AM Me


California is a “no fault” divorce state. No one can be found to be the cause. So they divide assets 50/50, and keep it simple.

Aug 16, 2024 11:06:12 AM Me


She’s ironically in the busiest time of year too. She’s in faculty meetings this week for the opening of school, has camping, banquets, and the kickoff of schooll. That all happens in the next 30

Aug 16, 2024 11:06:32 AM +13038752587


If she contest it, does she still have to offer support in the interim?

Aug 16, 2024 11:07:24 AM Me


I don’t believe so

Aug 16, 2024 11:07:09 AM Me


California is a “no fault” divorce state. No one can be found to be the cause. So they divide assets 50/50, and keep it simple.
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Aug 16, 2024 11:07:24 AM Me


I don’t believe so
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Aug 16, 2024 11:07:37 AM +15185908211


I read that

Aug 16, 2024 11:07:38 AM Me


but will find out

Aug 16, 2024 11:08:31 AM Me


big thing is I want half of the retirement money—that’s six figures minimally

Aug 16, 2024 11:08:53 AM Me


everything else to me is nice to have

Aug 16, 2024 11:09:02 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


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Aug 16, 2024 11:10:34 AM Me


half of retirement money is a must and I believe that will happen. She was employed the entire time we’re married and built that money over our marriage. So it would be considered community assets. CA says, assets and liabilities accrued during the marriage are subject to dividing, nothing else. So, I won’t see any of the inheritance she got from Sallie

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The last part may or may not be accurate- did you ask the advisor. I guess it depends on the legal definition of marriage. Shared accounts and bills even though not living together?? I’m not a lawyer though.

Aug 16, 2024 11:38:14 AM Me


The date of separation is when I moved out and that is the point of which the 50-50 ends

Aug 16, 2024 11:38:43 AM Me


Actually technically it’s when Elizabeth said the words “I want a divorce and I have that in the paper

Aug 16, 2024 11:38:50 AM Me


Work

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I want a divorce and actually filing are very different things. Is there any free legal assistance available to you, actual divorce lawyer

Aug 16, 2024 11:40:41 AM Me


Not through the county

Aug 16, 2024 11:41:08 AM Me


I can go to a place online to find some

Aug 16, 2024 11:41:35 AM Me


And honestly I just want this over and done with I’m sick of living my life in a liminal space

Aug 16, 2024 11:41:57 AM Me


I’m not really married but I’m not really single yada yada yada

Aug 16, 2024 11:42:58 AM (Read by you after 23 minutes, 51 seconds) +13038752587


Makes sense - step one is done now you are in a holding pattern

Aug 16, 2024 8:11:04 PM Me


just checked on service, not done yet. maybe over the weekend. not sure. I’ll let you know when I know.

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Aug 21, 2024 3:21:29 PM Me


I was able to spend yesterday with Declan + Darragh here at the house by the beach and it was great. We went on 2 beach walks with the dog, In-n-Out for lunch, Pasta dinner here while we did Fantasy Football drafts with my brother, Uncle Russ whos the commissioner of the league. Then watched some Ted Lasso, and took them back up to campus. When I said goodbye to Darragh the moment was alot for him and he started to cry, we hugged for a long, long time. I missed his whole senior year other than coaching him in soccer. He saw me every day of his life, until suddenly he didn’t and neither of us got a say in that—sux. Anyhow, I could go on, but I’ll stop 😊
Edited 47 seconds laterI was able to spend yesterday with Declan + Darragh here at the house by the beach and it was great. We went on 2 beach walks with the dog, In-n-Out for lunch, Pasta dinner here while we did Fantasy Football drafts with Uncle Russ whos the commissioner of the league. Then watched some Ted Lasso, and took them back up to campus. When I said goodbye to Darragh the moment was alot for him and he started to cry, we hugged for a long, long time. I missed his whole senior year other than coaching him in soccer. He saw me every day of his life, until suddenly he didn’t and neither of us got a say in that—sux. Anyhow, I could go on, but I’ll stop 😊

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Aug 21, 2024 4:11:38 PM (Read by you after 43 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211


That was a great time spent together , so happy for you guys 🥰

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Dad will like that one

Aug 23, 2024 3:50:19 PM Me


Happy Friday

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Hope you all are doing well.

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Yes all is well, Addy left for College yesterday and they are dealing with that🥲 , Dad has to get a pacemaker . It is going to be on Sept 17. Alb med , but all is well , did you hear from Dar yet?

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Tonight’s walk on the beach

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Aug 23, 2024 8:48:25 PM Me


I think we only missed one sunset and that was by choice

Aug 23, 2024 8:49:08 PM +15185908211


Right

Aug 23, 2024 8:52:52 PM Me


They may need me for Labor Day weekend. They’re waiting to hear whether they’re going to go sailing ⛵

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Aug 23, 2024 9:17:01 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211


My guy 🤣

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Lv him

Aug 26, 2024 1:48:11 PM Me


applied for INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY PROJECT MANAGER for City of Ventura. I’ll see what happens.

Aug 26, 2024 1:48:47 PM Me


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Looks like a good paying job

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Excellent, hope it works out 🙏

Aug 26, 2024 2:20:12 PM Me


Me too. Although With all I’ve been through I really don’t hold out much hope

Aug 26, 2024 2:20:41 PM Me


You get to a point where you are convinced nobody wants you, nobody wants to work with you nobody even wants to be with you
Edited 18 seconds laterYou get to a point where you are convinced nobody wants you, nobody wants to work with you, nobody even wants to be with you

Aug 26, 2024 2:21:42 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Oh stop, Yoda say positive think

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When you get to that place it’s kinda terrifying and you fight it. You don’t want to believe it you don’t want to accept it. But that right there is the key is acceptance there’s no way to get to state to do anything productive without keeping your

Aug 26, 2024 2:22:24 PM Me


Hard in mind open otherwise frustration will set in. I know it I’ve lived it
Edited 13 seconds laterHeart and mind open otherwise frustration will set in. I know it I’ve lived it

Aug 26, 2024 3:41:16 PM Me


This song is a perfect example of what it sounds like in my head 🙂

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Aug 26, 2024 7:41:31 PM Me




Fauxhawk is getting alot longer in back. I have curls again. Drives ladies crazy 🫠

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Aug 26, 2024 7:53:32 PM Me


They do like the beard though. A nicely trimmed gray beard gives off that good looking older Sean Connery vibe

Aug 26, 2024 7:54:02 PM Me


Ever since I started having a beard I’ve gotten a lot of compliments on it particularly when I let it grow long and it starts to get like hair instead of whiskers

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Still clean shaved for summer. Will grow back either Sept or Oct 1

Aug 26, 2024 7:55:07 PM Me


If I let underneath my chin get longer but keep it trimmed to my cheeks I’ll start to get a little bit of Santa Claus by Christmas

Aug 26, 2024 7:55:25 PM Me


I know without a doubt if I started growing a beer January 1 by the time Christmas came around I could definitely get a job as Santa

Aug 26, 2024 7:55:35 PM Me


But I don’t want little kids screaming in my ear and pissing on my legs

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Aug 26, 2024 7:55:53 PM Me


Doesn’t matter how much goddamn jolly I bring it ain’t gonna crack their spell

Aug 26, 2024 7:57:43 PM Me


Remember when the kid wanted the BB gun and right before Santa put his boot in his face and he Slid down the slide. A Christmas story. The one where the dogs get the turkey out of the kitchen. The little brother sticks his tongue to a freezing pole in the middle of winter and it sticks. Dad the single woman’s leg with a fishnet stocking and it’s a lamp. He thinks it’s imported because it says fragile on the side

Aug 26, 2024 7:58:12 PM Me


That movie is a classic I don’t know why it doesn’t get more mention it’s a gutbuster

Aug 26, 2024 7:59:27 PM Me


OK I’m gonna shut up now I’m parked down at surfers point now that the county fair is out of town I can do my walk along the beach and then do a good 20/30 minute meditation cut right where the water comes literally up to me while sitting

Aug 26, 2024 7:59:57 PM Me


I need it last night was sleeping in the car after 9 days at the beach house

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It’s a love-hate kind of thing. But I do have to say being in their home kind of motivates me a bit because they have an incredibly nice place and a really cool dog. Both of which would be nice to have

Aug 26, 2024 8:01:19 PM Me


I do have a cool dog with Weston. And he’s still really lively but he’s deaf and blind now

Aug 26, 2024 8:01:38 PM Me


15 this year

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Aug 26, 2024 8:02:03 PM Me


I don’t even know if boxers live that long I think they live till like 12 or 13 so his Chihuahua jeans must be kicking in

Aug 26, 2024 8:02:36 PM Me


Yo quiero mr squirrel?

Aug 26, 2024 8:03:11 PM Me


Aug 27, 2024 11:22:49 AM Me



I submit an edit. Remove ❌ “usually” Suffering relates to wanting things to be different than they are. You’re mentally attached to an outcome of the present moment that won't manifest. I’ll also submit your attachment to the outcome. Is whats in your way Imagine being able to see the attachment, and then easily let it go It takes practice, and focus but its possible. I have begun developing a skill for this. However there is still so much to do. 😝

Aug 27, 2024 6:42:28 PM Me


Hey does anyone know why porno mustaches have come back into Vogue for men? The 70s called and they want their mustaches back

Aug 27, 2024 6:48:38 PM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +15182388114


🤣

Aug 27, 2024 6:49:08 PM Me


It’s millennial and Gen Z. They’re all walking around with them. They wear them out there?

Aug 27, 2024 6:49:19 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


Yes

Aug 27, 2024 6:49:56 PM Me


Ok Then it is a thing

Aug 29, 2024 8:45:03 AM Me


How goes the changing of every ones schedules? This is one of the hardest times of year for families with kids in grade or high school having lived it for a long time

Aug 29, 2024 8:45:36 AM Me


My personal experience was going through a month of weird quasi sleep deprivation as my body adjusted to the change in circadian rhythms

Aug 29, 2024 9:06:48 AM (Read by you after 21 seconds) +15182388114


Keegan’s not back till Sept 5th.

Aug 29, 2024 9:07:13 AM Me


oh wow

Aug 29, 2024 9:07:41 AM Me


They’re back at it here last week for public in Ventura. Thacher is off camping right now.

Aug 29, 2024 9:11:10 AM Me


Across my radar today from Seth Godin: REDEFINING A PROFESSION Pharmacists used to mix chemicals by hand to create prescriptions. Opticians used to grind lenses from scratch. Lawyers used to start with an empty page. Graphic designers needed to know how to draw. All of these jobs are still important. None of them are the same as they were thirty years ago. In your work, are you fighting the change or leading it? It’s hard to see us going back. — Lots of chatter in the tech world on all the socials about AI coming to the scene. Its factoring into the employment disruption, but things are expected to settle by end of year. People are seeing more opportunities coming up in my field, and seeing more hires coast to coast. Between now and Hallween is important time. Things will get quiet after halloween thru the holiday season — people too busy. Then in January I expect hiring to come back, but that also depends on election outcome.

Aug 29, 2024 10:00:46 AM Me


Here are a few graphics displaying my industries hiring/firing trends from now looking back almost 2 years. Its evident from looking at this what we are all up against.


Aug 29, 2024 10:02:05 AM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 55 seconds) +15184516476


If Trump wins the economy will take off

Aug 29, 2024 10:25:45 AM Me


Because he takes care of his rich friends. Not the people who really pay the taxes. You know who paid for his gigantic tax cut for the wealthy when he was President? You did, and every other American unlucky enough to be part of that club. Elon Musk, Jeff Bezos, they got tax cuts.

Aug 29, 2024 10:25:45 AM Me


Because he takes care of his rich friends. Not the people who really pay the taxes. You know who paid for his gigantic tax cut for the wealthy when he was President? You did, and every other American unlucky enough to be part of that club. Elon Musk, Jeff Bezos, they got tax cuts.
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Aug 29, 2024 10:27:42 AM Me


In 2016 when he was elected I lost my gig at Art + Logic—best I’d had. So for me the Trump presidency were not good times. I dont want that again. Besides, now he’s a felon.


Treason. Coming soon to a theater near you.

Aug 29, 2024 10:28:35 AM Me


FYI, Uncle Don comes at me with lots of Right wing Rhetoric every day. I spar with him alot. Actually I laugh, 🤣🤣🤣, at alot of what he posts.

Aug 29, 2024 10:32:13 AM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15184516476


Blah blah blah

Aug 29, 2024 10:32:25 AM Me


Yep

Aug 29, 2024 10:32:28 AM Me


hahaha

Aug 29, 2024 10:32:35 AM Me


typical election nonsense

Aug 29, 2024 10:32:49 AM Me


lots of hot wind from every angle

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The sticker on the back of a truck at a red light

Aug 29, 2024 7:30:09 PM (Read by you after 54 seconds) +15182388114




Keegan got his U12 jersey

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Nice Lv the kleets too

Aug 30, 2024 11:27:46 AM Me


Good Afternoon. Read an interesting observation this morning: When a non-expert brings a strong point of view to a complex discussion, the words might not mean what they seem to mean. What might be being said is, “I’m worried. I’m afraid. I don’t understand. I am looking for solace.” Answering emotional word salad with logical insight doesn’t do anything at all for these feelings. If the argument you’re hearing isn’t based on what we know to be true, and doesn’t lead to a logical conclusion, it could be because it’s not actually seeking to be a productive discussion. It’s awkward to say “yadda, yadda” but that might be what’s on offer. When in doubt, look for the emotions and desires behind the words. People often don’t want their arguments to be heard as much as they’re hoping their emotions will be.

Aug 30, 2024 11:30:02 AM Me



This paragraph is so Mr. Spock I can hear it in Leonard Nimoys voice. “Captain… ”If the argument you’re hearing isn’t based on what we know to be true, and doesn’t lead to a logical conclusion, it could be because it’s not actually seeking to be a productive discussion.” 🤣

Aug 30, 2024 11:30:30 AM Me


I should say, its so “Vulcan”

Aug 30, 2024 11:30:40 AM (Read by you after 24 seconds) +15182388114


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I mean, dont you see it?

Aug 30, 2024 11:33:29 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 29 seconds) +15182388114


Yes. Deep thoughts with Stuart Smalley

Aug 30, 2024 11:35:01 AM Me


haha

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Aug 30, 2024 1:14:53 PM Me


Have I sent you the guy who does some other languages where 6 or seven words sound literally the same, then he asks himself (he plays both parts) to say a sentence with all those words and your brain explodes. Hilarious

Aug 30, 2024 1:15:12 PM Me


That and MicroWaveMan. He’s my new hero.

Aug 30, 2024 1:15:32 PM Me


I want to grow up and become a mircowave man. hahaha
Edited 16 seconds laterWhen I grow up I want to become a mircowave man. hahaha

Aug 30, 2024 1:16:51 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 50 seconds) +15182388114


Yes I’ve seen microwave man

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Aug 30, 2024 4:52:33 PM Me


A heads up to you guys. I just went up to campus to pick up my mail, and Aidan is pretty pissed off at me. He seems to believe that all I want to do is take half of his mom‘s money away. Apparently that’s why I’m filing and that’s what he believes He told me to leave campus and that if I wanna come up on campus I have to text him or Elizabeth beforehand. He also told me I have to text him before I communicate with Declan and I told him no. He then proceeded to give me the finger as I drove away I’m just letting you know what’s going on I’m passing no judgment

Aug 30, 2024 4:54:53 PM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +15185908211


Hey tell him his Mother is the one who wanted a divorce, not me

Aug 30, 2024 4:55:31 PM Me


I did, it doesn’t seem to matter. He really has it out for me. At this point he’s basically kicked me out of his life

Aug 30, 2024 4:55:59 PM Me


I told him that it’s his choice how he reacts to this but he better be sure he has all the information before he goes blowing his top

Aug 30, 2024 4:56:38 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


🥲

Aug 30, 2024 4:56:44 PM Me


And I really came so close to telling him the real fucking story play-by-play It would’ve been interesting because he’s going to pick her up from the airport right now from the Darragh trip.

Aug 30, 2024 4:57:05 PM Me


I know he’s gonna bring it up with her when he picks her up how can he not he was literally shaking and sucking on his vape every five seconds

Aug 30, 2024 4:57:31 PM Me


I gotta say I’m having a really hard time processing this I didn’t see this coming and it’s really blindsided me

Aug 30, 2024 4:58:24 PM Me


I asked Elizabeth to call me I left her a voicemail and I texted her and said I left you a voicemail. All I wanna do is say to her Elizabeth please have a conversation with Aidan and tell him the truth you don’t have to get into details but please tell him the real story because he’s making shit up and filling in the gaps with Fantasy or somebody’s telling him fake shit

Aug 30, 2024 4:59:47 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211


When he pick her up , she will calm him down, if that what she wants, she asked for it , he will get over it

Aug 30, 2024 5:02:02 PM Me


I hope she sets him straight. No matter what he’s still just infinitely angry at me all the time. I know how Dad feels and karma is a bitch. He is angry at me because I would get angry in the house and raise my voice. I wouldn’t hit anybody I wouldn’t break anything I would just simply pop my cork. It’s definitely not the mature way to handle things, because at the time I hadn’t grown up enough believe it or not. And we’re talking 10 years ago 15 years ago.

Aug 30, 2024 5:06:53 PM (Read by you after 16 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211


He doesn’t understand what really went on over the years between you guys, sometimes you have to do that you don’t want to, wait till he has a kid things will be different

Aug 30, 2024 5:25:47 PM Me


I can’t think or plan beyond tomorrow. Just the way my life is right now. It’s very hard for me to imagine anything future oriented right now

Aug 30, 2024 5:26:03 PM Me


I’m been in survival mode and continue to be it’s just the way things are

Aug 30, 2024 5:28:01 PM Me


I shared with Darrell that I have a hard time relating to people. People ask me how it’s going and I tell them the truth. Then they get very uncomfortable and don’t know what to say to me I’m comfortable because I’ve been soaking in it for years, but it is a very interesting thing to watch other people get really uncomfortable with a situation that just got dropped in their lap

Aug 30, 2024 5:34:06 PM Me


Just remembered that Aidan called me a bum. at first I didn’t know what he said. so I asked him to repeat it and he said it really loud and I got it. And I said why am I a bum, he said because you’re taking half of mom’s money/stuff. I reminded him that California is a 50-50 state and no fault. So it doesn’t matter what anybody does it gets split down the middle. And then I reminded him that I didn’t want this and that if your mom wanted to keep everything she should’ve come and sat down at the table and talked with me I really don’t take kindly to my kid calling me that because he believes something that isn’t true.
Edited 29 seconds laterJust remembered that Aidan called me a bum. at first I didn’t know what he said. so I asked him to repeat it and he said it really loud and I got it. And I said why am I a bum, he said because you’re taking half of mom’s money/stuff. I reminded him that California is a 50-50 state and no fault. So it doesn’t matter what anybody does it gets split down the middle. And then I reminded him that I didn’t want this and that if your mom wanted to keep everything she should’ve come and sat down at the table and talked with me I really don’t take kindly to my kid calling me that because he believes something that isn’t true.

Aug 30, 2024 5:34:59 PM Me


and to have your kid call you a bum when you’re unemployed and homeless and going through this shit, I really just didn’t need that

Aug 30, 2024 5:35:44 PM Me


I mean it’s obvious I’m a fucking bum if you look at my situation, I just don’t need to be told to my face

Aug 30, 2024 5:36:11 PM Me


everybody thinks I sit on my ass every day

Aug 30, 2024 5:39:25 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211


He just doesn’t get it & he’s probably hurt 😞

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Aug 30, 2024 5:42:49 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 37 seconds) +15184516476


Bert you have a support system here come home

Aug 30, 2024 5:46:34 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Plz 🥰 Mom & Dad

Aug 30, 2024 5:47:49 PM Me


Sadly I will get depressed if I come back. That’s going backwards not forward for me.

Aug 30, 2024 5:48:18 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Not really

Aug 30, 2024 5:49:11 PM Me


I know my brain. I’ve been with it a while 🤣

Aug 30, 2024 5:50:59 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211


Fresh start, clean slate 😃

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Aug 30, 2024 6:54:09 PM Me


Lennon

Aug 31, 2024 12:13:21 PM Me



10% charge left in my head 😝🤣

Aug 31, 2024 5:32:14 PM Me


A tiny older woman, prob, late 70s, tall as my armpit walks up to me while I was getting computer out of car. “Sir, could you spare a few dollars, I’m trying to stay in a hotel tonight.” Check my pockets and only cash I have was $2 Pulled out the $2 and gave it to her. She immediately says thank you. I say you’re welcome and then go back to getting my stuff. She stood there a moment in silence and then said/mumbled something. It wasn’t clear so I asked her to repeat it. “Won’t you need the money?” To which I replied, no no I’ll be good. She gave a smile said thank you again. I was back in the car and had some change, not much, but something. Scraped it up turned around and she was a football field away.

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Aug 31, 2024 5:33:27 PM Me


Didn’t catch her because she was a fast walker with a metal grocery basket pulled from behind her.

Sep 01, 2024 1:06:48 PM Me




Got back up to platinum status again. Highest level. I had to hustle really hard to get enough orders to get over 101 month. That’s roughly averaging three a day over the course of 30 day. and the more days you miss the harder it is to get to 100 because the three you miss every day just to accumulate and you have to spread those over all the other days

Sep 01, 2024 8:23:01 PM Me


See my real-time location on Maps:

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Sep 01, 2024 8:23:25 PM Me


I’m walking along the beach or rather the coast

Sep 02, 2024 8:15:21 PM Me


Today was good. Showered 😁

Sep 02, 2024 8:48:23 PM Me



Front row at surfers point Everyones gone home for the holiday

Sep 03, 2024 9:04:22 AM Me


Just posted this as a reply to the WORLDS leading UX author/writer/speaker Jakob Nielsen. I’ve known of him since the 90s and he’s regarded far and wide a one of, if not the, top voice in my field. He just posted something really obtuse and I had to reply. He was talking about paying a $15 fee to watch the online converence insinuating that its “laughably cheap” for people in rich countries….

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I’m the first comment on the article. Lets see what happens. Its seen by tens of thousands of people.

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I went and threw darts for an hour tonight and while practicing my bull eyes I hit a triple red bit. I’ve only done this one other time in my life.

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Sep 04, 2024 10:52:04 AM Me


Darragh sent me his class list

Sep 04, 2024 10:52:07 AM Me


Im taking Econ, art history, media and rhetoric, and English

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Sep 04, 2024 7:35:46 PM Me


Fast Signs in Ventura has an opening and just applied. Also applying to FedEx in Oxnard and Colorad

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Only got $8 ☹️

Sep 05, 2024 10:44:14 AM Me


App is in with FedEx

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Love that meme. You dont see him at all, until he’s all there is on screen. There’s one a little longer than this where you see him twiddle his fingers as he waves at you. 🤣

Happy Birthday Mom!🎂🎉🥃

Sep 06, 2024 8:45:04 AM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211


👍

Sep 06, 2024 9:26:01 AM Me


Love that meme. You dont see him at all, until he’s all there is on screen. There’s one a little longer than this where you see him twiddle his fingers as he waves at you. 🤣
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I spent from 9 AM to 4 PM today at my storage unit because of pipe had leak and water got on some of my stuff and ruined it. Fortunately I pay the extra 10 or 15 bucks a month for insurance so my stuff is covered. I spoke to the people at storage today and I was happy to hear that the insurance company is very fast and issue checks very fast. She was even surprised at how quick they are. And she said She heard that from another tenant at the storage place who had to go through getting coverage on some stuff. So that is good news at least in terms of getting reimbursed for some of this All the clothes you see were in one of those cardboard boxes the entire box was a giant sponge when I picked it up it squeezed water out the bottom and weighed probably 100 pounds

Sep 06, 2024 6:20:29 PM Me


So I’m gonna go through all that stuff you see drying in the sun and get prices on that. It’s all soaked with rust water and black water from the pipes

Sep 06, 2024 6:20:48 PM Me


Most of it’s my Patagonia and cool clothing. Each piece of clothing is 60 to 100 bucks and there’s a lot of clothes on the ground there
Edited 12 seconds laterMost of it’s my Patagonia and Kühl clothing. Each piece of clothing is 60 to 100 bucks and there’s a lot of clothes on the ground there

Sep 06, 2024 6:21:48 PM Me


You have to enter in each item one at a time on their website. But I think it will be worth my time. In one of my boxes was an IBM ThinkPad and two iPads and those got wet. So those are going in for reimbursement as well.

Sep 06, 2024 6:22:10 PM Me


I could possibly end up with over $1000

Sep 06, 2024 6:22:18 PM Me


Simply because of the electronics

Sep 06, 2024 6:22:39 PM Me


PS. Mom I hope you had a good day today🥳
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Sep 06, 2024 6:23:57 PM +15185908211


Tks good luck 🍀

Sep 06, 2024 6:31:15 PM +15182388114


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Sep 06, 2024 7:00:29 PM Me


114 ojai 74 ventura

Sep 06, 2024 7:00:47 PM +15182388114


Temp?

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Sep 06, 2024 7:02:11 PM +15185908211


Woah 🤪🥵

Sep 06, 2024 7:03:25 PM +15185908211


You live in the desert 🌵 what do you expect 🤬

Sep 06, 2024 7:03:40 PM Me


I was up in Ojai at my storage place and then took a shower at my friend Sherry’s. She was in my wedding. And I just drove down here not paying attention to the temp gauge but I knew what the temp was in Ojai at storage and I am down in the surfers Point area 40° difference

Sep 06, 2024 7:03:49 PM Me


🤯

Sep 06, 2024 7:04:01 PM Me


I’ve seen 30° difference I’ve never seen 40

Sep 06, 2024 7:04:15 PM Me


I have seen Ojai go from 55 to 110

Sep 06, 2024 7:04:33 PM +15185908211


🤔

Sep 06, 2024 7:04:46 PM Me


45 to 90 too

Sep 06, 2024 7:05:06 PM +15185908211


Yikes 😱

Sep 06, 2024 7:05:35 PM Me


Its the way the valley is aligned relative to the coast. It’s not in line with the coast it’s like a boomerang shape you kind of go in from Ventura and then hook up Ojai and that Valley

Sep 06, 2024 7:06:03 PM Me


The cool wind from down here never reaches the valley up there because the corridor is too windy

Sep 06, 2024 7:06:10 PM Me


Too many hills in the way

Sep 06, 2024 7:06:16 PM Me


Mountains rather

Sep 06, 2024 7:06:41 PM Me


The kind of mountains that are around Ojai that’s what’s blocking the Ventura win

Sep 06, 2024 7:06:58 PM Me


💨🍃

Sep 06, 2024 7:07:07 PM +15185908211


Oh yea, like here in the valley we sometimes miss a lot of bad weather

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Sep 06, 2024 7:07:22 PM Me


Same

Sep 06, 2024 7:07:35 PM Me


It will hit Santa Barbara or go down and hit Los Angeles

Sep 06, 2024 7:07:52 PM Me


Too many mountains between Ojai and the ocean

Sep 06, 2024 7:07:57 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Ditto

Sep 06, 2024 7:08:16 PM Me


114 keeps the tourists away though. Only the townies can deal with that kind of stuff

Sep 06, 2024 7:08:33 PM Me


I’d like to consider myself a Tony see and I lived in this area now for 25 years
Edited 10 seconds laterI’d like to consider myself a townie see and I lived in this area now for 25 years
Edited 16 seconds laterI’d like to consider myself a townie I lived in this area now for 25 years

Sep 06, 2024 7:09:38 PM +15185908211


Mountains so high & valleys so low, remember that song 🤔

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I have to say since being out from the bubble of Thacher and Ojai, hanging out and Ventura a lot I really like it here. The weather is great the people are chill and it’s very California surf vibe Ventura I like that level of chill energy

Sep 06, 2024 7:11:56 PM Me


Here you go mom Happy Birthday!! The original song with Marvin Gaye and Terry Terrell. I heard the story about her she was a really great young vocalist who died at a really young age she actually died before Marvin Gaye and she’s the one with the incredible voice in this song
Edited 46 seconds laterHere you go mom Happy Birthday!! The original song with Marvin Gaye and Tammy Terrell. I heard the story about her she was a really great young vocalist who died at a really young age she actually died before Marvin Gaye and she’s the one with the incredible voice in this song

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This would be the version you remember from the radio when you were young

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Marvin Gay

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Yes fantastic

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That’s what eats at me. I identify with Spock in a deep way logically. When things simply don’t make sense, no amount of spin, magic thinking, or magic words will sway me. It either IS or IS NOT No gray area in Logic.

Sep 07, 2024 10:22:24 AM Me


There are things called “logic gates” because things are A or B — that’s it. None of this… well there could be a C, or a T or a Q show up, or some shit that no one has heard of in their life, or someone behaving counter to their core personality. No they won’t its A or B. Thanks for coming to my TED Talk.
Edited 22 seconds laterThere are things called “logic gates” because things are A or B — that’s it. None of this… well there could be a C, or a T or a Q show up, or some shit that no one has heard of in their life. No they won’t its A or B. Thanks for coming to my TED Talk.

Sep 07, 2024 11:23:42 AM Me



True. There are many things I can reflect on last summer that had I started last year those ideas now would either be realized or 80 to 90% of the way there. The lesson, don’t wait

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Wow. He makes an incredible point. One would think with all that the Israeli and Jewish people have suffered at the hands of others over time that they would see what they are doing to Palestinians is no different than what was done to them. I agree with this MP

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I should start a crazy DoorDash order Instagram channel. Here’s my example. Right this minute I have one bag of Doritos and two bags of taco chips that I picked up by In-N-Out Burger at surf liquor. A small liquor store by the ocean. I’m taking these three bag of chips11 miles to Port Hueneme. I’m getting paid $13 to drive these chips 11 miles.

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Sep 08, 2024 11:31:17 AM Me


The store owner and I were talking about all the crazy things people order. He told me someone ordered a one dollar shot of vodka and had it delivered

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Sep 08, 2024 11:31:50 AM Me


I’ve taken some things 1015 miles when it’s literally within a mile of them walking to it or driving to it

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That’s so sad. However it is life, death is life

Sep 09, 2024 5:04:08 PM Me



Baby frenchies are impossibly cute

Sep 09, 2024 5:04:39 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 44 seconds) +15182388114


Yes and expensive

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Walking dog boat from Colorado on docs

Sep 09, 2024 5:06:46 PM Me


I know where that is.

Sep 09, 2024 5:07:39 PM Me


Mom, check this out, 100 kids vs 3 professionals full field. Hilarious. I think there’s another from Japan

Sep 09, 2024 5:07:44 PM Me


Sep 09, 2024 5:08:02 PM Me


Stadium FULL of fans

Sep 09, 2024 5:08:39 PM Me


Would be GREAT halftime show for every club to do that for local clubs. Kids will never forgwt that

Sep 09, 2024 5:10:26 PM Me


Reminds me of taking Declan and his Fusion team to where LA GALAXYs home field. Declan scored our only goal that day. He was 10 or 11. I have photos. If I remember all photo from that day. It’s not him scoring but it’s just his little face

Sep 09, 2024 5:15:02 PM Me


We also got a grand tour of the stadium a different time and got into locker room. When Robbie Keane was playing up top. Wow, forgot all this until just now.

Sep 09, 2024 5:15:37 PM Me


10+ yrs ago Another life

Sep 09, 2024 8:44:50 PM Me








Photos from sunset tonight. Will post some to Instagram 😁 Hope you like them. Ps. Windy here 💨 see the flag

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Beautiful 😻 I see the moon in the back my 49 ers are winning so far 29 13 Jets 😃

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good one.

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Second golden retriever on the right… watch

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Sep 10, 2024 6:01:15 PM Me


So cute

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Sep 11, 2024 3:38:20 PM Me


that’s a good one russ

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Sep 11, 2024 4:58:08 PM Me


Just had a phone interview with a guy named Sam who owns a company in Carbondale Colorado called Hygenix.

Sep 11, 2024 4:59:59 PM Me


It was a 40 min call, went well from my perspective. Following up with him now sending some other design samples. My website is only custom software. I have lots of other projects from the past, like Canon Packaging and Thacher stuff I designed. And so many websites from the past.

Sep 11, 2024 5:00:31 PM Me


The was the first interview where I got off after the first call thinking this could go farther.

Sep 11, 2024 5:00:59 PM Me


Hung up the phone with him, looked down at the screen and see this…

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Mom tell aunt pat to hit the rosary for me a few times

Sep 11, 2024 5:03:56 PM Me


😊

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Yes & me too

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Saw this BEAUTIFUL CHEVY delivering today. Late 50s

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Dodger blue and white. All white interior

Sep 12, 2024 2:24:32 PM Me


Looks mint

Sep 12, 2024 2:24:53 PM Me


Like it was great grandma’s car left in the garage at the lake house and people forgot about it for 50 years

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Sweet

Sep 12, 2024 2:25:30 PM Me


I could see you driving that mom

Sep 12, 2024 5:30:29 PM Me



Tap 9 Every Thirstday $3.77 😃 Rotating Keg Pomegranite/Raspberry Mexican Lager Magnifique!!! 2 more stamps and I get to keep the glass :-)

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👍 enjoy

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Tonight is starting night of the fall dart league season for teams. I had the two top rated players in the County both wanted me on their team I am on Tim’s team who is an Englishman and a Rastafarian. He’s pretty cool and my team captain #2 in the county, he has a high 50s low 60 50 one average which is damn good just under entry-level pro

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Sep 12, 2024 10:41:55 PM Me


Our team won our first match tonight!! I closed out on 23 and 40 tonight to win a couple big matches Tim(2) and I (16) won 501 doubles against Brett (1) and Davian (18) to close out the match. Had the game winner first game It was a great start to the season 😁

Sep 13, 2024 3:29:08 PM Me


Score card from last night.

Sep 13, 2024 3:29:38 PM Me


Won all four of my games last night. My games outlines red

Sep 13, 2024 3:44:06 PM Me


— Interview Update -- Got word today from the owner, who I interviewed with, that he's looking over the additional design work I sent over to him and said he'll get back in touch on Monday. I know he's eager to hire. He's wearing too many hats and he knows it. Its what is slowing him down. He needs to be out doing sales and business development

Sep 13, 2024 3:45:06 PM Me


If I spent half a day with him I could already start taking things off his plate.

Sep 13, 2024 3:46:04 PM Me


If he does hire me, and I’m having fun, I may work there until they send me to pasture.

Sep 13, 2024 3:46:38 PM Me


I think Darrell would agree, Carbondale wouldn’t be a bad place to be — although I can’t speak to winter.

Sep 13, 2024 3:47:17 PM Me


East Coasters:

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Sep 13, 2024 3:47:41 PM Me


that’s Mt Sopris in the image. You see it everywhere from town.

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Look at this picture of sunset that I just caught. 3 gulls of SeaGulls

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Beautifu

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Sep 14, 2024 12:13:19 AM +15182388114


Really Taylor Quiff who cares she’s a celebrity who is out of touch with reality what does her opinion matter

Sep 14, 2024 12:16:09 AM Me


The legions of swifties. 200 million of them matter

Sep 14, 2024 12:16:39 AM Me


I could care less about her celebrity and her music but there is no denying her influence like it or not

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🤣 she is a tool

Sep 14, 2024 12:20:54 AM Me


No this is a Tool 🤣🤣🤣

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Fuzzy hat season is back. Just took the pic @ starbucks We’re in a 60° cloud of wet today. I think summer, for locals, is in the rearview weather wise.

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Not here 80s sunny

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Trim baby trim,

I just went to barber got edged up starting my beard

Sep 14, 2024 11:04:33 AM Me


Yes, glasses are that scratched. Would ❤️ surgically implanted lenses

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daily email from one of my meditation teachers.

Sep 14, 2024 11:52:21 AM Me


“ The end of the difficult hike will bring you to a beautiful place. Be patient and keep walking. "

Sep 14, 2024 11:53:40 AM Me


how can I NOT read into that message?!?! Hiking!?!?! Could have put any other activity in there, but its one of the top things I love to do in this existence, and I’ve lived those hiking moments.

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Wow 🤯

Sep 14, 2024 11:59:18 AM Me


👀 👀 👀

Sep 14, 2024 11:56:23 AM Me


And what I’ve been enduring would certainly qualify in the “difficult hike” analogy category

Sep 14, 2024 11:59:18 AM Me


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Read the song list, zoom in they’re all my hits

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I did that’s why I was laughing

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One of my favorites, where is the game can I play

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my reference image for comparison

Sep 15, 2024 10:53:30 AM Me


tried to get the eyebrow and expression the same

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GM

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GM

Sep 16, 2024 9:10:51 AM Me


So much wisdom in the microwave man

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Great character, great wisdom in every episode. Only 15-30secs 😊

Sep 16, 2024 10:19:54 AM Me


FYI — 1 BR 1 BA Apt Portside in Ventura. $3300 per MONTH

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Yikes, out of range for me, sounds like a mortgage pmt

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Ridiculous. Why the hell do you stay out there?

Sep 16, 2024 10:46:59 AM Me


there’s a ballot measure out here this november to put rent checks in place.

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Wow. That’s rent here for a 3bd,3bath house here.

Sep 17, 2024 8:42:34 AM Me


— Hola Dad, Best wishes for a smooth and safe procedure this morning! You’ll be ticking along smoothly before you know it. 😊❤️
Sent with Balloons

Sep 17, 2024 9:19:10 AM Me


— was just thinking. Pretty soon Dad will be able to… “Take a licking and keep on ticking!” 🤣🤣🤣

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Not colorado job, but another I applied for. Cant have everything in one basket. Won’t stop until I have a signed contract.

Sep 18, 2024 7:55:16 AM Me


GM

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Sep 18, 2024 8:09:19 AM Me


How is dad feeling? Has he started doing all the housework mom now that he has so much energy back ?

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Srsly hope u feel much better dad 😊

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Here’s to a quick recovery 😀

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He said he is sore& hurts but no pain, like. Getting shot, he ate breakfast & now is resting 😴, doing well Me

Sep 18, 2024 8:34:21 AM Me


But does he feel more energy?

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I don’t know yet? Will let you know when he’s up & moving

Sep 18, 2024 8:36:27 AM Me


Maybe be able to walk farther. More walks in future perhaps? No driving 👀

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Yes

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No no driving until he sees the Dr on the 27

Sep 18, 2024 2:14:37 PM Me


Hi, how goes things for Dad?

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He’s doing pretty good, been good all day, just took a shower 🚿 , on the mend ❤️‍🩹 , Lv Mom

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Glad to hear it.

Sep 18, 2024 2:44:15 PM Me


— I play a make up singles league match. This is my first time playing in singles league — up against all the best players in the county. Tonight I play Tim. —He’s currently #2 in the county. — He won summer league by ALOT. — He talks lots of smack 🤣 — He’s from England — He has a weird, but interesting, way of throwing darts —He had long dreadlocks and is a proclaimed Rastaman, and its the name on his jersey —Should be fun Best of 11

Sep 18, 2024 2:44:26 PM Me


5:30 pacific

Sep 18, 2024 2:44:33 PM Me


keep ya posted

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So 🎯

Sep 18, 2024 8:32:11 PM Me


I lost my match to Tim the number two in the county he swept me 11 games to nil That said there were three games where I was ahead and had a chance to shoot and win the game in each one of those games and just missed and he stepped up and won the game so even though it’s a sweep I could have won three of those games And it could’ve been 11 to 3. This is a guy who has roughly a 60 point average for three darts which if you’re an amateur that is high high-level amateur because once you get into 70 and low 80s you’re at low end of the pros

Sep 18, 2024 8:33:52 PM Me


Out of the 11 games only three I had below a 40 average for three Darts two of the games I had a 50 and 64 average for three Darts. My game is getting better in terms of consistency and scoring which is excellent because I get myself into winning positions a lot, however my inability to finish the game costs me far too much

Sep 18, 2024 8:34:23 PM Me


And as you know from watching as much soccer as you have in your lives if you miss your chances and give someone else a chance they typically punish you

Sep 18, 2024 8:34:57 PM Me


For me Darts fits in like Soccer. I am really competitive and want to win but if I don’t it’s not the end of the world

Sep 18, 2024 9:44:22 PM Me



Not since when I was a kid having a pocket me not had money in my pocket

Sep 19, 2024 10:39:19 AM Me



After first week of singles I am top 10 in County, #8

Sep 19, 2024 10:39:34 AM Me


I’ll enjoy it now. 😊

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Sep 19, 2024 11:11:51 AM Me


So I have tried having Russ help me deposit the insurance check, and Darrell tried as well but both one not cash third-party checks. So I was able to schedule the last appointment available at the Ventura County credit union for tomorrow, Friday at 2:30 PM. I went through the online process of signing up but funding the account by check is not available Online. It will be when I walk into the branch because I can hand them the physical check and they can run all the magic numbers. So I finally have a way to do this BUT not until tomorrow.

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If you signed up online you should be able to just go in today and deposit check why do you need an appt?

Sep 19, 2024 11:23:48 AM Me


form final submission did not happen

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Worth a quick stop by the bank

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form final submission did not happen
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Sep 19, 2024 11:24:06 AM Me


they have none of my info in the DB

Sep 19, 2024 11:24:22 AM Me


So I have to go in and sit with someone, show them my license, etc.

Sep 19, 2024 11:24:39 AM Me


Just takes in person time I was hoping to avoid if at all possible

Sep 19, 2024 11:24:53 AM Me


So I do it tomorrow and its done.

Sep 19, 2024 11:25:21 AM Me


Then I have a new checking acct that is not with WellsFargo (where Liz&I banked since the beginning)

Sep 19, 2024 11:25:56 AM Me


And then I can mobile deposit checks thru their app going forward once I’m onboard tomorrow

Sep 19, 2024 11:26:26 AM Me


— In person they can validate the paper check I have in hand. Makes bankers happy 😊

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How much did you get in insurance and are you now moving to Colorado or home with the proceeds and if not why not

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Insurance check was $2k I’m waiting to hear from business in Carbondale. If I dont hear today I will reach out at EOD before going offline. Proceeds will make payments for car, car insurance, storage, cell phone. Whatever is left (will be under $1k) I’ll use to get me from here to CO. If I don’t happen to get the Carbondale job I’ll need to hit the ground at get a job local and simply keep my search going.

Sep 19, 2024 12:31:15 PM Me


If Carbondale doesnt happen I’ll likely be in Longmont if Don will put up with my California free spirit liberalism 🤣🤣🤣 Once I know what’s up with Carbondale, I’ll be reaching out to Tree and Don, or not. And I hope not. I would like this job because its a startup and I like the challenge.

Sep 19, 2024 12:32:29 PM Me


I’d likely have to keep doing to car living thing until I have enough to pay first/last months rent and get my own place. Probably 2 months.

Sep 19, 2024 12:33:25 PM Me


As an old cowboy I know used to say to any question... Either it will, or it wont.

Sep 19, 2024 12:34:49 PM Me


once I know you will know, trust me If I get an offer I imagine I’ll feel some happiness. I’m simply mentally prepared for either outcome and have to accept it no matter.

Sep 20, 2024 12:29:37 PM Me


I did a thing for a blog post.

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my homage to the photo format of the infamous Playboy interview layout. This visual representation of the person being interviewed became part of the design language

Sep 20, 2024 12:31:55 PM Me


— “The best life is the one in which the creative impulses play the largest part and the possessive impulses the smallest.”​ — Bertrand Russell

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there is typically a method behind any madness -Me

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Olive what you did there 🤣

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from an album cover

Sep 21, 2024 9:37:33 AM Me


GM east coast cloudy morning here. headed up to Ojai later this afternoon to see if there are smaller storage units free. Going to see about going thru it all and only keeping whats essential. No need to keep things I can replace for under $100 or arent sentimental. could cut monthly storage fee in half. I already have Declan on deck to help me with all the moving of stuff. regardless, I need to go thru the stuff and weed it out — no mercy mom! 🤣🤣🤣

Sep 21, 2024 9:38:07 AM Me


go from 5’ x 10’ down to 5x5

Sep 21, 2024 9:39:12 AM Me


I have desk, cabinets, a table, etc if your brain is wondering why I have 5x10. Its the boxes of misc 💩 that need going thru

Sep 21, 2024 9:40:28 AM Me


another rejection, this is NOT Colorado. Still waiting to hear on that one. Just showing that the search is always on.

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Sep 21, 2024 1:50:38 PM Me


Just letting you all know that my phone is now on mint not T-Mobile so I was able to get that taken care of

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just finished the first dash I could get and made just about 20 bucks in one hour. So that pays to charge my car and doing my wash  😁

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What happened to the extra money I loaned you

Sep 21, 2024 5:15:33 PM Me


I still have that, but dont need to touch it. I can save it for travel hopefully. That way the money I earned now keeps paying until I can get to October 3

Sep 21, 2024 5:16:18 PM Me


Then I can pay everybody back pay the car and get on the road God willing and the creeks don’t rise river

Sep 21, 2024 5:16:32 PM Me


🏞️🦦

Sep 21, 2024 7:13:25 PM Me


— You sure did Mama!

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😁

Sep 21, 2024 7:15:13 PM Me


Have a listen, great Americana tune

Sep 21, 2024 7:15:52 PM +15185908211


Cool 😎

Sep 21, 2024 7:16:59 PM Me


1978, april 12 8 days after dads 31st birthday

Sep 21, 2024 7:17:17 PM Me


Date of that recording

Sep 21, 2024 7:17:36 PM Me


At Duke University

Sep 21, 2024 7:17:52 PM +15185908211


A ha

Sep 21, 2024 7:19:21 PM Me


It’s funny because there are so many recordings of concerts they played in the 70s in the Northeast. Maine New Hampshire Vermont Massachusetts Rhode Island Connecticut and all over New York. They played everywhere at small venues. I so wish you had taken me to dead shows when I was a kid 😆

Sep 21, 2024 7:20:19 PM Me


I still live by the mantra, and I know Russ does, if it’s too loud you are too old

Sep 21, 2024 7:21:16 PM +15185908211


Haha 🤣 🤪

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My old school homies always hang out with me when I play darts. I talked to them sometimes when I make a good shot

Sep 22, 2024 2:06:02 PM Me



At Lisa’s Cantina after helping me with the storage space I’ll be cleaning that up this week and moving it into a 5by5

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Declna not smiling cuz mouth full of nachos

Sep 22, 2024 2:07:18 PM +15185908211


He looks 🥱

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Oh

Sep 22, 2024 3:52:42 PM Me


Have an outline schedule for now until my target departure. — General Schedule (before October 4/5): • Storage Unit Downsizing: Dedicate at least 2-3 hours daily for downsizing. If the unit is large or complex, focus on one section each day to avoid burnout. • DoorDashing: Set aside 1-2 hours for DoorDash, depending on your work goals. • Online Work: Use the remaining hours for online work and ideas, ideally blocking time to focus on specific projects. Sample Daily Schedule: 1. Morning (7 AM - 9 AM): • Start with a relaxing activity like meditation, stretching, or yoga. • Spend 2 hours downsizing at the storage unit. 2. Late Morning (9:30 AM - 11 AM): • DoorDash for 1-2 hours, as needed for income goals. 3. Afternoon (12 PM - 4 PM): • Block out 3-4 hours for online work and content creation. • Include your Pomodoro breaks and a lunch/meditation break (30 min). 4. Evening (4:30 PM - 6 PM): • Additional DoorDash time (if needed). • Plan travel details for the trip or unwind for the day.

Sep 22, 2024 3:53:00 PM Me


— Sample Route Breakdown: • Leg 1: Ojai, CA to Barstow, CA (~120 miles) • Stop in Barstow: Charge up and grab a meal. • Leg 2: Barstow, CA to Las Vegas, NV (~160 miles with a stop midway) • Stop halfway (Victorville, CA): Charge up briefly, then continue to Vegas for a longer stop. • Leg 3: Las Vegas, NV to St. George, UT (~130 miles) • Stop in St. George: Another good spot to fully charge and rest. • Leg 4: St. George, UT to Grand Junction, CO (~180 miles with a stop) • Stop midway (Cedar City, UT): Charge, stretch, and prepare for the final leg. • Leg 5: Grand Junction, CO to Glenwood Springs, CO (~90 miles) • Final stop in Glenwood Springs.

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👍. , sounds like a good plan, did you hear from that co in Colorado? The start up co

Sep 22, 2024 3:57:09 PM +15185908211


If. Not touch base with them

Sep 22, 2024 3:57:40 PM Me


I’ve been drafting a following up email with Darrell — I made edits and waiting to hear his reply on what I did.

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Sep 22, 2024 10:01:03 PM Me


Tonight I was thinking about the next steps with the divorce now that I received the paperwork from Elizabeth. I asked AI what the next steps were and what I should be taking care of and this is what it told me. Mind you this is a specific AI that is considered a family lawyer in California. It is Fine tuned to know everything about divorce and everything possible in California

Sep 22, 2024 10:01:09 PM Me


Here it is

Sep 22, 2024 10:01:12 PM Me


In your situation, it sounds like your wife (the respondent) has already filed a response to the divorce petition, agreeing to it, which is a positive step toward an uncontested divorce. Since she hasn't provided all her financial disclosures yet, here's a general overview of what your next steps could be: ### 1. **Wait for Financial Disclosures (If Not Yet Exchanged)** - **Preliminary Declaration of Disclosure**: In a California divorce, both spouses must complete and exchange financial disclosures, which include income, assets, debts, and expenses. These are required before finalizing a divorce. - Since your wife hasn’t yet provided her financial information, she still needs to complete and serve her **Preliminary Declaration of Disclosure** (Form FL-140) along with Form **FL-142** (Schedule of Assets and Debts) and **FL-150** (Income and Expense Declaration). - If you haven’t already, you should ensure that you have also served your financial disclosures. ### 2. **Prepare for Discovery (If Necessary)** - If you need more detailed information from your wife (like specific documents related to assets), you can request formal **discovery**. Discovery includes things like requests for documents or interrogatories (written questions), but this may not be necessary if both of you are cooperating and providing full disclosure voluntarily. ### 3. **Work Toward a Settlement** - If both of you are generally in agreement about the terms of the divorce (division of property, debts, spousal support, etc.), you can work together to draft a **Marital Settlement Agreement** (MSA). - The MSA outlines how you will divide your assets and debts, handle spousal support, and any other relevant matters. - Once this is agreed upon and signed, it can be submitted to the court to be included in your final judgment. ### 4. **File Remaining Paperwork with the Court** - Once all the required disclosures are exchanged and any necessary agreements (like the MSA) are in place, you will need to prepare the following documents to move forward with finalizing your divorce: - **Judgment (FL-180)**: This form finalizes the divorce. - **Notice of Entry of Judgment (FL-190)**: This document officially notifies both parties when the divorce is finalized. - **Appearance, Stipulations, and Waivers (FL-130)**: This can be used if you're agreeing to proceed without a court appearance. - If you have a full agreement, you can ask the court for a **default judgment with an agreement**, which means the judge can finalize your divorce based on your mutual agreement without a hearing. ### 5. **File a Request to Enter Default (If She Delays)** - Since it has been 32 days and if she delays providing her financial disclosures much longer or doesn’t fully respond, you can file a **Request to Enter Default** (FL-165). This would move the case forward without her participation. However, this step is only advisable if cooperation breaks down. ### 6. **Attend Hearings (If Necessary)** - If there are any unresolved issues or if the court requires, you may need to attend a court hearing to finalize the divorce. --- ### To Summarize Your Next Steps: 1. **Ensure your wife serves her financial disclosures** (if she hasn’t already). 2. **Exchange your financial disclosures** if not done. 3. Work toward a **Marital Settlement Agreement** (if you’re both in agreement on terms). 4. Prepare and file the necessary **final judgment forms** (like FL-180 and FL-190) to finalize the divorce. 5. If she delays too long, consider filing a **Request to Enter Default** to keep the process moving. It’s a good idea to keep track of deadlines and ensure both sides are moving forward. If any complications arise, consulting a family law attorney in Ventura County may be helpful, especially when it comes to finalizing any agreements or navigating the procedural steps.

Sep 22, 2024 10:02:43 PM Me


I then asked it about me being homeless for the past year and a half and being unemployed and going through this and that I am homeless at her request. And asked the AI if there was anything I could do to get any kind of financial support. Here is what it told me. And I will tell you tomorrow I will be on this like a fly to shit

Sep 22, 2024 10:03:04 PM Me


I'm really sorry to hear about your difficult situation. It’s tough to navigate both personal and legal challenges like this, but there may be ways the court can address your financial needs. In California, you have the option to file for **temporary spousal support** and possibly other forms of financial relief while your divorce is pending. Here’s an outline of the steps you can take: ### 1. **File a Request for Order (RFO) for Temporary Spousal Support** - If you haven’t already requested it, you can file a **Request for Order (Form FL-300)** to ask the court for temporary spousal support. This can provide financial support from your spouse while the divorce is still in progress. - Spousal support (also known as alimony) is often awarded when one spouse has been financially dependent on the other during the marriage. - In your case, being unemployed and homeless while your wife has provided no financial support is a key factor the court will consider. You should make sure to detail your current living conditions, lack of employment, and any disparity in income between you and your wife in the RFO. ### 2. **Provide an Income and Expense Declaration** - You will need to fill out an **Income and Expense Declaration (Form FL-150)** to show your financial situation (your income, or lack thereof, living expenses, etc.). This is an important part of your request for temporary spousal support. - Even though you’re unemployed, this form allows you to show your living situation (living in your car, lack of income, etc.) and demonstrate the financial need for support. ### 3. **Detail Your Circumstances in a Declaration** - In addition to the forms, you can attach a personal **declaration** (a written statement) explaining your situation in detail. This can include: - The fact that you’ve been homeless for 18 months and living in your car. - The circumstances of your unemployment. - Any efforts you’ve made to seek help from your spouse for financial support and her refusal to assist. - Be specific about how long you've been living in your car and why. If your wife has directly requested or forced you to leave the home, that’s important information to include. ### 4. **Request Attorney’s Fees (If Applicable)** - In addition to spousal support, if your wife has access to more financial resources than you do, you may also request that she cover **attorney’s fees** (if you need to hire one). This is done through the same **Request for Order** (FL-300). Courts in California often award attorney's fees to one party if there is a financial imbalance between spouses, as in your case. ### 5. **Ask for a Court Hearing** - Once you file the RFO, the court will schedule a hearing. At this hearing, both sides will present their case, and you’ll have the opportunity to explain your financial need to the judge. You can ask for **emergency spousal support** in the meantime, though getting this approved depends on the court’s schedule and whether they deem it an urgent matter. ### 6. **Consider a Legal Aid or Low-Cost Lawyer** - Since your resources are extremely limited, you can also explore options for **legal aid**. There are nonprofit organizations and legal clinics that help low-income individuals with divorce and family law matters at low or no cost. In Ventura County, some places to explore include: - **Ventura County Bar Association (VCBA)**: They often provide low-cost legal advice or referrals to pro bono attorneys. - **Ventura County Legal Aid, Inc.**: They provide free legal services to low-income individuals and may be able to help with your spousal support request. ### To Summarize Your Actions: 1. **File a Request for Order (FL-300)** asking for temporary spousal support. 2. Submit an **Income and Expense Declaration (FL-150)** to show your financial needs. 3. Write a **declaration** explaining your current living situation (homelessness) and lack of support. 4. **File for attorney’s fees** if you believe your wife has more financial resources than you. 5. **Seek legal aid** if you need assistance filing the paperwork or representing you in court. This can be a challenging process to navigate alone, but the court takes financial disparities seriously in divorce cases, and you should request the support you need. I hope these steps can help improve your situation.

Sep 23, 2024 2:21:04 PM Me


— Hi, got my daily rejection email. This one is from NBC. — Thank you for taking the time to apply for the ​UX/UI Designer - NBC Sports Next ​position at NBCUniversal. We have received and reviewed your resume and wanted to inform you that at this time we will not be moving forward with your candidacy.

Sep 23, 2024 2:57:12 PM (Read by you after 39 seconds) +15185908211


Yoda , do can 🤔. Can do 😌

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Just saw this. See these all the time, and I can honestly say they mean nothing. I’ve seen so many of them that if they meant something I would’ve experienced it by now

Sep 23, 2024 3:23:38 PM Me


I have hundreds of screen captures on my phone of these

Sep 23, 2024 3:24:25 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Maybe not?

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Sep 23, 2024 3:26:03 PM Me


94° sitting in my car in Ojai, no AC. 🥵

Sep 23, 2024 3:26:18 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


AC broken?

Sep 23, 2024 3:26:49 PM Me


No it’s not broken it’s just that it’s a giant suck on the battery and I don’t have enough resources to be running the AC all the time

Sep 23, 2024 3:27:11 PM Me


In fact I’ve never run the air-conditioning on this car other than to see if if it turns on.

Sep 23, 2024 3:28:02 PM +15185908211


That sounds weird, got to get a real car 🚘

Sep 23, 2024 3:28:24 PM Me


It’s not weird, if I had money I could run the AC. It’s that simple

Sep 23, 2024 3:29:41 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211


If car is cgd the air should work

Sep 23, 2024 3:29:54 PM +15185908211


That sucks

Sep 23, 2024 4:02:25 PM Me


— Just dashed 2-3pm because they said it was busy. I got zero deliveries $0 That’s what sucks

Sep 23, 2024 4:03:02 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211


Ooh

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put up a page on my website that has logos I’ve designed over the years

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Sep 27, 2024 9:06:55 AM (Read by you after 17 seconds) +15182388114



Mom me and Bert had this cut you owe us compensation 🤣

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Sep 28, 2024 3:12:10 PM Me


So good

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Sep 28, 2024 4:11:33 PM Me


This one is my fav

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Sep 28, 2024 6:04:00 PM Me


Margie and J. Bert did Declan text you today???

Sep 28, 2024 6:04:31 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


No

Sep 28, 2024 6:04:52 PM +15185908211


What’s up

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No
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What’s up
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I saw him today to pickup mail. He told me he has a JOB!

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Sep 28, 2024 6:07:41 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


😮

Sep 28, 2024 6:07:50 PM +15182388114


Where

Sep 28, 2024 6:08:44 PM Me


Westridge Deli Counter

Sep 28, 2024 6:08:28 PM Me


J. Bert you really can ask him for $10 now. And then say I heard you have a job how about $20 ? 😂😂🤣

Sep 28, 2024 6:08:44 PM Me


Westridge Deli Counter
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Sep 28, 2024 6:08:53 PM Me


Busy place

Sep 28, 2024 6:09:00 PM Me


A townie place

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Nice checkout or making sandwiches?

Sep 28, 2024 6:10:14 PM Me


Sandwich, slicing meats to order, and they handle the hot bar buffet

Sep 28, 2024 6:10:26 PM Me


Damn making me hungry

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Addy used to do that Mr sub

Sep 28, 2024 6:11:19 PM Me


Dashing this minute for a bit more then done for night.

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Sep 28, 2024 10:01:26 PM Me


Y’all know dis

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Sep 29, 2024 12:23:00 PM Me



Happy Sunday Great quotation on my horoscope page. Didn't know trees 🍃 did that. Incredible. They really are the Ents.

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🤣🤔

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my nugget of wisdom for ya today


…and the ability to meditate seated in stillness for long periods — in awareness with lovingkindness — your heart can open to the unknown and produce a lifelong companion of peace and compassion for oneself and others — Just posted this to Instagram 😊

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Of course im talking unknowns on a survival level Getting comfortable with the not knowing when it extends to untold time and distances is the deeper meaning for me

Sep 29, 2024 1:47:34 PM Me


K. More L8r

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When are you leaving for Colorado

Sep 29, 2024 1:58:23 PM Me


End of this upcoming week. Working on downsizing storage by giving things away or chucking it. Take some essentials with me and have 1/2 stuff for 1/2 the price. When I figure out where I’m going to be then I will move that stuff. But for now there is no reason for me to drag it all over the place

Sep 29, 2024 2:01:49 PM Me


heres another

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Sep 30, 2024 12:59:37 PM Me


— Police woke me up with flashlights shining in my car in middle of the night. Told me I cant park in an empty parking lot over night as I have for a year. Didnt argue, just said ok, and they left. Said they would ticket me if I was there overnight again. So now homelessness is a crime anywhere and everywhere I guess. Already looking over my shoulder everywhere I go. Anyhow, just more bullshit to deal with.

Sep 30, 2024 1:00:38 PM +15185908211


Yikes

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Yeah, good times. It’s already a PITA having to pick a spot to park and sleep every night. Its hard to find places where people dont hassle you, or you dont feel the major loser/failure vibes. Those vibes can be everywhere and I feel them alot.

Sep 30, 2024 1:01:26 PM Me


— I was just thinking that I cannot remember the last time I had a day I enjoyed. Probably before 2018. That’s the last time I can remember feeling as close to what neurotypicals call “normal.”

Sep 30, 2024 1:03:10 PM +15184516476


All the more incentive to move to Colorado or home

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Yeah, good times. It’s already a PITA having to pick a spot to park and sleep every night. Its hard to find places where people dont hassle you, or you dont feel the major loser/failure vibes. Those vibes can be everywhere and I feel them alot.
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— anyhow… not your problem

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Dad how was Dr follow up today?

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A ok

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That’s good to hear

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Still can’t drive for 2 weeks but everything looks good

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Oct 01, 2024 9:20:13 AM Me


— I am not well today. It’s in my stomach and then my head

Oct 01, 2024 9:21:01 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


You could use live health online

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$55 or less per visit. Board certified doctors who can send a script to pharmacy if needed

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No, what I got going on is mysterious it’s acid spitting up into my esophagus from my stomach. The flap on top of my stomach doesn’t close all the way so acid gets into my esophagus and eventually I’m gonna end up with cancer in my esophagus is what it boils down to

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Go to the ER they can’t refuse you medical treatment even without insurance

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You probably have Gerd

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Go to Wally World & ask pharmacist best to take over the counter for gerd

Oct 01, 2024 11:30:32 AM Me


i’m good. I’ve taken that med before. I end up with my breakfast still digesting at 8pm because I dont have enough stomach acid to break down my food.

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Oct 01, 2024 11:30:44 AM Me


Stuff is awful

Oct 01, 2024 11:31:05 AM Me


I’m ok. Have coffee in me now

Oct 01, 2024 11:31:17 AM Me


ACIDIC HOT WATER to the rescue

Oct 01, 2024 11:31:44 AM Me


amazing stat I saw this morning

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Oct 01, 2024 11:32:07 AM Me


UK shut down their last coal power plant today

Oct 01, 2024 11:32:38 AM Me


they dug up about 3 inches of the entire country over the course of industrial revolution until now

Oct 01, 2024 11:32:58 AM Me


that’s ALOT

Oct 01, 2024 4:12:16 PM Me


Got me a Five-pack in one drop here. All rejections.

Oct 02, 2024 4:53:38 PM Me


Had a former colleague who now workds here:

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Oct 02, 2024 4:53:51 PM Me


send me this opp:

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Oct 02, 2024 4:54:03 PM Me


already applying. right up my alley

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Training for match tomorrow against the bot. It pushed but i managed to stay on top Best of 21 and I came back from 2 or 3 games down.

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hi, gm. I’m able to access the money online today. Prooved it by buying a coffee just now. saved my day

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🙏

Oct 03, 2024 11:26:05 AM Me


storage and insurance next.

Oct 03, 2024 1:22:17 PM Me


storage paid.

Oct 03, 2024 3:08:20 PM Me



A literal worry wart on my toe. Never had it before this

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Looks like a blister

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That’s your brain it relocated 🤣

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Actually thats the hemroid I have from sitting in car so much

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Exactly the size it feels

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Actually thats the hemroid I have from sitting in car so much

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Need one More stamp and I’ve completed the card and get my commemorative glass. $3.77 for a beer every Thursday and you have no idea what you’re gonna get

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Got the final punch on the card. Got my glass, in the bag, and drawing twin peaks for a poster, t-shirt, sticker. If finishing the illustration isn't too bad I may do the Cheif, Topa Topa and Nordhoff peak

Oct 03, 2024 6:59:56 PM Me



Needs some fine tuning, but you certainly get the idea. This is a 3” sticker.

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Oct 04, 2024 8:59:26 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 3 minutes, 1 second) +15182388114


So what your saying is we need to go to Mexico come across as an illegal and then we will be financially set

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The stick, wrapped by his brother, paper, who sacrificed himself to the pulp to protect his brother, stick.

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Ok 🙄

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So what your saying is we need to go to Mexico come across as an illegal and then we will be financially set
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Oct 04, 2024 10:02:34 AM Me


yep

Oct 04, 2024 10:02:58 AM Me


— FYI - got a lead on a role this morning thru my NSA-JSC work.

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Oct 04, 2024 10:04:40 AM Me


The guy who posted knows the VP of Product and told him to look out for my submission. This role aligns really well with me. Fully remote The base salary range for this position is $135k - $175k, with growth potential. Stock options in our growing company 401(K) plan with employer matching Universal paid parental leave A variety of medical, dental, and vision insurance options An annual professional development stipend Flexible PTO, extended holiday breaks, summer Fridays, and “Focus Fridays” with minimal meetings throughout the year

Oct 04, 2024 10:05:11 AM Me


it would be nice to go from nada to this, or something similar

Oct 04, 2024 10:05:34 AM Me


I know I can knock this sh*t out of the park. Just need the chance

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I was curious about the team at this company..

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Oct 04, 2024 11:58:42 AM Me


— Made a trip detail for a drive to Colorado:

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My homie, Microwave Man with todays AWESOME message. Its like he’s speaking directly to me—YA HEARD?!?! ❤️

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Oct 05, 2024 8:48:32 AM Me


I love the Internet because it brought us great stuff like this. Bad stuff I could do without, but stuff like this and good meme’s are gold.

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Art I made today. picture - me poem - me mash up - me

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Deep🤔

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Deep thoughts by Bert Mahoney

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I mean Jack handy

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Day 2 of “Building E & Me”

Oct 05, 2024 10:08:59 AM Me



Picture of the new location. You can see that Declan helped me do all the heavy lifting yesterday. All the big stuff is in there Today I sift through the small stuff and fill in the holes It’s like playing Tetris

Oct 05, 2024 10:09:33 AM Me



This is what’s left to plow through. A good portion of this is clothing and tools. Plus I am selling the back thing you see under the dartboard, and all of that is going up with Declan until it sells

Oct 05, 2024 2:05:31 PM Me



I’m having a really hot time at storage today  🤣🤣

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Wow🙄

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Dads new look

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Ya mon Da Mayors Joint mon

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Oct 06, 2024 10:50:33 AM Me


— GM Its Sunday

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Oct 06, 2024 10:51:01 AM Me


no religion just facts for some

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todays insta

Oct 06, 2024 11:52:18 AM Me


binary message encoded in a UK Crop circle. Thought it apropos of my situation.

Oct 06, 2024 11:53:36 AM Me


Today should be my last day at storage. final storing in new smaller unit. deciding what to take in my car. plan on going light.

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— Old unit totally empty and swept Now trying to fit it all in to a 5x5

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Oct 06, 2024 4:43:45 PM (Read by you after 30 minutes, 47 seconds) +15182388114


Alea Goyette sent me this pic

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— GM. Darragh shared his new email address at L&C. — My Lewis and Clark email is lc24-0266@lclark.edu

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Oct 07, 2024 11:27:54 AM Me


hahaha


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— Little Dents Deciding to fix a big dent in a car isn’t perplexing. It’s an easy choice. There’s a huge dent, get it fixed. It’s the little dents that are a dilemma. But not fixing little dents means that pretty soon, we’re driving a car that we’re not happy with. Either that, or we define happiness as, “okay with little dents.” Fixing little dents is a commitment to quality, a constant quest against entropy as we seek to deliver with consistency. And living with dents is a way to focus on what really matters, not on what can be fixed.

Oct 07, 2024 5:03:25 PM Me


— Making good progress. Essentially packed. Dropping off a few last things with Declan then back to storage to pick up my last bits of stuff that will go where the hole is left from dropping off to Declan. Plus it will be my chance to say goodbye as it will be the last time I see him until I see him again . It’s 4 PM Pacific right now and I could probably hit the road around sunset. If I were to drive tonight I could probably get halfway to Las Vegas and then go to sleep wake up and easily make St. George Utah tomorrow

Oct 07, 2024 5:06:32 PM (Read by you after 18 seconds) +15185908211


👍, ok just be very careful& aware when you travel Lv Mom

Oct 07, 2024 5:07:33 PM Me


I will keep you guys posted on progress like I did last summer. And I’m traveling 1/6 the distance so I’m quite certain I will be safe when I travel these kind of distances slow and steady wins the race

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Oct 07, 2024 5:36:06 PM (Read by you after 48 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211


🥰

Oct 07, 2024 6:26:23 PM Me


I just stopped on campus to drop off the dartboard to Declan in hopes that we can play against each other online in the future. And now I have some space to get the last pieces in place in the car before pulling out of here.

Oct 07, 2024 6:27:31 PM Me


I’m at storage now. I need to grab one or two things. Then I will go to the automated car wash have one load of laundry to do sitting at Starbucks for last visit on the laptop. See if that kick up company replied otherwise after that I am on the road

Oct 07, 2024 6:29:13 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Ok safe travels, Mom

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😍🥰🎃

Oct 07, 2024 7:08:23 PM Me


This song came on through some weird twist of the universe while I was doing the final packing at storage

Oct 07, 2024 7:08:32 PM Me


Oct 07, 2024 7:08:33 PM Me


It made me laugh

Oct 08, 2024 8:29:44 AM Me


I'm in Santa Clarita headed to Victorville. I’ll post a bigger update when I’m sitting there and charging

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Oct 08, 2024 9:37:50 AM (Read by you after 37 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211


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In victorville I’m not at the charger yet but should be in under 1 mile. More detailed update coming on this pitstop. I’ll be creating something everybody can just check on for my updates instead of sending everyone separate notes

Oct 08, 2024 10:16:50 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


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Oct 08, 2024 10:35:44 AM Me


Both chargers occupied when I arrived next in line.

Oct 08, 2024 10:42:55 AM Me


Oct 08, 2024 11:02:11 AM Me


Link to an Instagram acct where I share location 📍

Oct 08, 2024 11:02:20 AM Me


Oct 08, 2024 11:02:52 AM Me


This is where I'll post travel updates instead of clogging text with a bunch of crap I’ll send a link or just go check the page whenever you want and you’ll see the latest

Oct 08, 2024 11:04:38 AM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15182388114


I have that mom and dad don’t. Can they still see it if they click your link?

Oct 08, 2024 11:04:54 AM Me


I believe so although they have a Facebook login they should be able to get in

Oct 08, 2024 11:21:15 AM Me


Oct 08, 2024 1:04:05 PM Me


Oct 08, 2024 1:14:01 PM Me


Leaving Barstow right now headed to Baker should be there in an hour

Oct 08, 2024 5:39:21 PM Me


I'm in North Las Vegas waiting for a charger 🔌

Oct 08, 2024 5:39:42 PM Me


I'll post an image when I have it hooked up

Oct 08, 2024 6:39:30 PM Me


Was charging and battery was Going super slow on the recharge. Mainly because I’ve been draining it and filling it nonstop for 12 hours.

Oct 08, 2024 6:39:52 PM Me


So I unhooked it I have about 50% battery and I’m gonna let it essentially cool down and then go across the street and Charge again.

Oct 08, 2024 6:40:29 PM Me


The next stop is 70 miles away and after that stop I’ll be in St. George Utah. That’s my goal for tonight is to get to St. George and sleep there I should be there well before midnight

Oct 08, 2024 6:42:27 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211


Ok , I Lv you be careful 🥰

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Oct 08, 2024 6:49:50 PM Me


At Starbucks. North Las Vegas 🎰 X streets on the chalkboard as is the case at all

Oct 08, 2024 6:50:49 PM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +15185908211


👍 cool

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Brilliant

Oct 09, 2024 12:36:21 AM Me



Walmart in Mesquite Nevada. Done for today. Tomorrow Utah

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Oct 09, 2024 10:18:02 AM Me


Utah

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Oct 09, 2024 10:51:10 AM Me


Leaving St George in 10 mins. Then headed here

Oct 09, 2024 10:51:14 AM Me


Oct 09, 2024 10:52:09 AM (Read by you after 21 seconds) +15185908211


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Oct 09, 2024 10:54:01 AM Me


Russell I’ll be stopping in Beaver 🦫 Utah. Can get ya a “ I ❤️ Beaver” hat 🤣🤣

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Oct 09, 2024 11:00:11 AM Me


K hitting the road

Oct 09, 2024 12:23:37 PM Me


Arrived in Cedar City Walmart Car won't connect to charger. Red light blinks. Going to let it sit an hour Take “lunch” and see if I can Reconnect

Oct 09, 2024 12:27:13 PM Me


My car is parked in the shade I’m gonna go into Walmart and get something terribly inexpensive to eat although there is a chipotle over there and the last hot food I had was last Friday

Oct 09, 2024 12:28:51 PM Me


— The old me would be having a panic attack in the fifth dimension right now I’m cool as a cucumber right now. Very chill and I’m not worried. I just looked up online the closest VW dealer is 50 miles away if I needed to go that way. However be willing to stay here the rest of the day and overnight to try charging again in the morning before I pursue getting professional service. So for now let’s sit tight and wait to see what happens. The good thing is I have about 3540 miles on the battery and the car starts up and runs finejust something up with charging and I’ve noticed it yesterday and this morning

Oct 09, 2024 12:30:05 PM Me


I believe it’s because I put a 12 hour day on the battery and recharged it three or four times yesterday and I was driving in over 100° heat. I’m not an electrician but what little I do know is that heat It’s not good for electronics. Electronics and electricity far prefer cold over hot

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Oct 09, 2024 12:31:12 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


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Oct 09, 2024 12:32:02 PM Me



12ft tall Margie Dogs as tall as me.

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Oct 09, 2024 12:32:51 PM Me


Coors light looming in bkgd

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Nice

Oct 09, 2024 12:51:32 PM Me


Wallyworld

Oct 09, 2024 1:37:28 PM Me



Found new brand of GF bread Franz !

Oct 09, 2024 2:05:43 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211


👍

Oct 09, 2024 2:39:37 PM Me


Still in Cedar City Car still not charging. Doing research online

Oct 09, 2024 2:41:23 PM +15182388114


Ugh

Oct 09, 2024 2:51:21 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15184516476


Do they have an auto center in Walmart it might be your charging cable

Oct 09, 2024 2:57:40 PM Me


No it’s the supercharger outside and I’ve watched other cars charge and go away. Something it could be is a locking pin for the charging cable. I was having weird issues last week with trying to get the cable pulled out of the car and that would have to do with the locking pin not moving rightand if the locking pin is not the car will not charge

Oct 09, 2024 2:58:27 PM Me


So the next step is I bought some silicone lubricant and a small pair of pliers so I can do two things one is trying to grease the lock pin to come out and the other is unhooked the battery from the car and then re-hook it that was suggestedso I’m gonna try that as well

Oct 09, 2024 2:59:06 PM Me


The nearest VW dealer is 40 miles away. Regular mechanics don’t work on electric cars

Oct 09, 2024 3:00:18 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 16 seconds) +15184516476


I only thought it might be your cable but I guess you don’t use that on the charger

Oct 09, 2024 3:04:17 PM Me


No not at all. The cables that plug-in at the supercharger are an inch or two thick

Oct 09, 2024 3:35:24 PM Me


So nothing worked. Pin is extending so that's not it

Oct 09, 2024 3:36:21 PM Me


I have 36 miles on battery Dealer is 43. Should I drive closer then get a tow? Maybe I could make it there?

Oct 09, 2024 3:36:28 PM Me


Thoughts???

Oct 09, 2024 3:37:32 PM (Read by you after 40 seconds) +15184516476


Call the dealer ask him

Oct 09, 2024 3:38:18 PM Me


K

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👍

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You have triple a

Oct 09, 2024 3:41:20 PM Me


Yes

Oct 09, 2024 3:41:28 PM Me


Just called

Oct 09, 2024 3:42:01 PM (Read by you after 26 seconds) +15184516476


Who and what did they say

Oct 09, 2024 3:43:01 PM Me


Dealer in St George

Oct 09, 2024 3:43:19 PM Me


He said to call AAA and have them tow it

Oct 09, 2024 3:43:36 PM +15184516476


Ok

Oct 09, 2024 3:56:35 PM Me


I may sit here in wall mart parking lot overnight.

Oct 09, 2024 4:03:09 PM Me


Actually ill call

Oct 09, 2024 4:03:45 PM Me


AAA that is

Oct 09, 2024 4:24:37 PM +15185908211


👍

Oct 09, 2024 4:36:18 PM Me


AAA called them Submitted for service Waiting for Tow now

Oct 09, 2024 4:36:34 PM Me


Let you know when at the dealer

Oct 09, 2024 4:37:15 PM +15185908211


👍

Oct 09, 2024 4:42:25 PM Me


They're still looking for a tow

Oct 09, 2024 4:43:00 PM +15185908211


That’s ok

Oct 09, 2024 4:56:04 PM Me


Just spoke to tow technician

Oct 09, 2024 4:56:25 PM Me


He’ll be here in 15-20 Sounded like a nice guy

Oct 09, 2024 4:56:41 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 28 seconds) +15185908211


Excellent

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What time does dealer close

Oct 09, 2024 5:00:40 PM Me


They close at six but they have a Dropbox

Oct 09, 2024 5:01:17 PM +15184516476


You should make it

Oct 09, 2024 5:01:30 PM Me


Maybe

Oct 09, 2024 5:01:42 PM Me


It’s not like they’ll do anything they close at six so

Oct 09, 2024 5:01:57 PM Me


I guess I sleep in my car in the lot

Oct 09, 2024 5:06:11 PM Me



Real time tracking

Oct 09, 2024 5:06:40 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211


Ok

Oct 09, 2024 5:07:23 PM Me


OK we’re going to get the car hooked up and then I will let you know what’s up

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👍😊

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Stay in a cheap motel

Oct 09, 2024 6:13:27 PM Me


Oct 09, 2024 6:13:34 PM Me


I'm in St George at Dealer

Oct 09, 2024 6:14:21 PM (Read by you after 54 seconds) +15185908211


All right

Oct 09, 2024 6:16:44 PM Me


I guess I just leave it here in the lot. I have the paperwork to fill out to get the service started very early.

Oct 09, 2024 6:17:12 PM Me


Have to find somewhere to go

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Ask the driver for a cheap place to go

Oct 09, 2024 6:18:28 PM (Read by you after 39 seconds) +15185908211


& if he can drop you off

Oct 09, 2024 6:19:17 PM Me


Already left

Oct 09, 2024 6:19:52 PM +15185908211


Where are you going? Let me know

Oct 09, 2024 6:27:55 PM Me


I don’t have anywhere to go. There’s nothing within walking distance of this place

Oct 09, 2024 6:28:10 PM Me


I’ll probably just sleep in the front seat of my car like I did for the past two nights

Oct 09, 2024 6:28:28 PM Me


I feel sorry for the Service people that have to deal with me tomorrow I smell awful

Oct 09, 2024 6:29:10 PM Me


40 hours of storage work and sweating through the desert while driving because I don’t want to turn on the AC and eat my battery 😁

Oct 09, 2024 6:30:15 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211


If you think ok , go for it, HaHa, is it in the lot?

Oct 09, 2024 6:38:28 PM Me


Yes

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Is this where you are? 2 hotels close

Oct 09, 2024 6:38:16 PM Me


Both $250 a Night

Oct 09, 2024 6:38:28 PM Me


Yes
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There we are

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👍

Oct 09, 2024 6:45:05 PM Me


I could drive 6 miles and stay in N Wallmart parkeing lot

Oct 09, 2024 6:45:54 PM Me


I’ll be up at 6 AM and can be over here in five minutes with the car

Oct 09, 2024 6:46:15 PM Me


it just feels very strange to be here

Oct 09, 2024 6:46:25 PM +15185908211


?

Oct 09, 2024 6:47:00 PM Me


sleeping in your car at a dealership isn’t something people do quite often whereas there are a lot of people sleeping in their cars and a lot of RV people in the Walmart parking lot

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Russ what do you think?

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Oct 09, 2024 6:49:52 PM Me


Is That 14mins??

Oct 09, 2024 6:54:45 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 3 seconds) +15185908211


Are you going to Wally World

Oct 09, 2024 7:01:25 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Ok becareful Lv Mom 😍 with you 😊

Oct 09, 2024 7:03:39 PM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +15185908211


Did not get pic send again

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Oct 09, 2024 7:05:22 PM +15185908211


My phone is messed up

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Not getting messages

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Or pics

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Nothing

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then move

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Yes go to Walmart they might have security or cameras and call police on you

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Is That 14mins??
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Oct 09, 2024 6:51:55 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 53 seconds) +15182388114


🤣 he butt recorded

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Are you going to Wally World
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Oct 09, 2024 6:59:52 PM Me


Yep

Oct 09, 2024 7:00:05 PM Me


Here Already

Oct 09, 2024 7:01:25 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Ok becareful Lv Mom 😍 with you 😊
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My phone is messed up
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Not getting messages
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Oct 09, 2024 7:05:50 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Or pics
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Nothing
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Oct 09, 2024 7:08:26 PM Me


Check settings

Oct 09, 2024 7:09:32 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211


I think I fixed it

Oct 09, 2024 7:09:50 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211


See you in parking lot

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Oct 10, 2024 6:48:46 AM Me


Awake. Headed to dealer

Oct 10, 2024 6:49:02 AM +15185908211


👍

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Oct 10, 2024 7:10:06 AM Me


I am at the dealer and no one else is here. Which is good because I’m here before they start working. Hopefully they will put my car to the front of the line because I am traveling and I don’t live here. I can’t afford to hang out for a few days

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Oct 10, 2024 8:09:42 AM Me


Ok, inside dealer. They are very scheduled busy all week and they’ll try to fit me in when they can. To add to the excitement one of their crew, the eGolf guy, is out sick. The only other guy who can work on it is the foreman, and he’s their go to guy when no one else can figure things out. I completely get it. Variables out of my control. Patience. I may be here a while. I’ll likely get a diagnosis today, but if the fix is big, it may not be until tomorrow.

Oct 10, 2024 8:11:12 AM Me


In which case I need to stay maybe motel 6. They have a shuttle here that will take me anywhere in town and come get me if need be

Oct 10, 2024 8:11:38 AM Me


So its sit tight time for now.

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👍🏼

Oct 10, 2024 8:12:16 AM Me


— God willing and the cricks dont rise… Man Im feeling that

Oct 10, 2024 8:12:32 AM +15184516476


Creeks

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Oct 10, 2024 8:13:17 AM Me


I know

Oct 10, 2024 8:14:12 AM Me


I heard ppl say it that way when I was a kid.

Oct 10, 2024 8:14:21 AM Me


Slang

Oct 10, 2024 8:22:16 AM Me


“Busted down in St, George, Waiting on a technician”

Oct 10, 2024 8:22:21 AM Me


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😁

Oct 10, 2024 8:32:15 AM Me



Perfect frame catch. “I am marching…”

Oct 10, 2024 8:32:37 AM Me


And stepping over the crevase

Oct 10, 2024 8:33:04 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15184516476


Crevice

Oct 10, 2024 8:33:41 AM Me


Some one has their English Professor hat on today 🤣🤣🤣

Oct 10, 2024 8:33:05 AM Me


Lots of symbolism can be read into that image

Oct 10, 2024 8:33:41 AM Me


Some one has their English Professor hat on today 🤣🤣🤣
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Oct 10, 2024 8:33:45 AM +15185908211


Step on the crack break your mothers back 🤣

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Oct 10, 2024 8:34:43 AM Me


Ask and ye shall receive

Oct 10, 2024 8:34:20 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15184516476


For a college kid you can’t spell

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Oct 10, 2024 8:35:56 AM Me


I can’t do lots of things Or is it “a lot of things” ???

Oct 10, 2024 8:34:43 AM Me


Ask and ye shall receive
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Oct 10, 2024 8:35:08 AM Me


Do housework to that one Makes it more fun

Oct 10, 2024 8:35:56 AM Me


I can’t do lots of things Or is it “a lot of things” ???
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Oct 10, 2024 8:36:07 AM Me


🤣🤣🤣

Oct 10, 2024 8:46:11 AM Me


Wow. That was fast. They put my car at front of the line. Not good news. ☹️

Oct 10, 2024 8:49:35 AM Me


— 7-10 days to complete the fix. Its needs a new internal charger 🔌 ~ $2400 parts ~ $510 labor $3134.88 estimate —

Oct 10, 2024 8:49:38 AM Me


☠️💀☠️

Oct 10, 2024 9:01:53 AM Me


— 7-10 days at motel 6, cheapest option, would be $630-900 Or rent a car here somewhere. Load my stuff that's packed in my car into rental. Drive to Darrell Keep rental for a week so I can drive back, drop off, then drive VW to Colorado. There is no one that can reasonably come get me from CO. Car rental makes sense.

Oct 10, 2024 9:03:48 AM Me


— why? Only question I have is why? Something doesn't want me to keep moving forward

Oct 10, 2024 9:04:31 AM Me


Why have these obstacles? Logically doesn't make sense.

Oct 10, 2024 9:05:34 AM +15184516476


Sell the Volkswagen and get a cheap gas guzzler

Oct 10, 2024 9:05:41 AM Me


I'm supposed to lead a 10 person meeting in 90mins. Have to wave the white flag and ask someone to fill in.

Oct 10, 2024 9:06:52 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15184516476


How were you doing that while traveling

Oct 10, 2024 9:07:55 AM Me


If I didn't stop yesterday Id be at Darrells house this morning I might be there now if not for this

Oct 10, 2024 9:08:06 AM Me


That's how

Oct 10, 2024 9:08:12 AM Me


Or Starbucks

Oct 10, 2024 9:08:55 AM +15182388114


You should see if they would take your car in on trade for a gas car ?

Oct 10, 2024 9:09:55 AM Me


I have no credit. 425 score

Oct 10, 2024 9:44:12 AM Me



I could park the car at the Municipal airport for $7 a day. Rent this car in screen capture from airport Load my stuff into rental from VW. Leave it there until I can figure out how to pay and fix car.

Oct 10, 2024 9:45:21 AM Me


Airport is 6 miles from me. I can drive there for sure.

Oct 10, 2024 9:46:51 AM Me


Gets me unstuck with least cost ( for the moment ) and gets me to Darrell so I have roof. I got a gas rental I could be to Darrell by dinner today

Oct 10, 2024 9:47:02 AM +15182388114


👍🏼

Oct 10, 2024 9:47:14 AM Me


I'm more than halfway there

Oct 10, 2024 9:47:24 AM Me


Have about 400miles to go

Oct 10, 2024 9:47:30 AM Me


One day, easy

Oct 10, 2024 9:47:45 AM Me


I can do over 600 miles a day

Oct 10, 2024 9:48:09 AM Me


Still haven't heard from Darrell

Oct 10, 2024 9:56:28 AM Me



Have a Toyota Corolla reserved for pickup in 2 hours at Airport 6 miles away. Rented through Sunday and return to Aspen CO airport

Oct 10, 2024 9:58:11 AM Me


— Anyone see anything amiss in this idea of a plan

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Do you have a credit card how are you renting car

Oct 10, 2024 10:00:26 AM Me


Yes. I have my Crdit Union card. Its a mastercard

Oct 10, 2024 10:01:28 AM Me


Show up show license and run the card. Get rental. Transfer stuff Park VW long term Hop in rental and on the road

Oct 10, 2024 10:01:54 AM Me


Rental says 12 but I bet if I walked in there right now I could get my hands on a car

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👍

Oct 10, 2024 10:02:56 AM Me


I have funds to cover rental

Oct 10, 2024 10:07:16 AM Me



6.5 hour drive

Oct 10, 2024 10:20:01 AM Me


in the car and on my way to the airport

Oct 10, 2024 12:10:32 PM Me


Another hurdle

Oct 10, 2024 12:10:59 PM Me


Just went to pay for rental and they can't take my card because its debit.

Oct 10, 2024 12:11:31 PM Me


Its MasterCard but because its debit they don't touch it. Company policy

Oct 10, 2024 12:12:03 PM +15184516476


Use my card you have the number

Oct 10, 2024 12:13:52 PM Me


They need the physical card. Person on cc card has to be renter of car.

Oct 10, 2024 12:14:34 PM Me


Weird. They can literally take the money right now

Oct 10, 2024 12:15:36 PM +15182388114


What if you pad cash abs used a maxed out card for incidentals ?

Oct 10, 2024 12:49:48 PM Me


With a debit I cannot rent a car with anyone there

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😩

Oct 10, 2024 12:49:57 PM Me


Here

Oct 10, 2024 12:50:31 PM Me


I could fly but then I have to leave everything I can’t take with me

Oct 10, 2024 12:50:50 PM Me


Which is not a big deal. What the big deal is is finding a plane ticket out of here

Oct 10, 2024 12:51:16 PM Me


St George to Denver

Oct 10, 2024 12:51:37 PM Me


Looking now

Oct 10, 2024 12:53:40 PM Me



United $400 See if I can pay with my debit online

Oct 10, 2024 1:03:58 PM Me


So figuring out if I go by plane or bus now. Depends on pickup

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Ok

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Bus cheaper, I think 🤔

Oct 10, 2024 1:05:47 PM Me


Bus cheaper but don't get there until tomorrow Drive all way back to Vegas to get transfer

Oct 10, 2024 1:06:10 PM Me


2 transfers total $115 Plane 400

Oct 10, 2024 1:07:05 PM +15182388114


Take bus you need to save money

Oct 10, 2024 1:08:56 PM Me


sux

Oct 10, 2024 1:47:08 PM Me


Ok shift in plan. I found a U-Haul 85 miles away from here that has what I need to tow the car. I just made a reservation with them and I’m going to see if AAA can tell me in my car over there to the U-Haul. I’ll keep you posted. This way I don’t have to come back and get the car car. It will cost me time and money to come back and get the car so this is a somewhat smart move
Edited 14 seconds laterOk shift in plan. I found a U-Haul 85 miles away from here that has what I need to tow the car. I just made a reservation with them and I’m going to see if AAA can take me in my car over there to the U-Haul. I’ll keep you posted. This way I don’t have to come back and get the car car. It will cost me time and money to come back and get the car so this is a somewhat smart move

Oct 10, 2024 1:48:41 PM Me


Ok tow will be here within the hour

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Oct 10, 2024 1:50:06 PM Me


This way I can pull out of there at about six or seven tonight with my car and get there before the bus or the plane would get me there honestly so 100 more bucks than the plane ticket and my car gets to go

Oct 10, 2024 1:50:47 PM Me


I also looked online and it says they you can pay for truck and tow rentals with debit but not van or truck that has to be credit card

Oct 10, 2024 1:51:04 PM Me


I chatted with customer service online at U-Haul and asked them

Oct 10, 2024 1:51:23 PM Me


So now I wait for a toe and then I go to this town called Kanab

Oct 10, 2024 1:51:43 PM Me


I will text you again when I get to the U-Haul does that sound OK

Oct 10, 2024 1:58:31 PM Me



The drive I’m looking at

Oct 10, 2024 1:59:14 PM Me


Likely longer because Im towing. But car is light

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What time is it there

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2

Oct 10, 2024 2:06:28 PM Me


Im in Mountain Time

Oct 10, 2024 2:07:36 PM Me


- Update AAA can only take me to a repair facility. And the dispatcher I spoke to said we did that for you yesterday. I told her my situation and she said if you were taking it to a repair facility we could do it but we took you to one and you chose not to do the repair so that’s kind of me
Edited 9 seconds later- Update AAA can only take me to a repair facility. And the dispatcher I spoke to said we did that for you yesterday. I told her my situation and she said if you were taking it to a repair facility we could do it but we took you to one and you chose not to do the repair so that’s kind of on me

Oct 10, 2024 2:07:56 PM Me


So back to stuck for the moment

Oct 10, 2024 2:08:03 PM Me


Its never ends

Oct 10, 2024 2:08:59 PM Me


Looks like its back to greyhound

Oct 10, 2024 2:09:06 PM Me


Taking the bus

Oct 10, 2024 2:09:12 PM Me


☹️

Oct 10, 2024 2:09:34 PM Me


So done with today

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No closer Uhauls?

Oct 10, 2024 2:10:01 PM Me


There are plenty of close U-Haul’s but but none of them will have the towbar in for about a week

Oct 10, 2024 2:10:09 PM Me


Or at least until next week

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Just take a U-Haul pickup truck drive it to Darrel’s leave car at airport

Oct 10, 2024 2:11:12 PM Me


Pickup i cant rent need CC

Oct 10, 2024 2:11:32 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15182388114


They take whatever trick you can rent

Oct 10, 2024 2:11:57 PM Me


Could rent a 10’ throw all stuff in and leave only car not my stuff

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Yes

Oct 10, 2024 2:12:12 PM Me


I can rent a 10’ here in town

Oct 10, 2024 2:12:35 PM Me


Let me look I could uber to uhaul from airport

Oct 10, 2024 2:19:38 PM Me



Reserved

Oct 10, 2024 2:25:01 PM Me


Uber is $44 to drive me to Uhaul

Oct 10, 2024 2:33:37 PM Me


OK I’ve got an Uber taking me to get my U-Haul I’ll keep you posted

Oct 10, 2024 3:06:49 PM Me



Got the uhaul!!

Oct 10, 2024 3:07:40 PM Me


Brand new 538 miles on it

Oct 10, 2024 3:08:24 PM Me


I guess I’ll take that as the silver lining, that I don’t have a rusty old beat up U-Haul that isn’t gonna make it. OK I am actually moving in this thing. I’m headed back to airport and once I pull out of there and get on the road Towards Darrell I will let you all know

Oct 10, 2024 3:35:46 PM Me


The airport parking lot and loading my stuff into the truc

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Ok

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👍😁

Oct 10, 2024 6:41:47 PM Me


I have a trailer now. I drove to Kanab and got it

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I’m now headed back to the airport to get my

Oct 10, 2024 6:42:27 PM Me


Caar

Oct 10, 2024 6:43:08 PM Me


I will let you know when have my car loaded on the trailer

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Stay the night at a motel 6 get a good night sleep and head out early in the morning

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Oct 10, 2024 6:45:04 PM +13038752587


Great idea Uncle Bert!

Oct 10, 2024 6:45:17 PM Me


After renting all this I don’t have any more money so I can’t

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You can afford I night

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Stay and I will send you the money for the room

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Oct 10, 2024 8:39:22 PM Me


Just finished loading

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😃

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Take your dad up and get a room. And Im buying dinner Eat Sleep then drive tomorrow

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Find a place and stay

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Sunrise hitting bottom of clouds GM 375m to go Leaving St George area now. Ill update on Instgram

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Wow😁, beautiful

Oct 11, 2024 3:39:29 PM Me


I just crossed the state line into Colorado

Oct 11, 2024 4:27:14 PM Me



Final stretch directly to Darrells

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👍

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Where did you stay last night and what has taken you so long today

Oct 11, 2024 4:31:43 PM Me


I didn’t know I was on someone’s schedule? I went through the dead zone of Utah there’s nothing out there

Oct 11, 2024 4:32:00 PM Me


Plus I’m climbing mountains at 40 miles an hour

Oct 11, 2024 4:32:14 PM Me


Any other questions?

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Where did you stay last night

Oct 11, 2024 4:32:51 PM Me


Walmart lot in st george.

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That’s all the info I need

Oct 11, 2024 6:10:13 PM Me


I’m off the exit and inside the city of Glenwood Springs

Oct 11, 2024 6:10:24 PM Me


A couple of miles away from parking

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👍

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How far from Dara

Oct 12, 2024 11:01:35 AM Me


I’m 1,000 miles from Darragh. SoCal, here and Darragh form a nice triangle

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I guess you are at Darrell’s

Oct 12, 2024 11:05:39 AM +13038752587


Yes, he’s here

Oct 12, 2024 11:05:43 AM Me


Yes. I posted to Instagram last night

Oct 12, 2024 11:05:52 AM Me


about 10pm

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I don’t get Instagram on my phone only if I look it up on my computer

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Keegan and his band about t play ALS fundraiser in Amsterdam I’ll send a video of song

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Jeff the Roadie!!

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How did you do that?

Oct 12, 2024 11:29:12 AM Me


Zoomed in on pic and screen catured

Oct 12, 2024 11:29:18 AM Me


Capture

Oct 12, 2024 11:29:27 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


From FB?

Oct 12, 2024 11:29:43 AM Me


From picture u sent above

Oct 12, 2024 11:29:57 AM Me


Tap on it then zoom in

Oct 12, 2024 11:30:04 AM Me


Then screencap

Oct 12, 2024 11:30:22 AM Me


Then text

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Ok I didn’t realize thought you tapped into cameras in the park I see 🤣

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Love it. Keegan getting his inner Don Henly or Phil Collins out.

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That was great ☠️🥰

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Drive thru landscape

Oct 13, 2024 7:49:55 AM Me


GM

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Happy 249th B day ya Squid! Aka Dad!

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Off on a boondoggle with Darrell over the Rocky Mountains

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This is what happens when there is unequal taxation, or “trickle down” economics for 40 years. Trickled up, not down. Greed Over People

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Some good news this morning

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That’s great 😁 🎃

Oct 15, 2024 12:21:58 PM +15182388114


Well that’s good👍🏼

Oct 15, 2024 12:22:05 PM Me


OMG

Oct 15, 2024 12:22:19 PM Me


U don't even know

Oct 15, 2024 12:22:48 PM +15182388114


Are you going to be able to door dash?

Oct 15, 2024 12:23:39 PM Me


I didn’t bother looking because my car wasn’t working so that’s now on my list to look into

Oct 15, 2024 12:23:10 PM Me


Gives me a 50 mile circle I could confidently drive within and get back here to recharge. Unless the destination I have has a place I can plug into a wall

Oct 15, 2024 12:23:24 PM +15182388114


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Oct 15, 2024 12:23:39 PM Me


I didn’t bother looking because my car wasn’t working so that’s now on my list to look into
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Just go to a local park where they usually have Xmas lights and plug in! It’s free 🤣

Oct 15, 2024 12:25:04 PM Me


Hey Russ that’s a great idea! Dad don’t you dare call the mayor of Longmont and let them know I’m on the public teet slow drip 💧

Oct 15, 2024 12:25:08 PM Me


🤣🤣🤣

Oct 15, 2024 12:25:21 PM +15182388114


🤣

Oct 15, 2024 12:25:40 PM +15182388114


If they catch you say I’m saving the environment

Oct 15, 2024 12:25:41 PM Me


I’m an illegal immigrant to the state of Colorado. Native Colorado hate people from California

Oct 15, 2024 12:25:59 PM Me


Anytime the Californians move in the prices on everything go up

Oct 15, 2024 12:26:07 PM +15182388114


🤣

Oct 15, 2024 12:26:14 PM Me


And that’s the truth for real

Oct 15, 2024 12:27:04 PM Me


There’s places in Oregon Washington state Idaho Montana Wyoming and Arizona that have places I can think of that there are cities in those states that have been completely gentrified by Californians coming in buying lots of land and building mansions

Oct 15, 2024 12:27:55 PM Me


And along with that comes Starbucks Home Depot Trader Joe’s target chipotle and lots of strip malls

Oct 15, 2024 12:28:22 PM Me


And more traffic. For the Californians it’s a total win and for everyone else it’s total hell

Oct 15, 2024 3:27:51 PM Me


— hola. was processing email today and had TWO emails from the same company, KickUp, I applied to before I took of on the trip. I’ve already replied and set a meeting for Friday.

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👍oh happy day😁

Oct 15, 2024 4:54:24 PM Me


Got an hour of door dashing here from 6-7pm Hopefully get some spending $$$

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Organizing my stuff and clearing lots of space in A.Pots garage. 😁 She hasnt seen it yet. I did lots before starting vid

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Nice. You work really fast 🤣

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Hello, Its Friday and just off my interview. It went really well. They currently have some candidtates being reviewed. However Michael, my contact, wanted to reach out to connect because he feels I would be a good fit for the role. I didnt see this role until 2 weeks ago and it was advertised for a while. So I’m going to follow up with him next week to discover if they’re happy with someone sent their way, OR they want to talk to others — which would be be. This guy is an NYC based technology recruiter and said he wants to stay in touch because I have a deep background (I’m rare) and he knows I would be valuable to the right company.

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Mom — that’s how you should be rolling 🤣

Oct 19, 2024 12:56:24 PM Me


btw, aunt pats witch collection is very cool

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👍

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Oct 19, 2024 4:31:13 PM Me


— Also started a 16 poster design series of the emotions I’ve experienced most intensely. I’ve illustrated a graphic to go along with each.

Oct 19, 2024 4:31:17 PM Me


Here is my depression

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Sunset in Longmont

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— The dark side is strong today.

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Meditated, 3 miles walking, and listening again to “welcome the unwelcome” from a buddhist nun’s perspective. Pema Chödron
Edited 16 seconds laterMeditated, 3 miles walking, and listening again to “welcome the unwelcome” from a buddhist nun’s perspective. Pema Chödrön

Oct 20, 2024 10:20:39 PM Me


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haha

Oct 21, 2024 8:23:03 AM Me


30somethings bring their toddlers to the beer gardens and they toddle off while M&D pull back pints

Oct 21, 2024 8:23:14 AM Me


I've seen it

Oct 21, 2024 8:23:35 AM Me


All of a sudden its “where’d they go?”

Oct 21, 2024 8:23:48 AM Me


With zero sense of urgency

Oct 21, 2024 8:23:52 AM Me


Hahahaha

Oct 21, 2024 8:24:01 AM Me


Poor kids.

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Oct 21, 2024 3:48:37 PM Me



First available appt to change Drivers License from CA to CO. Done Registered with State Mental Health Services Done. Change of Address to USPS Done. Know where to get my car registered with DMV. And plates:

Oct 21, 2024 3:48:37 PM Me


Oct 21, 2024 4:01:58 PM Me


Applied to this today: Great fit:

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Oct 21, 2024 4:02:26 PM Me


Also applied to two local jobs online. The other I plan to go there—they asked for you to show up in person.

Oct 21, 2024 4:02:53 PM Me


Doing door dash now and done at 7pm. Its been a day.

Oct 21, 2024 4:03:52 PM Me


This is the project:
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Good to hear you getting after it 💪🏻

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Sounds like a good day 😍Mom

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Right now just resting , had my procedure done this morning, still a little woozy from meds, tx tomorrow 🎃

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All Lead Design roles

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😄👍🤞

Oct 21, 2024 4:51:02 PM Me


this too:

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Oct 21, 2024 5:12:20 PM Me


— I found Dad ’s ABSOLUTE dream job. Part Time Tour Guide for Coors in Golden Colorado. They’d be hard pressed to find someone with more Coors experience.

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🤣🤣🤣

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You can retire from being the mayor and move to the mountains.

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Dad, this is cool. Give me a grant and I can design one for the Village. You can have Mr Matson print it at any size. Tshirts, stickers, hats, beach towels

Oct 21, 2024 8:46:10 PM Me


— next

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Oct 22, 2024 2:08:31 PM Me


I may dress like for the holiday

Oct 22, 2024 2:08:55 PM Me


I can play that role

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— GM EST peoples

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How are you doing today Margie ?

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What? Margie?

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I am in Drs office

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Just checking to see how you are feeling and doing?

Oct 23, 2024 10:04:56 AM Me


Dad too I know he’s still onboarding with pacer

Oct 23, 2024 10:04:15 AM Me


I have you as Margie in my phone 😊 So when I type it, it pings your phone. If you name drop peoples name as you have it in contacts it does this automagically

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Just checking to see how you are feeling and doing?
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Dad too I know he’s still onboarding with pacer
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Just saw this online, hahahahah

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UR Dandy!

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I am just Dandy, throat a little sore, but that’s to be expected 😍🎃

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Is Dad Tick-Tocking? 🤣

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Dad is doing great, on the mend ❤️‍🩹

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Dad should apply for the tour guide at Coors! Dream job!

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Already did 🤣🤣🤣

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This was a nice hike learning about emptyness, from my book

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3.5 miles around

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68 easy 😁

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Lv it Mom ya hoo

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GM One week away

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Hi everyone. So I’ve been doing my best to keep up with things I have to pay and for the most part have been somehow been able to do the important ones. In my move here to Colorado I spent over $700 on Uhaul to get me here (they wanted to charge me over $1000 but was able to get them down), and in the process spent the money to pay my car payments while I get ramped up here. I received a reposession email yesterday from Capital One. I was able to make a payment plan with them that would have me current in 4 months, and that all depends on if I can find work of course. I have a $270.00 payment due tomorrow. Then I have 3 months of $700+ payments. I’m writing to ask if its possible to borrow $270 to pay that bill tomorrow—that’s it, and I’ll pay it back for real (once I get money coming in). If you can’t do it, I understand. I know I’ve asked for so much already and completely understand if its not do-able. Either way if you could let me know that would be great. And if you have opinions or judgements about me — no need to share them, I’ve already beaten the living shit out of myself in my head all my life. I
Edited 10 seconds laterHi everyone. So I’ve been doing my best to keep up with things I have to pay and for the most part have been somehow been able to do the important ones. In my move here to Colorado I spent over $700 on Uhaul to get me here (they wanted to charge me over $1000 but was able to get them down), and in the process spent the money to pay my car payments while I get ramped up here. I received a reposession email yesterday from Capital One. I was able to make a payment plan with them that would have me current in 4 months, and that all depends on if I can find work of course. I have a $270.00 payment due tomorrow. Then I have 3 months of $700+ payments. I’m writing to ask if its possible to borrow $270 to pay that bill tomorrow—that’s it, and I’ll pay it back for real (once I get money coming in). If you can’t do it, I understand. I know I’ve asked for so much already and completely understand if its not do-able. Either way if you could let me know that would be great. And if you have opinions or judgements about me — no need to share them, I’ve already beaten the living shit out of myself in my head all my life. thx

Oct 24, 2024 1:03:17 PM Me


oh, and I applied to city of longmont jobs. state of CO had nothing matching my skills, looking at boulder county next

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I can’t swing it with Christmas coming and expenses for Addy in college.

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Just saw this. This is actually pretty damn accurate in a hilarious way. OK, headed to watch the yankees game with Aunt Pat. —


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Just applied to Anthropic, a global leader in AI

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Saw dads own beer at the store

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Tons of U.K. cheddar stolen from Neal’s Yard Dairy in cheese heist

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“Posh Cheddar 🧀 “ is just too much

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Roll roll roll en das hay

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75 here today 79 for Halloween 😮

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42 here

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🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 good one

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Doordashing At a Mexican restaurant and they have this Very festive!

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Ha ha 😆

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Happy Halloween 🎃

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Thats better. More creepy

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Also superb

Oct 31, 2024 1:58:27 PM Me


— just off call with a recruiter for a contract role at Meta (Facebook, Instagram). Would be managing a team of designers. I’ll hear more soon, but something moving is better than nothing

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What city are you in?

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Longmont, Colorado

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Watch the kid

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haha

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Play sound

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Worth watching the full, 14 min version of “Thriller!” if only to listen to Vincent Price say it and then laugh 🤣🤣🤣 That and the Zombie dancing.

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its so good. stands the test of time — easily

Oct 31, 2024 4:25:05 PM Me


staggering numbers. Just ONE QUARTER of the year.

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Power of volume! 10% is standard net profit for most businesses.

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Haha

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Nov 02, 2024 8:47:44 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 25 minutes, 29 seconds) +15182388114


I just finished the Saratoga county Revolutionary run for veterans 5K 38 minutes, but I didn’t stop once.

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Nov 02, 2024 11:13:12 AM Me


GM good message from Seth this morning — Choose your fuel wisely If worrying about paying the mortgage gets you motivated to lean hard into the next project, don’t be surprised if that sort of fear arises every time you have hard work to do. If your goal is to teach the naysayers a lesson, remember that you’ll need to find people who you want to defeat every time you need to do important work. If you are measuring a false proxy, a metric you say you don’t care about, it’s quite likely you’ll start caring about it. When we pick our fuel, we pick our companions for the journey ahead. Choosing to care about what other people care about surrenders your agency. You’ll find that success feels hollow, because it’s their success, not yours. And blaming the false metrics for losing your way is not as useful as simply walking away from them in the first place. We thrive when we find a goal and a metric that’s resilient and easily replenished. It turns out that making a contribution is something we can do, again and again, and it never gets old.

Nov 02, 2024 11:13:18 AM Me


I can relate

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Wow

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Nov 02, 2024 11:33:04 PM Me



Howdy (don't say doody) Beer

Nov 03, 2024 7:41:40 AM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211


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sharing this in case you dont have it Darragh Mahoney #1425 615 S PALATINE HILL RD PORTLAND, OR 97219-8091 US +18056129078

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Nov 04, 2024 1:19:36 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211


Is that his mailing address at school?

Nov 04, 2024 1:20:01 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211


& phone no

Nov 04, 2024 1:32:26 PM Me


just paid for Amazon Medical online visit to get my depression meds resubscribed. Asked about trans-cranial magnetic therapy, and S-Ketamine, and nasal inhaler for depression that has been very successful in treating bad depression like mine

Nov 04, 2024 1:32:56 PM Me


Have a Psych intake here on 11/14 and will ask about these therapies. I’m sick of taking the pills. 450mg is ALOT of med

Nov 04, 2024 1:33:24 PM Me


That’s over 3,000 miligrams a week

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Nov 04, 2024 1:37:53 PM Me


— Unsure if you’ve heard this news but Quincy Jones, 91, passed away in LA yesterday. The man was insanely influential to modern music, and he worked with Micheal Jackson on all his big albums. This is worth a listen to understand just how much he influenced music. I thought I knew, and learned more from this:

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🥲

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Margie you’ll ❤️ this

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🤣🤣

Nov 04, 2024 2:43:29 PM Me


Thought of you instantly. If you had a spare like this I could see you with seasonal ⛄ covers.

Nov 04, 2024 11:01:27 PM Me


“Skipper”

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Amazing.

Nov 06, 2024 12:38:20 PM Me



Snowing today

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Dame were setting record highs here 71 yesterday. 75 right now 😮

Nov 06, 2024 1:40:31 PM Me


this is coming your way

Nov 06, 2024 1:40:36 PM Me


enjoy 75

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It’s going to be on upper 60s for the next week 🫣

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🇺🇸🤟🏻Merica

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Go Trump 🥳 🤩

Nov 07, 2024 8:26:41 AM Me


Boomers dont know when its time to sit down and let someone else run the country. 30+ years. To to STFD
Edited 11 seconds laterBoomers dont know when its time to sit down and let someone else run the country. 30+ years. Time to STFD

Nov 07, 2024 8:32:35 AM Me


— I'm lying and telling everyone Im Canadian Too embarrased to be from here “Selfish ignorant citizens elect selfish ignorant leaders” —George Carlin

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Truth Word

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AmeriKKKa

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Matilda, on the right, getting her first solid blanket of snow

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— My medication is still not here. Stuck in snowstorm meanwhile I'm done

Nov 09, 2024 10:25:05 AM Me


Week of withdrawls

Nov 09, 2024 10:25:55 AM Me


This point Ill have more side effects when I start taking it and have to go thru that bullshit

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And the fact Im paying money to feel like this is bullshit

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Great start to Sunday My prescriptions are lost. Amazon and UPS don't know where they are. So no depression meds and out $50 I so love my life

Nov 10, 2024 9:27:54 AM (Read by you after 21 seconds) +15182388114


So they won’t reship new ones or send to a local pharmacy for pickup today?

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They would reahip and wait 2 more days. They don't do local.

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😮2 more days before reship?

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Get here Tuesday earliest

Nov 10, 2024 9:30:06 AM Me


At this point im going off. Been over a week

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😮

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Wtf can I do? Busted my ass to make $100+ to get an online appointment with a nurse practitioner to get my prescription refilled and then turned around and paid for the prescription and sitting around here waiting only to get fucked up the ass

Nov 10, 2024 9:31:33 AM Me


I don’t have my meds and I’m out 100 bucks you can imagine how fucking happy I am

Nov 10, 2024 9:31:45 AM Me


When I have literally $1.30 in my pocket

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That’s all I have to my name

Nov 10, 2024 9:38:56 AM Me


— This type of shit happens every day. I never mention it to you all Darrell knows of some of it because Ive yelled into his text thread about it. I deal with hoop jumping and red tape and hurdles to get the simplest things done every damn day Life sucks a bloody hemroidal asshole

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ye olde fighting cocks

Nov 13, 2024 9:40:47 AM Me


GM I’m liking my poster designs for the dart league. These are Tabloid — 12” x 17”


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Nov 13, 2024 9:47:29 AM Me


Pretty sure these would catch your attention if on a wall, even if not a dart player — even in a busy setting

Nov 13, 2024 9:47:43 AM Me


like a bar 😊

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Yes

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Eye catching 🥴

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This Jon Stewart wrap up on the election is a comedy tour-de-force.

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Its a 15 mins well spent. You will laugh at something guaranteed.

Nov 14, 2024 8:10:51 AM Me


—GM

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“Practice compassion for those whose actions are destructive and harmful. Their misgivings, although damaging, are lessons for us at the sake of their deep well-being.”

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Beautiful 🤩

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Also from tonights walk

Nov 16, 2024 2:17:58 PM Me


— This is a good message. - Be careful not to make happiness the sole aim of your practice. Focus your attention on wisdom and understanding. Happiness will then be a secondary result.

Nov 16, 2024 4:57:57 PM Me


I just saw a Christmas tree up in somebody’s house lit up. WTAF?

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Jenn put ours up a week ago 🤣

Nov 16, 2024 5:12:18 PM Me


Wow

Nov 16, 2024 5:12:51 PM Me


Used to tree going up a few days before the day

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— This country is SO screwed. I feel sorry for our kids and grandkids. China will own us.

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Yes

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So US taxpayers are unwittingly paying to make Chinas army larger in the basis of China loaning the US money to pay taxes for the rich and corporations—a credit card—and the average American’s are paying off that credit card bill to enrich China. I know where tax cuts for rich and corporations come from. Ive watched it happen all my life. GOP loves the rich and the military industrial complex. Defense is biggest line item in budget exponentially. Anyhow. Russ the ship may not go down in our lifetimes, but our kids will see China and its economy take over the globe. Who do they owe money to? I think they are too shrewd to let that happen.

Nov 17, 2024 9:03:05 AM Me


Thats what I see in tea leaves. 50-75 yrs from now

Nov 17, 2024 9:03:28 AM Me


Certainly in a century

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Yup

Nov 17, 2024 9:04:04 AM Me


But hey, drill baby drill!?!

Nov 17, 2024 9:07:12 AM Me


George Carlin would say, they sucked money from education and never modernized it to keep ‘the masses’ malleable. Give em distractions and make everything a “us vs them” argument so you always have a bad guy, or the “other” to point at and demoninze. “They got you by the balls!”

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But hey more important stuff today than politics NFL

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AMIRITE?

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Merica

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🤣

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Im laughing out loud Crying on the inside

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Beautiful 🤩

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GM. Always wook on da bwite side of life!

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“And while youre in the back doing it.” This aired.

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Good morning

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☕️

Nov 19, 2024 11:15:47 AM Me


Rejection Du Jour!!

Nov 19, 2024 6:17:42 PM Me


Dad this joke was told online in the chat for the Board of Directors for Ventura County Darts Association. I kept my board seat with them. Here’s the Joke. — Two nuns on a bicycle tour of Old Rome... One nun says, "you know, I don't think I've ever come this way before." The other turns to her and says, "It's the cobble stones" 🤣🤣🤣

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This one’s right up your allet
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Getting cold here tonight, below 20

Nov 20, 2024 10:19:24 AM Me


GM, or afternoon, Got 5 rejections rolled up into one today. 😊 

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Something a got to give soon 😩

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This came up on horoscope today and it made me laugh out loud. 🤣🤣🤣

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😆🤣

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That was my life for real

Nov 20, 2024 4:14:16 PM Me


In my next relationship it’s gonna be a requirement to text me

Nov 20, 2024 7:27:10 PM Me


Dad youll love this

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In the first seven minutes this guy nails it

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I’ve never heard anyone clearly articulate what’s going on than this guy. He is saying what I see

Nov 21, 2024 4:02:17 PM Me


Found 2 jobs. One FT in Boulder, one hybrid in Denver and applied to both. Cross fingers

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They make speakers, mixers, audio equipment

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🙏

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🙏🏻

Nov 21, 2024 5:16:16 PM Me


Exactly. Praying to the Almighty may be the only way to get a gig.

Nov 22, 2024 9:40:00 AM Me


— GM Further vs. faster Sprints and marathons are both foot races, but they have very little in common. The training is different, and so is the technique. Which one are you signing up for? What about the thing you sell? Are we trying to get there faster, or do we promise to go further?

Nov 22, 2024 9:53:15 AM Me


Had a recruiter reach out this morning about a hybrid role at a company called VFC based in Denver. Had no idea who they are so looked them up. Look at the brands they own:

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Nice!

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Were playing phone tag now. He called and ive replied giving him permission to send my information. I told him I’ll try him again in a couple of hours because I’m door dashing right now and driving around

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Look at the number of applicants. And this is just a random one I pulled off the Internet

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Oh happy day 😀

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Next level Margie

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😱🤣🤣

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No blinking, but very festive.

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Nov 23, 2024 6:39:39 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Cool

Nov 23, 2024 6:39:56 PM Me


The bag of coal dad threatened to give me all those years.

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🤣🤣

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One on left holds wine OR Candian Club 😜

Nov 23, 2024 6:40:54 PM Me


I would assume it’s better than Coal

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For sure, that’s my bag 🤣🤣

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Like my 10ft blow up snow man on my back porch roof?

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Lv it it looks great 👍

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Love it 😊

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This morning. Still snowing

Nov 26, 2024 9:02:09 AM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211


Wow, on my way to pt for vertigo 🥴

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Over 1,000 applicants

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Today

Nov 27, 2024 12:52:24 PM Me


Trees are 40ft tall

Nov 27, 2024 12:55:14 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211


Are you going to Darrel’s for thanksgiving?

Nov 27, 2024 12:55:34 PM Me


Im here

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We drove on monday to beat storm

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Good idea 👍

Nov 28, 2024 8:40:40 AM Me


Happy Thanksgiving!

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Nov 28, 2024 8:41:09 AM Me


18mins long but a traditional listen on Thanksgiving for me.

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Happy Thanksgiving🦃 Lv Mom

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Lillys drawing of me this morning

Nov 28, 2024 12:56:07 PM Me


Its a good likeness, I am a wreck after all 🤣🤣🤣

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Pretty good 👍

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Happy Turkey day 🦃

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Our first snow today

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Happy Thanksgiving 🍁

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Its a good likeness, I am a wreck after all 🤣🤣🤣

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—This is true for me

Nov 29, 2024 4:23:00 PM Me


we drove over the rockies today. I’m back in basement @ longmont

Nov 29, 2024 4:23:32 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211


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Nov 29, 2024 4:30:06 PM Me


sadly my depression and anxiety are peaking right now. 🙁 nothing I can do but sit thru it — sux

Nov 29, 2024 4:31:57 PM Me


whole weekend will be that. I have to begin planning for no car. In order to keep it I have to make a $700+ payment as part of a payment plan that I cannot meet. I cannot give someone something I don’t have. So, that is the root cause of all this emotion.

Nov 29, 2024 4:32:31 PM Me


trying to get my head in that space to adjust

Nov 29, 2024 4:34:09 PM Me


Everything simply feels wrong — 247365

Dec 01, 2024 10:15:52 AM Me


GM. Its Sunday. Distracting myself with mental health poster designs, and personal website improvements. Yesterday applied to 5 new opportunities that I did NOT see on LinkedIn, which is a good thing. They are all my field, and hybrid/local/remote which I can do, pay is right. Just hoping they notice me. Screen capture is from setting up grid for poster design. As you can see I get a bit detailed 😊 

Dec 01, 2024 10:23:07 AM (Read by you after 25 minutes, 47 seconds) +15182388114


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Dec 01, 2024 4:58:44 PM Me


The feels right now…

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Just now I almost caught him going through the center if I was two steps forward. Didn’t realize that at the moment .

Dec 03, 2024 4:19:03 PM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211


Did he crash 💥

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Looked like it

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3.5 miles

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😱

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One hour, with stops to tie shoes and change tunes

Dec 03, 2024 5:08:30 PM Me


Looped 2 ponds on left twice

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Plus others not on linked in.

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Dec 04, 2024 1:16:14 PM Me


1300 ppl for one job. Yeah, and the economy is fine.

Dec 04, 2024 1:16:29 PM +15182388114


Contact the Hartwick Alumni at 2nd one?

Dec 04, 2024 1:16:38 PM Me


doesnt do shit

Dec 04, 2024 1:18:05 PM +15182388114


You might have to bite the bullet and take a job that pays less, even if not in your field of expertise. What other options do you have at this point. You can still work and search?

Dec 04, 2024 1:19:24 PM Me


working and searching wont happen. I’ll fall into a dead end job and give up. At least that’s how it will roll right now. And who knows maybe I’m supposed to die a Wallmart greeter?

Dec 04, 2024 1:20:00 PM Me


honestly rather be dead than have to wake up to that existence

Dec 04, 2024 1:20:46 PM Me


I’m done taking it up the ass in my life, so not going to “take whatever”

Dec 04, 2024 1:21:34 PM +15182388114


Whatever is better than nothing

Dec 04, 2024 1:22:40 PM Me


Actually I would rather have nothing, than putting myself in a situation where I know I will end my life. I’ve caved in all my life. Aint doing it anymore.

Dec 04, 2024 1:24:05 PM +15182388114


Ok. It’s your journey.

Dec 04, 2024 1:24:27 PM Me


And if ppl want me to take a shit job, eventually I will cave. And then shortly thereafter I’ll be gone. I know my mind. I know what will happen. I’ve sat in my pile of shit long enough to know.

Dec 04, 2024 1:24:35 PM Me


Not trying to be difficult

Dec 04, 2024 1:24:47 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


Ok

Dec 04, 2024 1:26:52 PM Me


I know if I take a crap job, I’ll end myself. Its that simple. My existence has been crushed, consumed and shit out the other end. And now I’m expected to scrape up the shit and make something of it.

Dec 04, 2024 1:27:30 PM Me


— SADLY, no one can relate. you cannot unless you’ve been in these shoes

Dec 04, 2024 1:27:39 PM +15185908211


You are not thinking right, at least you will have money in your pocket , it has nothing to do with sticking it up your ass , get your head out of your ass & you have to start anew somewhere Mom

Dec 04, 2024 1:29:35 PM Me


telling me to get my head out of my ass is exactly what I dont need to hear. It confirms my thoughts and feelings. telling a depressed person to “cheer up” is HURTFUL

Dec 04, 2024 1:29:38 PM Me


Dont you think if I could get myself out of this shithole i would?

Dec 04, 2024 1:30:38 PM Me


I have a disease, like cancer, in my brain and NO AMOUNT of willpower or positive thinking changes squat.

Dec 04, 2024 1:32:20 PM Me


— Its like people think I want to be depressed and sit in this. Its more than 2 years of getting kicked out of the house, and going on 7 years of depression in some form.

Dec 04, 2024 1:32:32 PM Me


I wanted none of this.

Dec 04, 2024 1:35:19 PM +13038752587


That’s life. So, change it.

Dec 04, 2024 1:35:52 PM Me


Easy peasy if you’re neurotypical.

Dec 04, 2024 1:36:07 PM Me


Sadly I am not.

Dec 04, 2024 1:43:59 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 55 seconds) +13038752587


Plenty of neurodivergents do. And no one said the path was easy.

Dec 04, 2024 1:51:17 PM +15182388114


We’re just worried about you. I’m not trying to be a PITA I’m just want you to be able to work so you can have life’s essentials. A car, a place to live and steady meals. I know you want that also. I’m just built different. In my mind I’ll work as many crappy jobs as I have to so I can make ends meet. I guess like you said I don’t understand since I’m not in your brain. I pray one of the jobs comes through soon. 🙏🏻❤️

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Me too ♥️ Lv Mom

Dec 04, 2024 2:12:37 PM Me


I’ve bit my tongue my whole life I’ve held SO MANY things back, and not taken chances in front of me out of fear, and that sucks. So much possibility pissed away. Depression is living my life, not me. Until its in check, solidly, I don’t move ahead in a way you all envision. I got lucky wearing masks, coming up with ways to try and get ahead, all the while white-knuckling my entire life. All anxiety and depression driving the bus. Its an exhausting existence and always from fear. I’ve not known my life living in either state — and that really sucks. To not feel simple peace, security and safety inside your own skin or head, for just one day, has never been a sustainable way of being for me. Anxiety or depression is always there. Just took me 55 years, a failed marriage, going homeless, unemployed, and losing whatever idea of myself I had. ( known as ego death ) You’re left not sure exactly who you are, or what you’re supposed to do, and more than half your time here is gone. Thank you for the love and good wishes. I appreciate them and you. Just want you to know that not everyone gets a hollywood ending to their life. Some ppl go out of this existence in a shit situation. None of know if that will be us. Personally things are leaning one way, but have no idea which way the wind will blow tomorrow. My life is shit and I’ve wholly accepted it — I’m STILL HERE arent I?? I’ve wanted to check out more times than you can possibly imagine — but I’m still here sitting in this. Part of me is totally done, and there’s another part that wants to keep sitting in the shit to see what happens. Its been a battle in my head over a fork in the road. And I’ve been at this fork for a while now. Just tired, want the ride to stop so I can get off is the best way to put it. You’re on a ride you can’t get off and it gets in the way of living a neurotypical life. I am sorry to you all for being in this state and affecting you. I never intended all this and like I said, simply want the headspace I’m in to end.

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Cool

Dec 04, 2024 7:36:12 PM Me


U should do it

Dec 04, 2024 7:36:58 PM Me


He has a lit up reindeer!

Dec 04, 2024 7:37:25 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


People around here have their pick up’s fully lit up

Dec 04, 2024 7:37:26 PM Me


Lights all over the grill

Dec 04, 2024 7:37:52 PM Me


First year ive seen it

Dec 04, 2024 7:38:13 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15182388114


Yeah it’s the new thing this year I guess

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Yea pretty cool

Dec 04, 2024 10:49:29 PM Me


Superb

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Instagram

Dec 05, 2024 1:53:49 PM Me


Going to apply for this. I’ve done the work they’re asking for. I can code to the degree that they’re asking for, have Git experience and Docker experience. Its Science too. Working on Space Weather. Hybrid in Boulder.

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Have my Eyball project for science, and SAA Southern Auto for complexity.

Dec 05, 2024 1:54:57 PM Me


Pays A Buck Thiry + bennies
Edited 1 minute, 19 seconds laterPays A Buck Ten+, + bennies

Dec 05, 2024 1:55:37 PM Me


“If you are selected as a finalist, you will be required to pass a federal laboratory background clearance for site access.”

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Been working on my mental health posters. 4 down, 2 to go. Then I get the store online.

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Let me know what you think.

Dec 06, 2024 5:07:35 PM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 39 seconds) +15182388114


Yes I like them. The anxiety one bugs my eyes out

Dec 06, 2024 5:26:34 PM Me


Thats what its supposed to do :-)

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🤣

Dec 06, 2024 5:27:57 PM Me


Next two are Masking And Anedhonia The inability to feel love or pleasure That one sucks, ive had it

Dec 06, 2024 5:28:25 PM Me


An A Doni Ya

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Phonetic pronounceation

Dec 07, 2024 10:03:48 AM Me


— GM peoples

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☕️✌🏻

Dec 07, 2024 10:32:02 AM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 58 seconds) +13038752587


Bon Jour

Dec 07, 2024 10:41:05 AM Me


I hope everyone is having a good Saturday. I seem to have found the secret search sauce and am now finding opps in Boulder ONLY and I think my chances of hitting go up—I have eight in Boulder delivered in email this morning. Most are companies who are paying the right kind of salary. Anyhow. Poster work is happening now. Final two done today. Then I focus on getting store setup and connected to my Venmo or Paypal.

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- GM Hope Sunday is treating you well so far. Awake only a few hrs, and enough thinking to fill a day or two already. APat asked me if I slept well, and upon reflection it feels like I closed my eyes, had a night of fight club, and opened my eyes this morning. Living another life on the other side of the mind. Got enough going on that it makes sense I can’t consciously and cognitively take the mental load or your head pops off like a champagne cork.

Dec 08, 2024 10:21:22 AM Me


Anyhow. good message from meditation teacher. - If you truly understand impermanence, you can see the path to happiness.

Dec 08, 2024 10:23:10 AM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211


🙂

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Dec 08, 2024 1:01:03 PM Me


Meditation app today

Dec 08, 2024 1:02:17 PM Me


They always give you a quotation. And Seneca was a greek, not a native american as I assumed when I first heard him quoted.

Dec 08, 2024 4:31:14 PM Me


ok, heading out on my doordash for dinner. Here are ALL 6 Posters. Need to proofread one more time, but do let me know if you see anything.

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changed typesetting on this, otherwise the same

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Dec 08, 2024 4:34:04 PM Me


Dissociation may only need 2 heads. Let me know what you think.

Dec 08, 2024 4:35:19 PM (Read by you after 24 seconds) +15185908211


3

Dec 08, 2024 4:36:05 PM Me


Speaking from experience hey 🤣🤣🤣

Dec 08, 2024 7:05:11 PM Me


— This is a very interesting Why Files. Everything he suggests is plausible but the ideas behind it are bat shit crazy

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Dec 08, 2024 7:05:37 PM Me


If World War II or this jerk is of interest I suggest watching

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Oh Heckle fish 🐠

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There have been great episodes.

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Clever packaging

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Cool 👍

Dec 09, 2024 6:10:45 PM Me


Right! Its brilliant. If I was grade school age and saw that in the market I would grab it and tell my parents they need to buy it.

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Dec 09, 2024 7:55:20 PM Me


great origin story of beavis and butthead:

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— Mom and Dad this is a MUST watch. Dont think even Uncle Michael tried this….

Dec 10, 2024 11:41:38 AM Me


Margie make sure to watch the bowling video, and show Dad.  Reminds me of Uncle Michaels trick shots bowling

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Dec 10, 2024 9:10:10 AM Me



Only 8% of all people have this. 8 in 100 It always helps to find something to make sense of why I feel weird. This and that I‘m INFJ on Meyers Briggs personality types, also the rarest. Combining the two there is less than 1% of people like me on EARTH. 0.08% to be precise. I discovered this day before with help of AI yesterday and it made sense to me. And so much of everything doesn’t make sense right now.

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Margie make sure to watch the bowling video, and show Dad.  Reminds me of Uncle Michaels trick shots bowling
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Dec 10, 2024 12:14:52 PM Me


— “There is no terror like that of being known” — Ralph Waldo Emerson — So feel this today. Setting myself up for full public exposure of mental illness by publishing the posters and telling the story behind them. There is something wanting me to publish, and there is part of me terrified of unknown unknowns — aka, unforseeable consequences. MentalHealth is embraced by many openly, but there are many who still harbor stigma regarding neurodivergents Anyhow grappling with doing this — today. Have all the tech skills to do what needs to happen — website setup, config to get paid, etc. I can jump thru the hoops.

Dec 10, 2024 12:15:04 PM Me


— FWIW — it feels more terrifying than jumping out of a perfectly good airplane, and I’ve done that twice.

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k, going offline for a bit. need to meditate. Been onilne all morning chatting with AI to figure out the best way to roll things out — aka “launch it” publicly. I’m planning on doing vids too, of the process, like seeing behind the green curtain in the Wizard of Oz. Put it on a YouTube channel. I mean honestly no one will watch, maybe you guys — that’s what I expect.

Dec 10, 2024 12:19:03 PM Me


So many launch things like this to incredible anticipatory excitement only to end up like a balloon floating just above the floor before losing all elevation.

Dec 10, 2024 12:19:26 PM Me


ppppppffffffttttttttttt!!!!

Dec 10, 2024 12:19:51 PM Me


“you miss 100% of the shots you dont take” — Michael Jordan

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k, I’ll keep you all posted on what’s happening — ie, when its onilne and ready to sell. I have all the tasks laid out by AI. Just git’r done and check the boxes

Dec 10, 2024 3:41:39 PM Me


— Darragh just shared this incredible freestyle with me.

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Dec 10, 2024 3:42:06 PM Me


So good.

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I don’t think mom abs dad care 🤣

Dec 10, 2024 4:16:11 PM Me


haha

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Dec 11, 2024 10:38:46 AM Me


Quite the song

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Dec 11, 2024 12:14:42 PM Me


Right! Just bury the hurt and move on please. No time for humanity here.

Dec 11, 2024 10:49:20 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 24 minutes, 21 seconds) +15182388114


I agree with the song but I live in America what choice do I have? Move to another country only option?

Dec 11, 2024 12:16:01 PM Me


Its meant to help you wake up and realize our system sucks. Most expensive globally with worst outcomes. Squeaky wheels get the grease

Dec 11, 2024 12:14:42 PM Me


Right! Just bury the hurt and move on please. No time for humanity here.
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Its meant to help you wake up and realize our system sucks. Most expensive globally with worst outcomes. Squeaky wheels get the grease
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Unfortunately it’s the way of the world today for some people.

Dec 11, 2024 12:17:53 PM Me


And thats somehow ok? No one thinks its ok when times up. Thanks for playing, we have some lovely parting gifts for you as you leave this reality 🤣🤣🤣

Dec 11, 2024 12:18:47 PM Me


Pay no attention to the jaded old man. 🤣

Dec 11, 2024 12:19:11 PM Me


I'm killing myself over here 🤣

Dec 11, 2024 12:19:17 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15182388114


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Dec 11, 2024 12:21:15 PM Me


Using the Squeaky wheel metaphor going forward. That’s the thinking If I’m squeaky, meaning I’m creating a lot of stuff to get noticed online, I will get greased in the pocket with lots of money. That’s the thinking

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Dec 11, 2024 12:22:20 PM Me


Ppl have to Relate or connect to what you put out there in someway and you are vibrating on the same wavelength, a.k.a. tuned into the same radio station You see it everywhere with bands and clubs and sports

Dec 11, 2024 12:23:35 PM Me


Something I heard online a long time ago from Seth Godin who I share with you from time to time, “you have to find your tribe online” or if you’re making noise, they find you and your stuff

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Dec 11, 2024 1:19:18 PM Me


— I just read an incredible unexpected reaction/reply to my poster artwork. I shared the posters with my NSA/JSC group because I happen to bring up the topic in our last meeting. He was highly complimentary, especially since they are on sensitive topics. He mentioned multiple details and how they connect — he gets it. He started talking monetization (have you thought about it?) but also tempered with (not sure if ur cool having it on mugs). Anyhow I was flattered by his compliments. It helps reinforce the idea that these images could resonate with the right people.

Dec 11, 2024 1:19:58 PM Me


I opened up about my depression with everyone. Some ppl I’ve been with 9 mos and never REALLY opened up and shared.

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Dec 11, 2024 1:21:29 PM Me


The energy of empathy was overwhelming after sharing — and we are all on a video call, not even in person and I nearly broke down hard, but managed to tap my inner stoic and stop the tears.

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Dec 12, 2024 3:21:46 PM Me


Its slow going, SO MANY BUTTONS to click.

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Dec 12, 2024 3:21:59 PM Me


putting products in now

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Dec 12, 2024 3:56:02 PM Me


another hoop done.

Dec 12, 2024 4:53:24 PM Me


7 items in so far.


I do 3 for each design 1 framed poster — $50 1 unframed poster $25 1 postcard — $7

Dec 12, 2024 4:59:33 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 38 seconds) +13038752587


How much do you get?

Dec 12, 2024 5:08:15 PM Me


You can set the prices. They give you a base cost and you go up from there. I’m making pretty good money on each. For example the postcards are $1.50 each and I charge seven and I get the difference

Dec 12, 2024 5:08:51 PM Me


The paradigm you’re playing with is I wonder what the market will bear? How much is too expensive

Dec 12, 2024 5:09:23 PM Me


And then again what’s too cheap that makes it seem as if it has no value

Dec 12, 2024 5:09:49 PM Me


These posters would be perfect for a therapists office

Dec 12, 2024 5:10:27 PM Me


Therapist charge the crazy amount per hour, at least the good ones I’m pretty sure a decent psychiatrist psychologist could easily afford these posters

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Can you make a tik tok and sell on tik tok shop?

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I have a marketing plan over the next two weeks after I launch the store and use multiple social media channels to get the word out. The key is letting people know these posters even exist in the world

Dec 12, 2024 5:13:37 PM Me


For example I just recorded my screen for an hour and 45 minutes while I did configuration on setting this stuff up. I’m going to do YouTube posts that are through the blog on my website and will tell the story behind the art in the store and how I did it and why and all that good stuff

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I went five hours solid with a few breaks a few minutes here and there. Taking a solid break right now and going to walk through Target and dream of buying groceries again someday 🙂

Dec 12, 2024 5:16:52 PM Me


Then back at it until I have all products online tonight.

Dec 12, 2024 9:19:10 PM Me


Products are all in the database. Have to do text edits, tomorrow

Dec 12, 2024 9:19:22 PM Me


Enjoy this…

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The hair

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Hello, hope ur week is starting out well.


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hilarious overview of the TikTok debacle with the government by John Oliver. Gets you up to speed and a good laugh:

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Dec 19, 2024 10:19:56 AM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 41 seconds) +15182388114


The site looks good. Easy to navigate. Any sales yet?

Dec 17, 2024 3:50:40 PM Me


Its live. It will process cc’s 😄

Dec 17, 2024 3:51:13 PM Me


Taken a lot of time to get it launched and still lots to do

Dec 17, 2024 6:21:57 PM Me


—- This can't be real

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Dec 17, 2024 6:22:24 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 31 minutes, 41 seconds) +15182388114


Yes I’ve seen it before

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Good Morning. Be grateful you’ve not been shot in a mass killing. Weirdly I think of this whenever I go into a big store. Be alert, be ready, cant relax or u might be dead We are easily the best country in the world at getting randomly assassinated for no reason. Guns before people, always and forever. Nothing comes close to USA! Merica. USA! USA! USA!

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Amazing suggesting in this post:

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— OMG

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The odds of that

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Storm Bert is for rea

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FYI

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Dec 19, 2024 10:19:56 AM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 41 seconds) +15182388114


The site looks good. Easy to navigate. Any sales yet?
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I havent let the world know about it just yet. I have some videos I’ve recorded and putting on pages to help explain whats behind the work — thinking, inspiration, motivation, etc. ppl will watch a video, but they DONT read online unless you’re hardcore online nerd like me.

Dec 19, 2024 10:33:29 AM Me


— Having a hard day here. Brain is not cooperating with “focusing and working to move forward” Frustrated more than you know.

Dec 20, 2024 2:53:31 PM Me


— hi, letting you know website is now officially online.

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🤟🏻🎉

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Excellent, 😀 hope it takes off , Good luck👍

Dec 20, 2024 2:59:32 PM Me


Thx!

Dec 20, 2024 3:00:52 PM Me


Spending all rest of day editing video for the website. Posting that today. Just published first blog post.

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Put together very well 🥰 Mom

Dec 20, 2024 3:11:56 PM Me


Thx!

Dec 20, 2024 3:13:20 PM Me


Have spent crazy time on it. Designs Writing Building website Credit cards Upload all artwork Build products and price them Setup social media accts Then test cc’s to make sure they work.

Dec 20, 2024 3:13:46 PM Me


Now its all about creating awareness so ppl know it even exists

Dec 20, 2024 3:14:50 PM Me


- I have videos and a YouTube channel connected. Uploading tonight. Will let you know

Dec 21, 2024 10:18:49 AM Me


— Fyi I no longer have phone service. I cannot afford what I don’t have money for. I can text when on wifi, but thats it. K, thats it. Just want you informed. Go about your day. 👍

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Depression is LARGE today, sux.

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Oh WOW. No idea he was that old.

Dec 21, 2024 6:28:04 PM Me



Meditation stats

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Wow 🤩

Dec 21, 2024 6:30:59 PM Me


Hadnt looked in a while. Over 1100 days Thats about 3 years every day

Dec 21, 2024 6:31:55 PM Me


But actually over 4 years. Didnt start meditating daily until 2020

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Here is some proof I went outside today I just got done with a walk

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— Happy Christmas Eve 🎅🏻🎄

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— Happy Christmas Eve 🎅🏻🎄

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Y’all need some Homie Claus on Christmas Eve!!

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- This poem speaks to me deeply. Found it last night.

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Dad would love the fire here in Aunt Pats front patio

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— Christmas ( no merry this year )

Dec 25, 2024 11:01:11 AM Me


David Sedaris reads 'Santaland Diaries' for the 30th year

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A must listen. Only 7 minutes

Dec 25, 2024 11:02:24 AM Me


About his time working as an elf at a shopping mall for santa. Made me laugh so hard I nearly peed myself

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Someones having a white christmas! Partly sunny and 50 other side of mountain 🙂

Dec 25, 2024 10:26:04 PM Me


This is for dad,

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Dec 26, 2024 1:59:14 PM Me


— One of my meditation teachers I follow online isnt playing around. This is incredibly challenging for people at a base level. And I think those that say they dont compare are in denial.

Dec 26, 2024 1:59:25 PM Me


“If you are looking for stable contentment, do not compare yourself with others.”

Dec 26, 2024 2:00:46 PM Me


even when people watching, judgement and classification is probably going on subconscious level. Question is, can you be aware of it next time you’re out and about? A challenge? Impossible? Curious what you think

Dec 26, 2024 2:02:55 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 34 seconds) +15182388114


Nope I always do it

Dec 26, 2024 2:10:42 PM Me


U aware of it?

Dec 26, 2024 2:10:58 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 6 seconds) +15182388114


Sometimes yea

Dec 26, 2024 2:14:26 PM Me


K just curious

Dec 26, 2024 2:21:09 PM Me


AI gig a bot just let me know about. Applying to this. Its an AI company that does document processing.

Dec 26, 2024 2:21:13 PM Me


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Lazarus AI, based in Cambridge MA

Dec 26, 2024 2:21:49 PM Me


full remote

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Wow, that sounds right up your alley, good luck 👍 🍀

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i’ve had that happen. subconscious saves the day!

Dec 28, 2024 2:59:49 PM Me


Social Media Accounts Set:

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Dec 28, 2024 4:08:12 PM (Read by you after 37 seconds) +15182388114


I followed on insta and YouTube. I don’t have x

Dec 28, 2024 4:09:08 PM Me


no prob. its for marketing. not really going to engage on those.

Dec 28, 2024 4:09:28 PM Me


YouTube and Insta will prob get engaged, and maybe my blog. Depends.

Dec 28, 2024 4:09:37 PM Me


everything is hooked up

Dec 28, 2024 4:09:46 PM Me


HOLY SWEET BABY JESUS!

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🎉💪🏻

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I know my way around the Internet and it is SO HARD to set up a store that works well

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these are my people

Dec 29, 2024 3:15:29 PM Me


My store is ready for prime time.

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😀👍

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you should be able to use the discount codes

Dec 29, 2024 3:20:44 PM Me


BERTLIKESUS

Dec 29, 2024 4:05:47 PM Me


Sold 6 pack of posters.

Dec 29, 2024 4:06:00 PM +15182388114


Sweet!

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I posted one note to instagtam on my berchman acct

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I looked where do you see it?

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Dec 30, 2024 12:20:40 PM Me


Wonder if Trump will go to funeral? Living Presidents always go regardless of party or politics. They know the pressure the other has been under.

Dec 30, 2024 12:10:44 PM Me


Im very sad. He was first president I voted for in First Grade. He was a humanist, and I respect that People Before greed, guns, pollution

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I looked where do you see it?
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Wonder if Trump will go to funeral? Living Presidents always go regardless of party or politics. They know the pressure the other has been under.
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At first glance I thought these were bags to hide behind in case of bullets

Dec 31, 2024 4:53:35 PM Me


Their bags of coffee

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🥳 Happy new year 2025

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🎉🤟🏻 2025 😮😳 I’ll be 50 soon 🥲

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wow

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Happy New Year

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working on new poster. should have it done tonight already sketched in my head. just need to execute it Think Paper Cutout Doll with multiple “identities” they could put on in front/back of them on an isometric grid (angled about 60º)

Jan 01, 2025 4:06:37 PM Me


Going to walk around the pond now before sunset and record a vid for YouTube Channel. Hoping to make that “live” tonight as well, and integrate YouTube video posts into the website too,.

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I know ppl think I’mm doing nothing, however I am building the infrastructure to run an onilne art business. I look at it this way. Bert has been for sale his whole career. Companies paid for Bert, and got to use him on their team. Bert is still for sale, but no buyers. I’m putting art online I believe people who are in Mental Health world will resonate with it, and the blog/vlog stuff. That’s why the site is being built. If I found a website selling artwork that was in this category, and the person creating it was a depressive AND had a YT channel sharing stories of inside the head that they can relate too. The ultimate purpose is to show peeople who have these things are not alone. Second thing is showing that someone who currently has mental health issues can do something while not well — perioid. Let alone something that feels good to share so people can relate.

Jan 01, 2025 4:12:38 PM Me


If I had a month or two of posting, I suspect I could get a following on YT. Then who knows. Stranger things have happened.

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The concept is, I’ve sold myself out to corporate america, and look where that got me.

Jan 01, 2025 4:13:57 PM Me


Now I’m selling for myself.

Jan 01, 2025 4:15:44 PM Me


Taking crap experiences and looking to make money from them. I think what I can share about being in this mind field is valuable. Not just for those hurting. More important is for those who have ppl in their lives like me. HOW DO YOU RELATE TO SOMEONE LIKE ME? People know more about what to say to someone who has LOST a loved one, than talking to a depressed person — Truth.

Jan 01, 2025 4:17:49 PM Me


k, offline. remember I have no phone service, been 2.5 weeks now.

Jan 02, 2025 3:22:48 PM Me


I for sure can tell you what they dont want to hear. I educated Russell this morning on a thread about awareness around “who are we talking about?” and he said it helped — it was written text, and i know a video would be more impactful.

Jan 02, 2025 3:24:16 PM Me


-- Heard back from “Abbott Labs” Daniel P Mahoney’s employer. — Dear J Bert Mahoney, Thank you for your interest in the Senior Product Designer – 31098068 position with Abbott. We appreciate the time you have taken to present your profile to us. The hiring team considered a high number of qualified candidates and have chosen to move forward with other candidates whose background and experience is more closely aligned with the requirements for the position. — I had every skill and experience they wanted, in spades. Ageism. Once they see I was working in the 90s, I’m toast.

Jan 02, 2025 3:26:00 PM Me


— at some point I’ll find someone who wants LOTS of experience. In the meantime I am working on my store/website, and processing videos on my new YouTube channel. I have one video up:

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SHIT 💩

Jan 02, 2025 3:27:20 PM Me


yeah, I know. I’m truly numb to those letters now. An “oh well” reaction and a shoulder shrug. I apply to things I am truly qualified for. Last thing I want to do is waste someones time and mine.

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Wow! This kid who looks like a 40 yr old man came on pro darts scene last year at 16. Made it to world champ final last year at 16, first time in tournament, didnt feel pressure apparently. He also played as a junior since age of 7-9, cant remember. Anyhow he’s in darting history. Doubt this will happen ever again.

Jan 03, 2025 6:09:45 PM Me


And he beat MVG, michael van gerwen. Dutch mutli time world champ who is close to 40, in late 30s now 🤯

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🙀

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As the late dart legend Sid Wadell would say “Magic Darts!”

Jan 03, 2025 6:11:51 PM Me


Heres highlights of final. You get all the good bits and all the boring stuff is out

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30mins

Jan 03, 2025 6:12:31 PM Me


Watch 5mins to see how good he is. Truly crazy

Jan 03, 2025 6:13:19 PM Me


Hes the Lionel Messi of Darts. Came on scene at 16 and games never been the same, likewise here

Jan 03, 2025 6:14:07 PM Me


They are best on the entirety of planet Earth 🌎

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🍌🍌🍌

Jan 03, 2025 6:14:52 PM Me


Im watching now

Jan 03, 2025 6:20:28 PM Me


The crowd is full of beer, love to cheer, sing silly songs, and some wear costumes (its a brit thing )

Jan 03, 2025 6:21:17 PM Me


Crowds huge

Jan 03, 2025 6:22:22 PM Me


Fer darts. Likely fit more if bigger venue. However, theyre at the “Ally Pally” or Alexandar Palace.

Jan 03, 2025 6:22:53 PM Me


Lots of darts history in that building and on that stage

Jan 03, 2025 6:25:03 PM Me


Champ is first to win 21 games of darts. Thats 7 sets

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Lazer focused

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Yep. And consistency

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Hes alomst up4-0

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Against MVG! Thats simply EXTRATERRESTRIAL

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He looks 30 or 40

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Yep 🤣🤣🤣

Jan 03, 2025 6:32:50 PM Me


Up 4-0 against one of top 5 plays of ALL TIME
Edited 17 seconds laterUp 4-0 against one of top 5 players of ALL TIME

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I hit a single 180 during a league game in Ventura. A first for me to do it in a game that mattered, with people watching you in a giant pub. Place in the picture

Jan 03, 2025 6:42:09 PM Me


On the dartboard closest to us

Jan 03, 2025 6:42:48 PM Me


I ❤️ playing there. I spent an entire Saturday there once.

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I really want to return and live in Ventura, maybe a year or two? Maybe until boys are all off somewhere else? We’ll see

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Research that shows fish responding to ketamine may hold clues for human behavior This is related to research on how ketamine helps treatment resistant people with depression

Jan 04, 2025 11:28:47 AM Me


— “There are a handful of people who can dry tears with a smile. Their hearts are open, and they always have room for one more person in their lives.”

Jan 04, 2025 11:29:22 AM Me


— The system has fingerprints We all make mistakes. We all do things that we then realize weren’t in our interest, or useful to the community. If we do it a second time, it’s worth taking a hard look at the system that set us up for failure. How did the system get here? Who benefits? When we can see the system, we have a chance to fix it.

Jan 04, 2025 11:38:06 AM Me


— “Does it work?” That’s the first question. The second question is, “how do we make it work better?” These two questions, patiently repeated, lead to incremental improvement and an understanding of reality. The opposite approach is, “because I said so.” Reality might not care what you want.

Jan 04, 2025 12:09:58 PM Me


— this… BOOM 💥 “If we really dropped illusions for what they can give us or deprive us of, we would be alert. The consequence of not doing this is terrifying and unescapable. We lose our capacity to love. If you wish to love, you must learn to see again.” ​— Anthony de Mello

Jan 04, 2025 12:10:39 PM Me


opposite of love is FEAR the way most in this country live, sadly.

Jan 04, 2025 12:18:47 PM Me


Great album for stormy day. Know of Bob Wills from the History of Country Music by Ken Burns. Bob is the weird voice calling out at weird times. Hes not the singer, a bandleader. This is pure old Timey, like Pappy McDaniels in O Brother

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Btw that documentary is SO good. Whole history of the genre, pure American history.

Jan 06, 2025 9:38:46 AM Me


— Gm and good afternoon Snowing in NY

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Not here

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No. The storm went below us.

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Is it snowing there?

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no, no snow here.

Jan 06, 2025 10:13:08 AM Me


Might be going into the mental institution soon. Trying to figure it out.

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I just saw the tx from Aunt Pot

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Ok that’s good to hear your going for help.

Jan 06, 2025 10:14:52 AM Me


well if I can figure out what I’m walking into that would be nice

Jan 06, 2025 10:15:03 AM Me


NOT happy that I’m walking into something blind

Jan 06, 2025 10:15:06 AM Me


sux

Jan 06, 2025 10:15:48 AM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211


Look the place up on line it should give you the info

Jan 06, 2025 10:25:42 AM Me


yeah I found it

Jan 06, 2025 10:25:53 AM Me


didnt have this info until few mins ago

Jan 06, 2025 11:20:07 AM Me


Jan 06, 2025 11:20:07 AM Me


This tune puts some words to some feelings im having, and had all last year.

Jan 06, 2025 1:56:46 PM Me


— Ok got everything out of car. Makes me very sad. Heading in to wash hands and then go to Boulder and hope they can help me past this. Im done placating, playing carousel of meds, all the while im alive but not living. Im going on 7 years of, give it 6-8 weeks.

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Jan 06, 2025 1:59:46 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211


Prayers are with you, my Angels 😇 are watching over you, Lv you very much 😘 Mom& Dad

Jan 06, 2025 2:02:14 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15182388114


You’re stronger than you know! You can do it! ❤️💪🏻

Jan 06, 2025 2:04:25 PM Me


if u know Jungian psychology, Ive integrated my shadow self. Everything Ive repressed since a kid is no longer. Ive meditated on these things for over 33,000 minutes (i have the data) Ive put in alot of work to sit with dark parts of myself for long stretches—as in months. I know the headspace so well, that from the outside I have seemingly had things easy. I have access to resources that others do not. 1000% true. However, the weight of your wallet has no bearing over what Im dealing with. Anyhow…

Jan 06, 2025 2:17:51 PM (Read by you after 49 seconds) +15185908211


Yoda , try you can😌

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😬 🤣 Brr

Jan 09, 2025 3:29:42 PM Me


Hi, everyone. Im back at the house. I have to adjust to being back, and I suspect all the stress in my life will slowly make my mind and body get super tight and tired all over again. Trying my best not to feel overwhelmed, but it’s there. Somehow I was able to rest in that place in a way I hadn’t done ever. Feeling quite uneasy and uncertain what to do. I immediately feel the impulse to get back into job hunting mode, but unsure if I want more rejection. Had enuf for a 3 lifetimes. Its a challenge to feel you have worth or value when your wife rejects you and 1500 companies concur. Anyhow. Im ok. However, still unemployed, without my own space to stay, divorced, alone, friendless, and rejected on a daily basis. And zero money to go do anything or have fun, or treat myself to something for building and launching my website. Feels like I gave myself a visit to psychiatric hospital as a reward for building the website to start my own thing. No coffeeshops for me. Stuck inside the basement all day every day. So my life is STILL sunk 20 leagues under the sea right now. It still sux now like it did before I went in. All the stressors are here piling back on. In closing, yay my isolated life is still here for triggering me to the point I don’t like that challenges my existence. I may feel a little better, but everything about my existence is still crap. I’m in the same space but not headspace. I know how triggering my life is to me so this is frankly going to suck and take f o r e v e r to move forward. Nothings changed. Still in a place I dont want to be. Discouragement rules the day. Huzzah!

Jan 09, 2025 3:32:10 PM Me


FYI — I can be NOT suicidal, and still hate everything about my life right now. NOT being suicidal makes none of the stressors or feeling down go away. All those feelings are still here unfortunately.

Jan 09, 2025 4:11:27 PM (Read by you after 38 seconds) +13038752587


What’s the next step in treatment?

Jan 09, 2025 4:13:16 PM Me


Calling ppl tomorrow for appts. Have one for med check next week, and then I wait for next Dbt to start. May be 8 weeks until I can start.

Jan 09, 2025 4:14:17 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


What’s Dbt?

Jan 09, 2025 4:14:58 PM Me


Dialectical Behavior Therapy

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Jan 09, 2025 4:14:28 PM Me


I have to “wait in line” until a new group starts up because they go 3 days a week, 2 hrs each visit for 8-9 weeks. Almost 50 hours

Jan 09, 2025 4:14:45 PM Me


Dialectical Behavior Therapy

Jan 09, 2025 4:14:58 PM Me


Dialectical Behavior Therapy

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Jan 09, 2025 4:15:12 PM Me


Google it

Jan 09, 2025 4:15:57 PM Me


Its different that CBT, sigmund freud kind. Sit and talk for an hour

Jan 09, 2025 4:17:14 PM Me


— Please recognize that I have a depressing life, because I do and its my experience right now. Until MAJOR things happen Im stuck

Jan 09, 2025 4:17:34 PM Me


Its that simple

Jan 09, 2025 4:20:30 PM Me


No matter how hard I wish, nothing changes. Go figure. Im a realist. I dont dabble in fantasy or speculation, hope, or optimism any longer because of the space Im presently in. Maybe if my luck could change I may be able to see it again, but right now? Aint happening

Jan 10, 2025 3:30:38 PM Me


First Post-Visit Task Complete. Have reached out to https://www.boulderacudetox.org/ for info about going to access their free services.

Jan 10, 2025 3:31:14 PM Me


they have a clinic in Longmont tonight but I’m waiting to find out if its a drop in clinic. Services are free.

Jan 10, 2025 3:32:55 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211


🙁

Jan 10, 2025 3:53:43 PM Me


Second task done: Called BCH counseling center and inquired about DBT IOP program. Left name, number, and why I called. One task left. Login to my new BCH personal medical portal and activate my account online.

Jan 10, 2025 3:54:34 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211


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Jan 10, 2025 5:43:03 PM Me


Jan 10, 2025 5:43:05 PM Me


Been feeling awful all day. Been in basement and about to go walk around block in the dark, simply to get outside. Finding that being out of the hospital has brought all my stress, depression, and anxiety back from my current life situation. Despite all that, I did everything the docs and nurses asked of me today. I feel no sense of accomplishment, or positivity. Everything is blah. In the dont care about anything mode. Like my fictitious credit score. A made up number whose purpose is to create fear and anxiety. I’ve got collecters on me hard. I tell em they can try all they want. I’m currently worth $1.34 Hahaha 🖕🖕

Jan 10, 2025 5:46:59 PM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211


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Jan 10, 2025 6:26:57 PM Me



Word.

Jan 10, 2025 6:32:27 PM Me



100000% Maga Morons are the most severely uneducated, no -reflective, non-open-minded, and anti-contemplative demographic that is SO BLIND BY “THE BIG LIE” THEY VOTE AGAINST THEIR BEST INTERESTS. 🤣🤣🤣

Jan 10, 2025 6:32:51 PM Me


Jan 10, 2025 6:33:02 PM Me


Word.

Jan 10, 2025 6:33:58 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211


🤣🤣🤣🤣

Jan 10, 2025 6:44:27 PM Me


This is my VERY GOOD FRIEND Carlos Perez with whom I worked with during my years with Art+Logic. He is the Marketing Director for them. He is definitely a homie of mine from LA. We share same love of music and art. Im happy that he and his family are safe, but to see whats left of his house, AND how ELOQUENT AND COMPOSED he is during this interview with CBS LA is amazing to say the least. Its hard to describe how sad I feel for him having been thru a wildfire myself and knowing ppl that lost everything from that. 😢😢😢

Jan 10, 2025 6:44:28 PM Me


Jan 10, 2025 6:44:48 PM Me


He lives in the Pasadena area Not the Palisades

Jan 10, 2025 6:45:42 PM Me


Ive messages him on multiple platforms and hope to hear back. Will let you know.

Jan 10, 2025 6:56:56 PM +15185908211


Oh how sad , I watched the vid, hope he goes to Conn, & gathers themselves & return to build back

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Jan 10, 2025 7:02:09 PM Me


Hes such a super considerate guy. Good people

Jan 10, 2025 7:56:49 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


He sounded like that on the interview

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Jan 10, 2025 8:45:07 PM Me


longmont tshirt job I applied for. FT with benefits.

Jan 10, 2025 8:45:13 PM Me


Jan 10, 2025 8:49:02 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211


Keep my 🤞 crossed

Jan 10, 2025 10:20:47 PM Me


applied to this one in my field. Located in Boulder:

Jan 10, 2025 10:20:50 PM Me

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Jan 10, 2025 10:56:23 PM Me


— Found a video Carlos had recorded and uploaded to Instagram. Its the moment he first pulls up to his house to see that its gone. You can hear him and his son (20ish) react as they are driving through their neighborhood and seeing all the destruction. Its heartbreaking because I know how good, kind, and nice a person he is. Wouldn’t hurt a fly. I’m just so sad for him and everyone who lost during this.

Jan 10, 2025 10:56:24 PM Me


Jan 10, 2025 10:57:00 PM Me


😢

Jan 11, 2025 9:08:32 AM Me


— Gm Hahahaha https://www.threads.net/@oceanblue72/post/DEp_tbRSMbI?xmt=AQGzqPWd4s3EcNjuu1H4ZKZLvb8xOvocvCZdckeWTc14bA

Jan 11, 2025 9:09:07 AM Me


Jan 11, 2025 1:20:44 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 51 seconds) +15182388114


Yeah Michele aka Big Mike is showing how big hers is 🤣

Jan 11, 2025 1:34:41 PM Me


Hahaha

Jan 11, 2025 2:09:25 PM Me


Jan 11, 2025 3:17:16 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211


How true🥹

Jan 11, 2025 3:22:05 PM Me


Ive betrayed myself for a majority of my life.

Jan 11, 2025 3:59:41 PM Me


Nothing seems to help my persistent anxiety, stress, and heart pounding out my chest. Have felt this way since leaving hospital and back into my life stressors which are so numerable i cant count them. So feels like I traded Depression for Anxiety. But Depressions here in force too! Doesnt want to miss out on making me hurt more I have spent every weekend since arriving in Colorado in the basement. How can I not feel so lonely if I don’t have any resources to go anywhere, to buy myself something, or perhaps buy something for someone else. These simple things don’t exist in my life and I haven’t for months . Just don’t know how else to communicate how fucking awful this is

Jan 11, 2025 9:24:25 PM Me


Jan 11, 2025 9:27:28 PM Me


plausible reason to be root cause of my and tens of thousands unemployment over past 2 years. Makes TOTAL sense. Read the post to see how the tax law works. Basically companies wont hire me because of the tax bill they have to pay up front. They can’t deduct it up front, but have to do it slowly over time. So they simply let people go and didnt hire back so they could step aside from the tax bill. BIg corps could take the tax hit: Apple, Google, Meta, Netflix, etc. The medium and smaller companies (largest segment of employers) SHUT UP SHOP.

Jan 11, 2025 10:27:52 PM Me


This is what I want to try ASAP. This is what I couldnt get access to.

Jan 11, 2025 10:27:53 PM Me


Jan 11, 2025 10:28:51 PM Me


SPRAVATO®, the only FDA-approved nasal spray for adults with: Major depressive disorder (MDD) who’ve had an inadequate response to two or more oral antidepressants, known as treatment-resistant depression (TRD) Depressive symptoms in adults with MDD with suicidal thoughts or actions (MDSI) — I have both of the above. Those are the primary reasons to take it.

Jan 11, 2025 10:31:27 PM Me


I’m on 450mg of Wellbutrin and 275mg of Effexor DAILY Both maximum dosages. Been on them for over a year and IM STILL DEPRESSED AND have suicidal ideation.

Jan 11, 2025 10:32:48 PM Me


— Do I need to point a gun at my head to prove I need this shit?!?!?! WTAF? I’m SO FRUSTRTED

Jan 11, 2025 10:33:03 PM Me

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simply ready to kill

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Jan 12, 2025 5:38:07 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 16 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211


So good 😀😃😃🤣🤣🤣🤣

Jan 12, 2025 10:29:55 PM Me



Fire is burning Hollywood Hills. If It gets into residential it will be incredibly sad

Jan 13, 2025 4:16:49 PM (Read by you after 23 minutes, 31 seconds) +15182388114



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Jan 13, 2025 4:18:20 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes) +15185908211


We saw that earlier, I will send her a congrats

Jan 13, 2025 5:21:34 PM Me



Clicked to look at this job from an email I received. It was onilne less than 8 hours. Too many applications. Nature of my field right now.

Jan 13, 2025 5:23:07 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211


Oh rats

Jan 13, 2025 5:26:23 PM Me


I am seeing more jobs offered however

Jan 13, 2025 5:27:29 PM +15185908211


Ooh

Jan 13, 2025 6:13:41 PM Me



Thats a post from Mr. Sulu, george takei. Imagine what else elon Is lying about? Anything to benefit himself. South African Foreigner!! GO BACK WHERE YOU CAME FROM

Jan 13, 2025 6:14:27 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15182388114


Ok Gavin Newscum 🤣

Jan 13, 2025 6:17:14 PM Me


if u never lived there ur opinion is bupkis. There is SO MUCH fake shit online. Cant wait until hes “President Newsom” Once the next 4 years of grift is gone.

Jan 13, 2025 6:17:48 PM Me


Then the MAGAS can FUCK THEIR FEELINGS what comes around…

Jan 13, 2025 6:17:55 PM Me


🤣🤣

Jan 13, 2025 6:19:18 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211


Not🤣😀🤣😀🤣😀🤣😀🤣

Jan 13, 2025 8:40:36 PM Me


— If interested here is a YT channel streaming the firefighers are battling it a top the Santa monica mountians and keeping if from going into the San Fernando Valley (where I lived in Sherman Oaks). Amazing that the fires are burning one week.

Jan 13, 2025 8:40:38 PM Me


Jan 13, 2025 8:40:53 PM Me


all helicopter views

Jan 13, 2025 8:41:18 PM Me


raging hard

Jan 13, 2025 8:42:42 PM Me


— Early estimate are 150 - 200 BILLION in damages

Jan 13, 2025 8:43:59 PM Me


might be worst urban fire in US history. Last was 1906 in San Fransico

Jan 13, 2025 8:44:16 PM +15185908211


They said today the winds are going high tonight , for sure been watching all week , getting close to Oxnard

Jan 13, 2025 8:44:44 PM Me


they have fire warnings all thru ventura county tonight

Jan 13, 2025 8:44:49 PM Me


including Ojai

Jan 13, 2025 8:45:04 PM +15185908211


Yes I see

Jan 13, 2025 8:45:19 PM Me


Imagine Dad would have LOVED to fight these kinds of fires

Jan 13, 2025 8:45:43 PM Me


they’re zooming in on helicopters dropping water on the fire.

Jan 13, 2025 8:46:50 PM +15185908211


Oh yea , be all over it day & night

Jan 13, 2025 8:46:51 PM Me


this is exactly what Thomas Fire was like. Fire moved from Santa Paula into Ventura in a few hours.

Jan 13, 2025 8:47:10 PM Me


so much dead debris ripe for burning

Jan 13, 2025 8:48:09 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211


I sure the bot are aware of it , tx them & let them know

Jan 13, 2025 8:48:20 PM Me


oh they are

Jan 13, 2025 8:48:25 PM Me


I know the School is paying attention

Jan 13, 2025 8:48:35 PM +15185908211


Ok

Jan 13, 2025 8:49:04 PM Me


After going thru Thomas the school would be far better prepared for this having gone thru it before

Jan 13, 2025 8:49:29 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


Yes, I am sure

Jan 13, 2025 8:49:59 PM Me


jeff hoopers the boss I know hes solid

Jan 13, 2025 8:50:38 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 7 seconds) +15185908211


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Jan 13, 2025 8:52:27 PM Me


when the fires are finally out I know what that landscape will be like

Jan 13, 2025 8:53:52 PM Me


those flames are 100 feet high coming off the hillside, wow

Jan 13, 2025 8:55:28 PM Me


flames right now are YUGE

Jan 13, 2025 9:11:26 PM Me


— THIS is the problem with this country.

Jan 14, 2025 10:41:52 AM Me


-- GM FYI, there was a fire that started last night in Ventura County. It is well over 15 miles away from Ojai and going away, going south. Best place to get updated info about Ventura County is this website. The Venrura Fire Dept always says to use this site for county emergencies. Lots of maps and data

Jan 14, 2025 10:41:52 AM Me


Jan 14, 2025 10:42:30 AM Me


And here is the Ventura County Sherrif’s Incident dashboard:

Jan 14, 2025 10:42:31 AM Me


Jan 14, 2025 11:23:19 AM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 20 seconds) +15182388114


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Jan 14, 2025 2:14:57 PM Me


— Excellent Distinction here. Illuminating.... DECISIONS VS CHOICES Decisions are easy, choices are hard. A good decision is our best analysis of the facts, options and risks. If it’s too close to call, flip a coin, because it’s too close to call. On the other hand, a choice involves understanding our priorities, evaluating our preference for risk and sometimes, changing our minds. None of these are easy. If we face a difficult choice, it’s helpful to stop thinking about it as a decision. It’s a choice. Decisions are strategic, choices are personal.

Jan 14, 2025 2:51:57 PM Me


—__ ----- FYI, on all online Job Applications a question they ALWAYS ask is DO YOU HAVE A DISABILITY? I’ve ALWAYS clicked NO. I now click yes, because depression is on their list along with Anxiety—and hell I’ve been an inpatient at a facility. I think that qualifies. Besides Companies GET Federal Benefits when they hire Disabled Folks.

Jan 14, 2025 2:52:32 PM Me


Lets see if I get interviews, or if things just keep going on per usual.

Jan 14, 2025 2:53:07 PM Me


just appliced to this gig.

Jan 14, 2025 2:53:08 PM Me


Jan 14, 2025 2:53:45 PM Me


— The base salary range for this position in the United States is $175,000 - $223,000 per year plus eligibility for additional bonus ranging $24,000-$39,000; That’s what I’m talking bout.

Jan 14, 2025 2:54:01 PM Me


I could pay off some bills

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Jan 15, 2025 2:37:21 PM Me


— Back in APats basement. I tried going to coffee shop and do anything, something, to move myself forward and got met with my old friend catatonic depression. Staring off into space alone, sitting by yourself in a packed coffee shop where everyone has a friend they’re having a chat and a laugh with. Its like rubbing my nose in what I dont have simply to remind me my station in this culture.

Jan 15, 2025 2:38:08 PM Me


so i had to leave there It hurt too much

Jan 15, 2025 2:42:09 PM Me


Everywhere I go Im reminded of my situation. Whether its I dont have my own place, I dont have a job Or the one hurts to most is no money or resources to go out and do things that require money Like get an apt, or go dating. Cant shake the feeling of this anthem, “Im a loser baby, so why dont ya kill me. Get crazy with the cheese whiz”

Jan 15, 2025 2:42:11 PM Me


Jan 15, 2025 3:15:03 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 14 minutes, 34 seconds) +15182388114


I think you might have to just walk in a place that you submit an online application for and ask to speak with the manager. Show your really interested in the local jobs

Jan 15, 2025 5:01:13 PM Me


Did that in CA and they told me to go apply online that they had nothing to do with hiring

Jan 15, 2025 3:27:18 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 2 minutes, 19 seconds) +15182388114


What about the coffee shop? Your there all the time? You like the atmosphere? They hiring?

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Jan 15, 2025 3:49:56 PM Me


Not hiring

Jan 15, 2025 5:01:13 PM Me


Did that in CA and they told me to go apply online that they had nothing to do with hiring
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Jan 15, 2025 5:02:34 PM Me


— 616 days and counting

Jan 15, 2025 5:13:11 PM Me


Have a doordash, BUT revoked car registration, and cancelled insurance. Prob not a good idea to risk going to jail, and thousands in fines Just so I can have a $20 bill for a week of daily coffee at the shop. I cant risk it. Cost/benefit is too out of whack
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Jan 15, 2025 5:14:13 PM Me


i literally have nothing going for me other than Im not sleeping in the car

Jan 15, 2025 5:14:47 PM +15182388114


So you’d rather be sleeping in a car door dashing?

Jan 15, 2025 5:16:56 PM Me


If I could afford the car and insurance, yes. Id go back to CA At least I could see Declan in person, and I was friends with the entire Ojai Starbucks staff on a first name basis. No friends, no nothing here except sitting in the basement for 3 months

Jan 15, 2025 5:16:11 PM +15185908211


You have aroid over your head & good & people who care , the rest is up to you

Jan 15, 2025 5:16:56 PM Me


If I could afford the car and insurance, yes. Id go back to CA At least I could see Declan in person, and I was friends with the entire Ojai Starbucks staff on a first name basis. No friends, no nothing here except sitting in the basement for 3 months
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Jan 15, 2025 5:18:37 PM Me


Sitting inside a basement Only person I talk to most of the day is myself in my head Cant make friends cuz have no resources to go anywhere

Jan 15, 2025 5:20:26 PM +15185908211


That’s where you come in , make it happen, it’s totally up to you to get what you want & need

Jan 15, 2025 5:20:57 PM Me


Not when I go to jail for driving my car just to make five or 10 bucks

Jan 15, 2025 5:20:33 PM Me


this is Im motivated right now to go make deliveries But the specter of some one else hitting me and having an accident is too much to risk Ill put myself SO much farther down into the hole Im already in

Jan 15, 2025 5:20:57 PM Me


Not when I go to jail for driving my car just to make five or 10 bucks
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Jan 15, 2025 5:21:24 PM Me


I have no car insurance I have no car registration

Jan 15, 2025 5:21:28 PM +15184516476


Walmarts

Jan 15, 2025 5:22:40 PM Me


Been there, wont hire me They know I’ll leave asap

Jan 15, 2025 5:22:40 PM Me


Been there, wont hire me They know I’ll leave asap
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Jan 15, 2025 5:23:05 PM Me


Applied to another grocwry store on Monday.

Jan 15, 2025 5:23:42 PM +15185908211


No more excuses, 😖

Jan 15, 2025 5:23:55 PM Me


— the damn suicidal thoughts are back today too

Jan 15, 2025 5:24:35 PM Me


The day sux when u cant make that stop

Jan 15, 2025 5:25:27 PM +15184516476


You have to get a job

Jan 15, 2025 5:27:11 PM Me


not like I havent known for over 85 WEEKS since my last one. 1700+ applications 3 interviews

Jan 15, 2025 5:25:27 PM Me


ive easily accumulated probably 90 of last 616 days where suicide was the theme of the day 3 months

Jan 15, 2025 5:27:11 PM Me


not like I havent known for over 85 WEEKS since my last one. 1700+ applications 3 interviews
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Jan 15, 2025 5:27:31 PM Me


Contrary to popular belief I have not been sitting on my ass every day

Jan 15, 2025 5:27:46 PM Me


I’m either trying to get a job or I’m too damn depressed to do anything

Jan 15, 2025 5:28:39 PM +15185908211


Just have to keep on trying, it will happen

Jan 15, 2025 5:29:02 PM Me


— Just cancelled doordash the was supposed to start now ☹️

Jan 15, 2025 5:29:36 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211


What do you mean

Jan 15, 2025 5:33:37 PM Me


I had a DoorDash that was starting at 5:30 ending at 7 I cancelled it because Im not taking risk of jail and thousands in fines cuz Im Driving an unregistered and uninsured out of state car.

Jan 15, 2025 5:30:08 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 54 seconds) +15184516476


Even if you are shoveling shit it’s better than doing nothing applying for jobs is admirable but you need something to survive on

Jan 15, 2025 5:36:59 PM Me


I know this. Can't make people not be ageist when they're not even conscious of it. I'm seen as overeducated. I want to bag groceries, but Im better educated than the store managers

Jan 15, 2025 5:33:37 PM Me


I had a DoorDash that was starting at 5:30 ending at 7 I cancelled it because Im not taking risk of jail and thousands in fines cuz Im Driving an unregistered and uninsured out of state car.
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I know this. Can't make people not be ageist when they're not even conscious of it. I'm seen as overeducated. I want to bag groceries, but Im better educated than the store managers
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Jan 15, 2025 5:37:52 PM Me


I’ve been asked “why are you applying here?” when they look over my info

Jan 15, 2025 5:38:09 PM Me


as in “u don't belong here”

Jan 15, 2025 5:38:53 PM +15185908211


Don’t put that, put high school grad

Jan 15, 2025 5:39:12 PM Me


I have and still nothing

Jan 15, 2025 5:40:03 PM +15184516476


There are jobs out there keep trying

Jan 15, 2025 5:40:12 PM +15185908211


Should have said I need to make some money until something else comes along

Jan 15, 2025 5:42:02 PM Me


Done it, no reaction other than thx but no thx

Jan 15, 2025 5:41:17 PM Me


In regards to the horse I keep beating I'm reminded of the words Dr. Mccoy famously said to captain Kirk, “its dead jim”

Jan 15, 2025 5:42:02 PM Me


Done it, no reaction other than thx but no thx
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Jan 15, 2025 5:42:45 PM +15185908211


Uggggggggh

Jan 15, 2025 5:45:17 PM Me


- Going to bed Today has been very depressing despite feeling “sorta ok” when I woke up. Was fine until about 12noon Then the hearse pulled up inside my brain 🧠 and out came Mr depression who simply got stronger as day progressed

Jan 15, 2025 5:47:24 PM Me


— What hurts the most is knowing that tomorrow is more of the same. My proof is the 616 days its repeated thus far. Hard to refute that evidence when I got nothing else

Jan 15, 2025 5:50:15 PM Me


Simply being real and unfiltered with y’all You deserve me to tell it all, and not hold back. I can tell you over the past four years I’ve probably written enough text messages to Darrell about the repeatable days to have a book longer than “War and Peace” by Tolstoy

Jan 15, 2025 5:50:59 PM Me


K, going offline a while

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Jan 15, 2025 7:53:28 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211


Did ever think to ask Aunt Pat to use her car for door dash , she would probably would say yes , it’s a job to make some money Ask her tomorrow

Jan 16, 2025 11:04:44 AM Me


applied to this. would be a good one.

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Jan 16, 2025 11:06:36 AM Me


this one too, not ideal but related to my field. Ive done this work before:

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Jan 16, 2025 2:19:11 PM Me


Depression in the house. #goodtimes

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Took a second or two to see the popcorn

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Jan 16, 2025 10:14:25 PM Me


— I just read that David Lynch passed away today. The world has lost a great artist.

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Indeed. State of art

Jan 17, 2025 1:29:35 PM Me


Dad the germans have a word for you 🤣🤣🤣

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Jan 18, 2025 8:43:53 AM Me


— Coming on Monday.

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Jan 18, 2025 9:06:04 AM Me


Love this! Love the Brits!

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Jan 18, 2025 10:09:20 AM Me


— FYI - the temp phone number trial has ended. No phone service. So text and FaceTime audio are it.

Jan 18, 2025 10:24:21 AM Me


— Day 4 stuck in basement. The isolation reinforces the feeling of not belonging here. I'm the outsider no one knows I have zero chances to be in public, let alone serendipitously meet ppl.

Jan 18, 2025 10:26:07 AM Me


Sitting here in the basement until Tuesday is going to compound isolation, loneliness, dissociation, anhedonia, and stoke the depression. It all reinforces thoughts and feelings, that Im unwanted. I'll try my best not to lose my mind, as I'm concerned about psychotic depression now. Its where i suspect my brain will go if this depression keeps up. ☹️

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Get outside. Borrow meme’s car to door dash. Sitting inside your mind does not serve you.

Jan 18, 2025 12:30:15 PM Me


I don’t have a phone. No phone no GPS no cellular service no DoorDash

Jan 18, 2025 11:23:29 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 6 minutes, 14 seconds) +15182388114


Bert. I know you don’t want to come home but it’s your best option. You will have a place to live, can get a job. I am your brother and friend. We can go play darts, go watch soccer at the pub, join a men’s soccer league. You can work while searching for main career. Save money get on your feet and move anywhere you want. Set a goal 1 year. You have my support back home?

Jan 18, 2025 12:32:12 PM Me


I’ve been in bed for over an hour I’ve given up on today.

Jan 18, 2025 12:32:26 PM Me


It doesn’t matter where the hell I am depression doesn’t stay in Colorado if I go to New York

Jan 18, 2025 12:32:42 PM Me


And you guys may not want to hear it but going back there is the most triggering thing I could do

Jan 18, 2025 12:30:15 PM Me


I don’t have a phone. No phone no GPS no cellular service no DoorDash
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Jan 18, 2025 12:32:12 PM Me


I’ve been in bed for over an hour I’ve given up on today.
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Jan 18, 2025 12:32:26 PM Me


It doesn’t matter where the hell I am depression doesn’t stay in Colorado if I go to New York
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Jan 18, 2025 12:32:42 PM Me


And you guys may not want to hear it but going back there is the most triggering thing I could do
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Jan 18, 2025 12:32:56 PM Me


Going back to sleep

Jan 18, 2025 12:38:37 PM Me


Besides I believed everybody when they told me if I came to Colorado I would get better. It’s been going in the absolute opposite direction I ended up in a fucking mental hospital. It boils down to the fact that I have no means to go outside. I can’t make money DoorDash. If I have no money in my pocket I can’t go buy a three dollar cup of coffee. Sitting in a coffee shop makes me feel somewhat like I still belong on this fucking planet So sitting inside day after day when I’ve already got 620 something of them behind me ???

Jan 18, 2025 12:39:56 PM Me


i’m simply sick of waking up every day and feeling like this. I can’t turn it off I can’t will it away and it’s gonna follow me to wherever I go I gotta work with what I got and right now I got nothing

Jan 18, 2025 12:48:30 PM Me


I haven’t looked for any jobs or done any art in two days I’ve done nothing but stare at the wall and be inside my dark head all day because I can’t change my scenery So I sleep because then at least I’m not conscious and not sitting being depressed with no way of changing anything Historically as I’ve done over the past 600 days I use coffee shops as my life preserver. I know that may sound totally whacked out to you guys but I wouldn’t be alive if I didn’t go I can daydream like I have a normal life, see strangers come and go, and pretend for a few hours then I’m not less than, or not good enough to be part of this reality. Sadly its the only thing that keeps me tethered because it presents a weird hope that I’ll somehow be online and connect the dots to find a way out of where I am.

Jan 18, 2025 12:49:55 PM Me


— now back to sleep. Got myself crying, redfaced and down writing that last part

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Jan 18, 2025 4:03:45 PM Me


— I just woke up. I also realize my phone number has not been in operation for three weeks. I wonder if I missed anyone trying to call me for an interview? For ANYthing ive applied for? Guess I’ll never know. Besides Phone still doesn’t work so even if someone were to call me next week for an interview I’ll never know.

Jan 18, 2025 4:05:43 PM Me


Ps. About to lose my Spotify account. I’ve been able to pay the 20 bucks a month since I became unemployed in May 2023. That’s coming to an end now. So Russ, just a heads up that you may find yourself unable to get into Spotify I just don’t know when that will drop

Jan 18, 2025 4:06:24 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 56 seconds) +15182388114


Ok

Jan 18, 2025 4:45:38 PM Me


— I wanted to go to a coffee shop today so I could stop feeling like a mutant, and maybe feel like I belong. Instead I’ve been in the dark basement all day being reminded that I don’t belong here, inflaming and stoking depression. I feel like I’m on the edge of psychotic depression—thats when I start hallucinating because of the duration, stress and intensity in my head. the universe is gonna just keep taking things away from me until I get its message Every time I open my eyes I’m in raging depression, throbbing headache, and stiff neck So I’d rather keep my face stuffed in a pillow trying to be unconscious with no hope of anything different. Trying to sleep is literally the only break I get from being depressed. Tomorrow will be the same, that’s the only thing that I am certain of Ok, back to sleep

Jan 19, 2025 2:32:39 PM Me


hi

Jan 19, 2025 2:34:23 PM Me


just applied to this digital pre-press technician role in Longmont. leverage my newspaper and Jensen Design, and Thacher experience. I HOPE I hear from them. This is the type of job that isnt EXACTLY what I want, but its in “visual design” at least. I would likely NOT get bored with this type of work:

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Jan 19, 2025 2:58:32 PM Me


really good Seth Godin post. Memos for the Future. Some Excellent Suggestions.

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Jan 19, 2025 7:54:16 PM Me


I have my Patreon setup for one-time donations and memberships with bennies.

Jan 19, 2025 7:54:36 PM Me


Russ, let me know if the prices and benefits make sense. Thanks!!!!

Jan 19, 2025 7:56:31 PM Me


— PS: I was getting hammered with messages online that were synchronistic with getting back on my art and push. Headed to super market, but when I’m back I’ll be uploading some videos to YouTube.

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Jan 20, 2025 12:17:42 PM Me


Darrell I cannot text you directly. Whenever I try it boomerangs back to me. I know I dont have cell phone service so that’s part of it. But I wonder what else is up. You’re on an iPhone so I’m not sure what’s up.

Jan 20, 2025 6:16:14 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +13038752587


Not sure. Just getting caught up in text messages now.

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Jan 20, 2025 12:18:35 PM Me


Big push yesterday, and today on job app front, my bertmahoney.com website — some small tweaks, and Bert.ForSale—YouTube channel content push.

Jan 20, 2025 12:22:26 PM Me


Trying to stay busy because the depression has been coming on around noon time. So I try to get distracted before that. My spirits are still in the basement because I dont have any money, and I feel stuck. FYI, since arriving here I’ve not played one game of darts. 🙁 Something that ALWAYS put depression on pause. Cant bring myself to go in to the bar here in Longmont and walk in to play darts and not be a patron. Not my style. Anyhow, every day is exactly the same, despite the day, week, month, and year change. Its always teh same and it really sucks to feel that each and every day. Going nowhere fast.

Jan 20, 2025 1:13:54 PM Me


Found this job in Broomfield, CO. And its remote. I applied already. Its in my wheelhouse.

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Jan 20, 2025 1:40:29 PM Me


— I just signed up to be a plasma donor. There is a facility 5 miles from here. I go at 6:10am tomorrow morning. I get ~$80 per donation and can get up to $675 in 8 donations. I can do donations every other day if I want to. So Tues, Thurs, Sun, repeat for a couple weeks. Gets me really close to the ~$750 car payments I would have to make in 6 days. I have one last chance to save the car. Then, I’m basically fucked and stuck here.

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Jan 20, 2025 1:56:21 PM Me


Hey, if anyone has a business idea, we can raise money online:

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Jan 20, 2025 3:01:37 PM Me


— Hi, i have a favor to ask. Could someone let me borrow $40 until I get the $80 tomorrow after plasma? I’ll send u back the $40 tomorrow morning after 8am mst ( when I should get done ) I’d like to get some toiletries from Target, and I’d like to get a Buffer membership to use the power of the tool to manage all my social media accts, 4 I have for bert.forsale, and all my @berchman socials too. I’m gearing up for a MAJOR amount of content published in the next few weeks to establish Bert.ForSale, its mission, and how people can help. My plan is to use my life experience with complete transparency and full authenticity. Real talk, no B$. And share all my mental health challenges. So, let me know if anyone can help me out over next 24 hours. You will have ur money back by this time tomorrow, because I’ll still have another $40 in my pocket. If u can, venmo is best 🙏 Thanks for considering 🙂

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I just created a Patreon account on your site. It looks good, easy to understand. Verified my email and info no problem.

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I’ll Venmo you $40 as long as you send back like you said above.

Jan 20, 2025 5:30:44 PM Me


Yes, thats the plan. My appt is at 6:10am MST 8:10am 4 u. I can text u when im out of there because they need to observe you for about 15 minutes after your donation just to make sure you’re not gonna tip over

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I’ll see if I can transfer it right off the card they give me, they give you a reloadable debit card so that if you go back for more donations they can just put the money on that card every time. I should be able to because it’s reloadable, just like my DoorDash card

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Jan 20, 2025 5:32:56 PM Me


And thank you big time for checking out the Patreon set up. I thought about that yesterday after watching some videos and the content creators who use Patreon

Jan 20, 2025 5:34:07 PM Me


after I have some dinner, I’ll spend the rest of the night working on my YouTube channel. I need to have an introductory video that explains everything and then I have content for each of the posters. I recorded a video of me talking about them what the inspiration was and also my personal story with each one of those symptoms

Jan 20, 2025 5:35:35 PM Me


And then I think my plan initially will be to publish two or three videos per week that are about my personal mental health experiences over my life and how they’ve impacted my life and the hindsight is 2020 version as well My hope is that people like me that suffer this bullshit can relate and know there’s somebody else out there that’s in the same damn boat

Jan 20, 2025 5:36:14 PM Me


I have plenty of doctors who I subscribed to, psychiatrists and counselors. But I have yet to find a person who has a channel that talks about their own mental health struggles, who is not in the medical field

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I’ll let you guys know when I have the videos on my channel

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I’ll hit 1,200 days of meditation in just over a month. Over 33,000 minutes

Jan 20, 2025 6:16:14 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +13038752587


Not sure. Just getting caught up in text messages now.

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Jan 20, 2025 8:56:02 PM Me


— Inauguration Day. Day-0001 We have our first story.

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Fascism shows up in weird ways.

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What not he was dancing , are you crazy 🤪. ???

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Better ck yourself Boom

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Reading it wrong ck yourself

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Musk supports the far right. He’s South African. Remember Aparthied? Nelson Mandela?

Jan 20, 2025 9:00:28 PM +15185908211


Stop

Jan 20, 2025 9:00:44 PM Me


I can’t stop it. They’re in office.

Jan 20, 2025 9:00:48 PM Me


Just watch

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I guess me you and dad are Nazis now? 🤣

Jan 20, 2025 9:01:10 PM Me


hahaha

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no

Jan 20, 2025 9:01:20 PM Me


did I say that????? NO

Jan 20, 2025 9:01:32 PM +15182388114


You implied it

Jan 20, 2025 9:02:05 PM Me


YOU implied it in your head. I said ZERO about you. Stop putting words in my mouth.

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YOU implied it in your head. I said ZERO about you. Stop putting words in my mouth.
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Yes I am , great can’t wait till we get this f up country straight , take that sucker

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I’ll enjoy the popcorn. Not going to waste my energy on this crap

Jan 20, 2025 9:03:41 PM Me


Its like being into the Kardashians

Jan 20, 2025 9:04:15 PM Me


Vapid Cult of Personality.

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Screw him , me to America is back on track yea

Jan 20, 2025 9:04:40 PM Me


haha

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Came up at random in my Youtube. Jung and child man psychology next to Elon in a story about Tech Oligarchs being the new Robber Barons Serendipity and Synchronicity! Delicious 😜

Jan 21, 2025 8:15:59 AM Me


One of the BEST youtube interview channels. Watching this one today

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It’s over 2 hrs. Just give me a summary after you watch it 🤣

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I crossed over 550 HOURS of meditation last week. Just over 500 guided hours And nearly 14 hours in stillness and silence Im impressed with myself.

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It’s over 2 hrs. Just give me a summary after you watch it 🤣

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Jan 21, 2025 9:14:19 AM Me


👍 I can have AI give me a summary

Jan 21, 2025 9:15:43 AM Me


I watched the preview and it looks super interesting

Jan 21, 2025 9:37:22 AM Me


— Everyone who beat down on the police at the capital. 14 ppl charged with seditious conspiracy. Over 1500 ppl convicted. All of them are out. Including the ring leaders and most violent. Great. 😡 TRUMP let the most politically violent people out to run around. I watched it live. There are receipt’s. Remember the senators and congress people hiding in the balconies? madness.

Jan 21, 2025 9:38:42 AM Me


However im not shocked. Only the beginning. Day one.

Jan 21, 2025 9:45:42 AM Me


Next time they visit DC they’ll be packing, and know which ways to turn.

Jan 21, 2025 10:26:44 AM Me




Im in Steve Zizou mode today. Just need the shades and i could pass for him. Here’s a weird bit of trivia. The director of that movie, Wes Anderson and I share the birthday of May 1, and both in 1969 —  literally the same day.

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Jan 21, 2025 10:51:46 AM Me


right

Jan 21, 2025 10:58:22 AM Me


I do need to touch it up later today. After putting in my time on my bertmahoney.com. A few simple updates. But I think it will be more compelling, more storytelling than — hi, here i am.

Jan 21, 2025 10:58:22 AM Me


Been using AI for all kinds of stuff, and I’m using ONLY the totally freed stuff, cuz no $$

Jan 21, 2025 10:58:22 AM Me


anyhow, once I can pay to use the latest models I know I’ll be able to do far much more, far faster.

Jan 21, 2025 10:58:22 AM Me


the evolution of the LLMs is banana’s

Jan 21, 2025 11:28:29 AM Me


This is SO COOL!! Mom! Get Dad to sign up. He’ll love this.

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Free, he’ll no show me the money💸
Edited 9 seconds laterFree, hell no show me the money💸

Jan 21, 2025 11:45:38 AM Me


I’m in. This is a register for a specific man from NewYork. Infantry for Revolutionary war.


I can check this out and then do the translation. Russ, can you read this??

Jan 21, 2025 11:45:58 AM Me


There are records from World War ! and 2 that need it

Jan 21, 2025 11:46:54 AM Me


Some people find cool stories. One guy wrote a poem to his girlfriend from REv War

Jan 21, 2025 11:47:09 AM Me


translated teh whole thing

Jan 21, 2025 11:47:26 AM Me


I mean if you did a few, that would be cool

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Wow some is hard to decipher

Jan 21, 2025 11:56:39 AM Me


Once u figure out the persons style u see the patterns

Jan 21, 2025 11:57:45 AM Me


Best quote in DOAC interview, about 45mins in, “It’s like The Hunger Games for Facebook Ads…” 🤣🤣🤣

Jan 21, 2025 11:58:12 AM Me


Talking strategy to find best titles images etc.

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Saw these walking dog over weekend on river

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Yes I saw that earlier today. Is that the one you’re trying to get prescribed?

Jan 21, 2025 3:04:38 PM Me


yep

Jan 21, 2025 3:04:50 PM Me


think its $120 a month w/o insurance

Jan 21, 2025 3:05:02 PM Me


you have a way of looking up prices??

Jan 21, 2025 3:05:23 PM Me


on that specifically. 30 day 90 day

Jan 21, 2025 3:12:06 PM Me


— My word of wisdom for today Whenever “I want…” is in your thinking, or speech; You are always in the state of wanting. Never satisfied, hamster in a wheel. Your want continues because you’re not thinking from the angle of preference. “I prefer…” doesn’t put you in WANT, it says I can have this because I prefer it over an alternative. Its subtle to catch but the shift in perspective is MASSIVE. For one word, completely change how you see and interact with the world 🤯🤯🤯

Jan 21, 2025 3:12:40 PM Me


Ponder that

Jan 21, 2025 3:13:08 PM Me


Think of something you want Say it the other way

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Jan 21, 2025 3:38:20 PM Me


I’m going online to see if I can qualify

Jan 21, 2025 3:37:56 PM Me


Russell got the spotify images. Doing that now and will email you all account names to recreate it. Dont add liz back in, and u could give it to keegan?

Jan 21, 2025 3:38:20 PM Me


I’m going online to see if I can qualify
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Jan 21, 2025 3:38:30 PM Me


If I could get that for free that would be mind blowing almost literally

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Yes. I saw that and thought here you go

Jan 21, 2025 3:39:00 PM Me


I’m pretty sure I would qualify I’ll let you know

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Jan 21, 2025 10:22:58 PM Me


I got the right docs.

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Jan 21, 2025 10:23:22 PM Me


I meet everything. Plus 40 year history.

Jan 21, 2025 10:23:59 PM Me


I’m a perfect guinea pig, Fresh on the edge of brand new “senior” cuz I’m 55.

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Jan 21, 2025 10:32:32 PM Me


I’ll print it out at Trees tomorrow and fill it out. Then bring it to my care coordinator and ask for her help filling out the med forms. I think Tree has a scanner, so when filled out I can scan and then fax or email it to where ever. OMFG. this would literally be a dream come true to suddenly qualify for an entire year of it for free and simply share my info. I got nothing to hide. I simply want to feel what life is like without depression.

Jan 21, 2025 10:35:44 PM Me


I prefer, feeling clear headed without and uncontrollable mental illness/state of being that takes away living. I would prefer taking this one nose spray and dropping the other two meds. Plus my local care ppl then get to work with JandJ and they get experience with a brand new treatment. I think my docs will want in on this simply for their own professional curiosity and keeping up on the latest ways to treat it.

Jan 21, 2025 10:44:16 PM Me


k, pinged Tree and asked for best time to come by tomorrow.

Jan 21, 2025 10:46:15 PM Me


Emailing my care coodinator first thing tomorrow and ask for 15 mins of her time to show her the forms and go over what I am trying to do. I know she’ll want to help me, so I’m really hopeful that by this time tomorrow my information is filled out, correct and in full so as not to disqualify me in any way, shape or form. I prefer things that way.

Jan 21, 2025 10:48:02 PM Me


Then once done I wait for confirmation they recieved it. then I wait for review and an answer if I’m in the program—definitently my preferential outcome of this process. Amen. ps. Mom I told Aunt Pat about it too.

Jan 21, 2025 10:48:26 PM Me


Its my prime directive tomorrow.

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Jan 22, 2025 12:25:53 AM Me


— caught the day and time in a unique string right before going to bed. It has been a really interensting day


Jan 22, 2025 12:27:02 AM Me


rather 12225 1222a or 12225 0022

Jan 22, 2025 12:28:41 AM Me


pattterns are everywhere for me. see them every day. today lots of synchronicities and got thru lots of things. Got paperwork back from Liz. Hopefully have that wrapped up in short order. 2-3 weeks sign final docs.

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Happy Thursday! I made a Meme about Me.

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— Got my Medicaid account activated yesterday. Retro back to November 1, 2024. My entire stay at Della Cava is covered.

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Jan 24, 2025 11:55:22 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 32 minutes, 2 seconds) +15182388114


👍🏼 great to hear

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😊👍

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Jan 24, 2025 3:32:24 PM (Read by you after 29 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211


Let’s clean 😃🤸🏽‍♀️

Jan 24, 2025 4:02:13 PM Me


haha

Jan 24, 2025 4:03:11 PM Me


“When I was starting out, I used to sit down and write a couple times a week. And then, one day, I was watching these construction workers go back to work. I was watching them kind of trudgin’ down the street... It was like a revelation to me, and I realized, ‘These guys don’t want to go back to work after lunch, but they’re goin’... ’cause that’s their job!’ And I thought, ‘If they can exhibit that level of dedication for that job, I should be able to do the same.’ Just trudge your ass in!” — Jerry Seinfeld in Comedian

Jan 24, 2025 4:04:28 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211


So true 🤹🏼‍♀️

Jan 24, 2025 4:11:45 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 47 seconds) +15182388114


Do it 6 days a week 💪🏻

Jan 24, 2025 4:25:33 PM Me


the guy whose blog I follow did this. 3.5 mins

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Jan 25, 2025 3:33:23 PM Me


hi, hope things are calming down in the ‘hood. 😊

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Jan 25, 2025 3:33:33 PM Me


Have a laugh

Jan 25, 2025 3:34:58 PM Me


the looks are amazing. however if hes incredibly anti-social from anxiety this is TOTALLY normal behaviour!! Weird to neurotypicals, but not neurodivergents. You realize everyone isnt on the same “radio station” and thats AOK!! 😊

Jan 25, 2025 3:55:24 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211


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— Walked around the pond and cried the whole time. Then walked around Target looking at things I cant have. Pointless. Ive only interacted with Aunt Pat since new year, and Im more isolated THAN EVER BEFORE. So excited I get to sit inside the basement the rest of today when a going to coffeeshop literally keeps me alive because I have this fantasy that I still belong here. And this fantasy that is where I need to be so I can “bump” into people and make a connection to someone, ANYONE who isnt family. Thats why I live in coffee shops. They give me false hope and a distraction. Enuf to keep me here one more day. When I cant do that simple thing, Im ready to leave earth. Its literally the ONLY experience that gives me ANY hope.

Jan 26, 2025 1:24:29 PM Me


Suicide is only thing in my mind today. Sux

Jan 26, 2025 4:08:12 PM Me


— update. Still feeling down, but thankfully nothing more than that. Grateful for a small amt of relief. 🙏

Jan 26, 2025 6:11:12 PM Me


Jan 26, 2025 6:44:08 PM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211


You guys sux at least we could deal 🤪

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Jan 26, 2025 7:03:51 PM Me


omfg. 🫢

Jan 26, 2025 7:07:27 PM (Read by you after 24 seconds) +15185908211


What happened

Jan 26, 2025 6:46:05 PM (Read by you after 16 minutes, 2 seconds) +13038752587


Ski accident. Likely torn ACL

Jan 26, 2025 6:47:00 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 7 seconds) +15182388114


😮 just rub dirt on it!

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Jan 26, 2025 7:03:51 PM Me


omfg. 🫢
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Jan 26, 2025 7:07:27 PM (Read by you after 24 seconds) +15185908211


What happened
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Jan 26, 2025 7:07:51 PM Me


First, Im glad you didn’t Sonny Bono 🙏⛷️🌲 Second, imma guess ur eyes + mind thought u were 35 but ur body said, u outta ur mind? 🤣

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Jan 26, 2025 7:08:07 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 27 seconds) +15182388114


Look above at Darrell mom

Jan 26, 2025 7:09:01 PM (Read by you after 33 seconds) +15185908211


What happened ?

Jan 26, 2025 7:10:13 PM Me


He thought he was 12 again 🤣🤣🤣

Jan 26, 2025 7:09:23 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15182388114


He hurt his knee skiing possible torn ACL

Jan 26, 2025 7:10:07 PM +15185908211


Shit 💩

Jan 26, 2025 7:10:13 PM Me


He thought he was 12 again 🤣🤣🤣
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Jan 26, 2025 7:10:20 PM Me


⛷️

Jan 26, 2025 7:11:25 PM (Read by you after 52 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211


Really already has a bunch of pins in his side from the accident he was in years ago

Jan 26, 2025 7:11:55 PM (Read by you after 52 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211


😱 yikes

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Jan 26, 2025 9:57:49 PM Me



Right the bionic man

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Jan 26, 2025 7:14:17 PM (Read by you after 49 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211


Geese ☹️

Jan 26, 2025 8:05:00 PM Me


Jan 26, 2025 8:05:00 PM Me


This is next level parody mashup. This guys channel is worth the subscription

Jan 26, 2025 9:57:49 PM Me


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Jan 26, 2025 10:16:08 PM Me


I’ll be posting another ‘Transmission” this evening. This will become a daily thing — in either video, or audio-only. The idea is documenting the process, warts and all. This morning is a great example. Anyhow, I’ll share it in the video so I dont have to yack about it here. Once I publish, I’ll share the link.

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PS. Since arriving here last october I’ve invested over 400 hours in pursuing work (local and online), working on the new mental health artwork, building the entire website and infrastructure that works, Russ has posters to prove it. AI’s help: Your 300 hours spread across 92 days: 300 ÷ 92 = 3.26 hours per day 300 ÷ 13.14 weeks ≈ 22.83 hours per week Comparing to a 7-day/40-hour schedule: Working about 57% of a 40-hour week (22.83 ÷ 40) Working about 57% of the daily target (3.26 vs 5.71 hours) This shows a notably higher daily average when accounting for the extended holiday break. You were putting in about 3.26 hours per day, or nearly 23 hours per week " — Wow. and that’s WITH depression, hospitialization.

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Jan 27, 2025 10:40:52 AM Me



A typical day of me doing nothing🤣

Jan 27, 2025 12:26:45 PM Me



Synchronicity.

Jan 27, 2025 2:31:55 PM Me



I don’t know why this was in my photo library but dad definitely needs to use this as his avatar on his phone. He’s got modern hip glasses on even though they look like old school GE protective plastic

Jan 27, 2025 2:36:10 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 52 seconds) +15182388114


🤣

Jan 27, 2025 2:41:51 PM Me


DaMayors Joint founding father foto.

Jan 27, 2025 2:43:03 PM Me


K, if I can have a permit to open a dispensary on Broad Street and call it the mayor’s joint, and all the paperwork is in order I would come back and run that business clean as a whistle. And just think dad’s been in politics so long he could spend an afternoon on the phone and have everything that’s needed documentation wise probably done within a week rather than a year Russ?!?

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Jan 27, 2025 2:43:20 PM Me


It was an idea that popped into my head so I shared it

Jan 27, 2025 2:43:56 PM Me


It has the potential to be a cash 🐄

Jan 27, 2025 2:45:00 PM Me


I’d Buy a Boston dynamics AI robot dog with built-in gun system. It would know when there is a threat happening and it could easily neutralize the threat

Jan 27, 2025 2:43:20 PM Me


It was an idea that popped into my head so I shared it
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Jan 27, 2025 2:43:56 PM Me


It has the potential to be a cash 🐄
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Jan 27, 2025 2:45:00 PM Me


I’d Buy a Boston dynamics AI robot dog with built-in gun system. It would know when there is a threat happening and it could easily neutralize the threat
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Jan 27, 2025 2:47:24 PM +15182388114


Sounds good.

Jan 27, 2025 2:48:33 PM Me


Russ next dog should be an Ai robot one. I don’t like handguns around because they’re dangerous for me, but I would absolutely buy a robot guard dog with the power to neutralize anything that would cause me harm

Jan 27, 2025 2:49:08 PM Me


Get a stun gun version that shoots those little arrows or darts into your skin and then juices you up until you hit the ground jumping in wiggling like a fish out of water

Jan 27, 2025 2:49:48 PM Me


🤣🐠🎣

Jan 27, 2025 2:50:11 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 33 seconds) +15182388114


🤣

Jan 27, 2025 2:53:47 PM Me


4 months ago. Its already here. Imagine this thing with a variety of countermeasures that Can disable humans quickly. Think about bear spray or any other kind of aerosol you would breathe in. That thing doesn’t breathe but it sure can be full of some kind of shit to spray in your face🤣🤣 Since This is already here think about 10 years from now

Jan 27, 2025 2:53:53 PM Me


Jan 27, 2025 2:54:24 PM Me


And with current AI technology that thing would only get better at everything it does

Jan 27, 2025 2:56:42 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15182388114


It’s scary

Jan 27, 2025 2:57:03 PM Me


I know. Get used to it.

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Jan 27, 2025 2:57:48 PM Me


$4k Today

Jan 27, 2025 2:58:38 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


No as much as I thought

Jan 27, 2025 2:58:49 PM Me



If I had a steady source of income and a credit rating that’s far more preferable, I could afford 360 a month and have that thing paid off and under a year

Jan 27, 2025 3:00:21 PM Me



When you see them moving and they’re in this sort of position is when, for me, it gets to the uncanny Valley and beyond .

Jan 27, 2025 3:02:20 PM Me



This reminds me exactly of 1999 when everyone was selling a website/e-commerce machine in a box .

Jan 27, 2025 3:03:13 PM Me



Lets GO!!!!

Jan 27, 2025 3:03:56 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +15182388114


🤣

Jan 27, 2025 3:04:54 PM Me


33lbs. You can't just kick that away. That's 2 bowling balls

Jan 27, 2025 3:05:21 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


For that much can it shoot weapons from it?

Jan 27, 2025 3:05:33 PM Me


Not yet

Jan 27, 2025 3:05:46 PM Me


Those look to be for “research purposes”

Jan 27, 2025 3:05:59 PM Me


I would buy that in a heartbeat in fact they would already have my money

Jan 27, 2025 3:06:40 PM Me


Then figure out how to modify it myself. Or find somebody online who already has done it. Which probably exists if I looked hard enough

Jan 27, 2025 3:07:31 PM Me


You turn it on at night time when you’re sleeping to guard the house. Or when you’re away from the house at the market the store what have you…

Jan 27, 2025 3:08:03 PM Me


I have no doubt you will be able to buy one that sheet darts and electrocutes people and automatically call the cops in the ambulance simultaneously.
Edited 12 seconds laterI have no doubt you will be able to buy one that shoots darts and electrocutes people and automatically call the cops in the ambulance simultaneously.

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I’ve been wanting to see this thank you for reminding me I will queue it up tonight. I’m working on episode three. I’m going on my walk on the Saint Raine Causeway and going to record audio as I walk.

Jan 27, 2025 3:08:30 PM +13038752587


Great message at the end

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I’ve been wanting to see this thank you for reminding me I will queue it up tonight. I’m working on episode three. I’m going on my walk on the Saint Raine Causeway and going to record audio as I walk.
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Jan 27, 2025 3:09:32 PM Me


I have episode two already recorded I just haven’t published it yet because I’ve been busy on the divorce paperwork which comes first

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I found an 18 x 24“ watercolor painting from 1990 in Aunt Pats closet. I was 20/21 yrs old, full blast double major, ❤️ing my art-studio time.

Jan 27, 2025 3:21:45 PM Me


There is serendipity for me in finding this. Its in the same frame 🔲 Likely never been out since my hands placed it inside, like a time caosule some 35 years later. its a bridge back to my original artist self. I developed enough confidence over time to put my work on the wall for others to critique.

Jan 27, 2025 3:23:14 PM Me


One of two things happen. I watched both happen several times during my three years in art studio. The critique crushes you. You are incapable of separating your identity from the work on the wall. It’s as if you are crucified on the wall in front of everyone as if you’re symbolically on a cross

Jan 27, 2025 3:27:04 PM Me


Some art students handled early critiques fine but when you got to the Senior Year it was real artist artists who weren’t concerned with your feelings—they were concerned with the art. Not the artist. Many were from NYC a couple hours away and we’re very familiar with the New York art world and the whole scene.

Jan 27, 2025 3:35:21 PM Me


They asked hard questions. It wasn’t about that’s a pretty color what did you used to mix it. Questions Were “why are you using this type of imagery/juxtaposition/scale/medium? what are your thoughts behind the artwork? What are you're attempting to express? Whats it about? it was sink or swim in weekly open critique. Artwork on the wall for an audience of any art student and all art dept faculty. I was somehow naturally good from the start. And was skilled and nuanced By my senior year show.

Jan 27, 2025 3:35:54 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15182388114


👍🏼

Jan 27, 2025 3:35:59 PM Me


That directly impacted my ability to explain my designs to both my colleagues and clients. And to not care when the client rips a design to shreds

Jan 27, 2025 3:36:33 PM Me


Instead of they hate me! It’s how can we make this better?

Jan 27, 2025 3:36:50 PM Me


K done

Jan 27, 2025 3:37:15 PM Me


Russ do you see that I just wrote a script for a YouTube short?!?😛

Jan 27, 2025 3:37:31 PM Me


That was a stream-of-consciousness brain dump

Jan 27, 2025 3:38:16 PM Me


People in my line of work always ask how the hell do you get good at talking with the client about your work when they know Jack shit

Jan 27, 2025 3:38:52 PM Me


K Time to get in the car and go walk I’ll shut up now

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Jan 27, 2025 4:09:35 PM Me


Mom.

Jan 27, 2025 6:16:48 PM Me


OMFG. this for real?

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Jan 27, 2025 6:18:41 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 52 minutes, 13 seconds) +15182388114


😮

Jan 27, 2025 10:44:02 PM Me


The jetsons

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Jan 28, 2025 12:04:31 PM Me


Gm


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4 German words

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- Totally my brand of humor.

Jan 28, 2025 1:17:43 PM Me


This is also funny. Mr Sulu posting here:

Jan 28, 2025 1:17:58 PM Me


🤣

Jan 28, 2025 1:18:07 PM Me


I want it on a tshirt

Jan 28, 2025 1:18:53 PM Me


When my artshop is up and running full blast — THIS is the type of thing that gets put on a poster, sticker, mug, tshirt, hat

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Jan 30, 2025 11:48:19 AM Me


anyone watch the vid? Does it make sense and help you understand what I’ve been working on?

Jan 30, 2025 12:34:06 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 58 seconds) +13038752587


Yes.

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Yes

Jan 30, 2025 11:49:09 AM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 55 seconds) +15182388114


I will. I didn’t realise it was your face in the video until now 🤣

Jan 30, 2025 11:49:55 AM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211


Not yet, will in a bit Mom

Jan 30, 2025 12:24:51 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211


That was pretty good , but , was that AI 🤖 talking in the end?

Jan 30, 2025 12:25:04 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes) +15185908211


Scary

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Yes.
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Jan 30, 2025 12:34:11 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 53 seconds) +13038752587


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Jan 30, 2025 2:54:46 PM Me


Thank you!

Jan 30, 2025 3:01:16 PM Me


— I had my two hard drives of mine I’ve carried with me since leaving thacher show BAD messages yesterday. Basically the warning is: Backup your stuff; the hard drive has damage and will soon be unworkable. Its my entire career in 6 Terabytes ALL MY PICTURES OF THE BOYS IF the drives fail…. that would be bad. It has files pre Y2K I lost all my cloud storage because no $$$, so everything is on those 2 hard drives that will fail soon. I found a new 8TB hard drive, 17% off on Amazon. Its $150. If someone could help me save my work, I WILL PAY YOU BACK FOR THIS.

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Thx for considering.

Jan 30, 2025 4:07:38 PM Me


this guy is a member of the Texas house. Well spoken.

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Jan 30, 2025 4:35:46 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 41 seconds) +15182388114


What’s up with the plasma donating?

Jan 30, 2025 4:46:35 PM Me


I followed up with donation Center and waiting for a call back. I’m following up in the morning if I don’t hear from them today

Jan 30, 2025 4:46:52 PM Me


Just waiting for medical records to get zapped over to them

Jan 30, 2025 5:19:09 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 50 seconds) +15182388114


Watched video. I liked and subscribed. I sent to Jay. I was able to follow and understand. 👽

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Jan 31, 2025 12:43:07 PM Me


Local Marketing company in Longmont has part time graphic design work. I just applied.

Jan 31, 2025 12:44:09 PM (Read by you after 34 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211


👍

Jan 31, 2025 1:20:18 PM Me



— Bad news One of my hard drives won't mount. That means “ he's dead Jim”

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What company

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Starks Design Company 338 Main Street, Longmon

Jan 31, 2025 8:05:07 PM Me


Darrell

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Jan 31, 2025 8:05:08 PM Me


open tomorrow.

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Feb 01, 2025 7:58:39 PM Me


Remember Kids!!


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this album cover is perfect for the times